Black Pen

38

I don't know since when I liked it, enjoying every drop that went down my throat, now alcohol and nicotine become the best friends of my life, not a day without it.

What do I expect from each drop, which only makes me forget every problem I've been facing for a moment? Ah stupid, I definitely can't get away from it.

My life is full of falsehoods, poya-poya, party, karoke, or just shopping. It's like a conglomerate child, even though my mother at home is very difficult to find money for my school fees first, after graduation I am even like this.

There was regret, but my ego slalu said 'i don't care' 'whether it was the devil that dwelled in my soul, when I had promised to make both my parents proud.

Now promise me to keep my promise, if I hadn't gone the wrong way it probably wouldn't have been like this, I wouldn't be stuck in a dark world .

Like that afternoon, it was Juno. Aida's boyfriend. Actually I was not close to him, knowing only briefly, even though every day I see it, we never even greet each other.

Juno took me to his friend's place, said they were going to have a party tonight. I wasn't really interested in coming along, it was just that I saw Aida, I trusted her because we had known each other for a long time, and Aida wasn't the kind of naughty girl who would knock her friend out on her own. Aida looks like that, of course because she's my friend, then Juno?

I brim with that bad thought, even the Princess had once prevented me from coming with Juno, but Riani wanted to accompany me . He assured me that Juno was not a bad person. The way he treated Aida was so good

My little heart said it wasn't going to end well, but again it was logical that I brushed it off, just because Aida was trying to convince me that Juno was a really good person. Of course I trust Aida, considering they've been in contact since Aida first grade High School until now.

"Okay, I'm coming" I replied, as Juno made an offer to join her friends.

I waited for Juno to come, he should have come an hour ago. But until now, it was 7 pm he still did not show the trunk of his nose.

"Tomorrow" Take Juno who suddenly stood behind me.

We went to use a taxi, there was no grab car, or maybe I was not familiar with the grab car, which obviously taxi is still the most luxurious transportation among others.

It didn't take long, we finally reached the place where Juno's friends had gathered. Juno got off the taxi, Riani and I followed her from behind.

We entered an alley, a fairly large alley, but only got in one car. And why also Juno down on the side of the main road when if it goes down in front of the basecamp they are not a problem, after all the taxi also goes to the gank? I don't know only Juno himself can answer that question .

A long walk came to a house. An empty house painted white without occupants, but looks very clean and tidy.

Juno knocked on the door, before long came out a tall, tan-skinned man typical of Indonesian people and had a pointed nose. He was wearing a navy security uniform with Mario Pratama.

"Eh bro, I tipped me yak ? I have overtime. Tar malem I come back here again, sorry I will be late to join" Juno said to the man named Mario

I looked at Juno, why didn't he tell me he was overtime? I also have no problem if I do not become a party, I am used to having to drink alone, why should he feel bad too ? If he feels guilty.

"Oh okay bro, be careful" replied Mario, winking one eye .

I didn't think much of it, I still believed in Juno, I was sure he would come back later tonight to accompany me or pick me up. We've been friends, since when? Or maybe I'm the only one who thinks of him as a friend.

"Yuk, consider it your own home" Mario invited me and Riani in.

Inside had gathered some people, there were tall white ones, there were short but white ones, there were sweet ones and many more, which obviously they were still wearing security uniforms, maybe they work as security, I don't want to know about their lives.

I followed Mario's orders, after entering me and Riani sitting next to each other on a red sofa, they seemed to notice me from top to bottom, I was like ***** ready to wear at any time.

"Where else is she?" I asked Mario who was taking me a bottle of wine with ice cubes stored in a clear glass in his left hand.

"Maybe it hasn't come yet, drink it first" replied Mario smiling bitterly.

What party is gini? Just hanging out with people I don't know at all, and then I'm drinking wine alone, I mean just with Riani, I think the show will be very crowded and fun, it made me feel sad and want to go home.

When it showed at 02.00 in the morning, Riani had come home because she had picked up her boyfriend, while I waited for Juno to come, it was not good to go home just like that. Juno brought me here.

My head is getting heavier, but my body seems to be flying, very light. Instantly all sorts of burdens just disappeared. I tried to stay awake, so as not to sleep here, I also tried to stay calm even though my fear felt so deep.

I'm afraid they'll rape me, then kill me and dump my body anywhere. This time my mind was really dirty and I let it rule me.

"Yes" I answered briefly, nodding my head.

The earlier the music gets louder, the more my mind drifts, but my fear also becomes more and more.

Mario approached me about to kiss my lips, immediately I gathered all my strength to push his body, I immediately went to the bathroom in a hurry to avoid Mario's sudden attack.

An hour in the bathroom, I noticed the clean and fragrant bathroom ceiling, somehow Mario took care of this house, apparently he really likes fragrances.

I cried alone, I looked at the clock in my hand as it slowed down, but it showed at 3 o'clock, it felt like a long time to get to 6. Every now and then I open my phone, there is nothing I can contact, everyone is sleeping and playing in the dream world, not least Riani. If Putri, Ayu, Aida and Fira they are working night shifts, they will not answer my phone.

"Yes God.. Please ! For this time only, keep me awake, do not let me sleep in this place" My prayer in my heart, yes maybe a little strange, when my brain was unconscious I prayed for His help. I know for sure I am a self-destructive human being.

Realizing my absence, Roy took the initiative to catch up with me, he knocked on the door, I immediately opened it. No matter what the clock was slowing down, I immediately ran towards the main door, then forcefully opened the door that Mario had previously locked. Roy stood up little following me.

"Where are you going?" Roy asked, I saw his gaze a little savage, I accelerated my search to find the house key that fits with the handle of the key that I was actually holding.

Am I drunk? Looking for a key handle that fits the door, when obviously I'm holding it. The fear continued to creep, making my blood flow very quickly.

Chequelek

I managed to open the door, I saw it was very dark outside, but I didn't care, all I wanted was to get away from this cursed place.

I ran as fast as I could, it felt like my eyes were like seeing some demons passing before me or maybe just my hallucinations were excessive ? As fear continued to creep through my mind, it made me forget that demons did exist.

Tut tut tut tut

"Hello"

The voice of the man in the distance answered my phone, no matter whose number I was currently calling, I didn't care which obviously I wanted to ask for his help to take me away.

"Hello" The voice sounded again, this time in a rather high tone.

"Please" I replied, because my whole body was trembling. I accidentally touched the end button, which made the phone die instantly .

Immediately I turn on the current location, which will let him know where I am.

I still keep running until I reach the main road, dark, quiet and no activity whatsoever, who will be active at 3 am besides kuntilanak.

Thiiids

gedebluk

It seemed like my body was hitting something, I don't know if it was a clear thing that was glowing, and the light made my eyes hurt by being forced to close my eyes.

Slowly the light disappeared, but it was still in front of me. Like made of iron given a tire. I dare to open both my eyes.

"Loh, a Day..!?" I wondered, how could he stand in front of me, with the metic motorbike I just hit.

"What's going on here?" I was a little surprised by his sudden presence.

"So you called aa for help, you ngshare location, so aa follow the location you sent because of worry"

He immediately woke me up sitting in front of his metic motor.

"What is it?" I tried to stand up even though it was very difficult, now the feeling of relief began to feel. I let my body dance among the flying clouds.

He took my body with him, told me to get on his bike, this time I don't care, even if I have to die this blind morning, I can no longer control my body and my mind . I fell asleep and remembered nothing more .