Black Pen

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For a few days I did not talk to Doni, since that incident I chose to be quiet and did not want to know anything related to Ria or Doni. I only hold out for the rest of the Stars I don't care.

The narrow room plus a hot atmosphere makes me feel uncomfortable lingering at home.

Every day things get more complicated, having problems with one person is like having a thousand enemies, plus a great fight that yesterday seemed to leave a bad trail.

They would whisper to each other every time I saw me out of the house, even so I always tried to stay calm.

What a comment means if all they know is what they see, not what they feel or what they experience.

"You're still angry, aren't you? I have nothing to do with that woman? can't we talk to each other? why are you always in the grip of anger ?"

Doni restrains my body from going to the place where I work, my mind is still filled with anger and hatred, even if I can't think clearly. Staring at his face only raises the wounds that continue to stab, has not healed the wounds he scratched on Christmas day, now he adds again with new wounds that I do not want to care about anymore. I left Doni who was getting uncomfortable with my attitude. Then I left without saying a word.

"If it's true what you did for the Stars, you should still behave just fine . If only Bintang knew your pretense it might be very sad" The Princess walked behind me, as if she understood very well how I was.

"Come on, I'm fine" I looked at Putry who kept on following me.

"You might be able to lie to everyone but not to me" Her steps stopped, she looked at me cynically. This time I didn't understand what he really wanted from me.

He was my best friend, who always understood me. He was like a big brother to me, always making me laugh no matter how much sadness I felt. He's more I can trust than Doni.

"Sit down, there are some things I haven't told you. I was wrong to keep this truth from you" He took my hand and pulled her to sit down.

"What's really going on?" I looked at him, I hope that a truth is not a sadness or a fact that I don't want to hear at all.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how Doni was here. Because my husband and I both work together, so that between us no one knows how Doni's behavior so far"

Putry looked down to show his disappointment towards Doni.

"You've helped me a lot, even I owe you a lot. Just tell me what you want to say, you don't have to feel bad about me" I said, as I was guessing what he was going to say.

"Ria used to come to my room to talk about Doni before you lived here, I don't know if there was any connection between them or not that they were very close. Doni often wears Ria's belongings, even the one he is wearing now is Ria's t-shirt. He also sleeps in Ria's room every day, cooks for Ria, and sometimes even feeds her. Doni also gave his personal ATM to Ria, I hid this truth is that your household is fine. Not only that, I think it might be better if you look at it with your own eyes, not from the words of others".

This time I no longer cry, my tears seem to be drying up. I was silent to let the Princess tell all the truth she had been keeping.

"Some times I commemorate Ria not to be too close to Doni, I have also told him that Doni already has a wife. But she doesn't care for me not even want to know" the Princess continued the sentence she had stopped, looking doubtful at her countenance.