Black Pen

9

"Cepi, how are you?" My mind kept asking, an agitation I felt so deep, not regret for having cheated on him, only unthinkable if only he knew I was suing him, what would he do to me? of course he'll be very angry.

Given that he has been so loyal to me so far, he has also treated me well, even after more than 3 months of our relationship, none of which I found on his phone a female number, even the entire social media only contains my status or photos.

A few days have passed, on this sunny morning I decided to go to class, although actually lazy if you have to cross paths with Shaun The Sheep, yes today the schedule of killer teacher pickets, yes, a BP teacher and student who is notoriously loud and fierce, he never even smiles. The look on his face showed seriousness. He was fat with a forward belly, which is why I called him Shaun the Sheep or Shaun the Sheep , is an animated film that tells the lives of Sheep and a Dog who slalu served as his guard.

The killer's teacher was none other than Mr. Udin. What does the killer teacher have to do with Shaun the Sheep animation? yep, the body and facial expression of Mr. Udin are very similar to one of the fat sheep characters listed in the animated film. That's why I named him Shaun the Sheep, because he looks a lot like one of the sheep in the movie.

Just one step out of the house, Akbarl had called, asking me to accompany him to his recklessness, a confusion he might feel every morning.

With forced to follow his wishes, today I again skipped to accompany him. Yes, it happens almost every morning after we officially date, even if I look for an excuse to go to class I fail, because his sometimes frontal attitude makes me want to not have to give up.

As much as I was afraid of losing her, it might sound a little crazy, but I did love her. Even if one day he hurts me, I will forgive him. I will be home to him, accepting openly whenever he comes.

As usual with a thin smile he had been waiting for me at a crossroads, without being told to go straight up on his bike.

"Where else are you going today?" I asked a little tart, his face a little hostile, maybe his mood was not good.

"To there deh" Situ which in Indonesian means lake.

"Why again today? I've been in school for a few days, if too often the school can call my parents to come to school" I grumbled.

"Why? have you nemenin me?" He snapped at me, instantly making me silent. He never yelled at me before.

In the middle of the journey with a hot heart, a group of people were sitting enjoying coffee and cigarettes they brought in front of a stall close to the lake.

They looked at me from a distance, between them was one person who raised an index finger towards me as if telling me to stop.

"Who is he?" Mumbled in my heart, apparently Akbar was not aware of their existence, proved he still carried his motorbike casually not disturbed in the slightest, or indeed he knows them and then deliberately behaves annoyingly by challenging them to pursue us.

"You know them?" I asked Akbar, who had been silent since.

"They're who?" Right, apparently he was unaware of the person's whereabouts, but my feelings became very uneasy. Exploring the figure of Cepi that some days I deliberately did not give news.

My feelings became numb, restless and fearful. Not afraid of losing Cepi, it's just that remembering his overprotective nature might be very difficult for him to accept reality or maybe he will be rude to me later.

I don't know that bad thoughts like this make me confused and feel guilty and also a little sorry. My heart kept asking, will Cepi know this?