Black Pen

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From that day on he became bolder to me, he who was usually gentle also turned a little harsh. Even he asked for his right every time we met, if I didn't comply with his wishes he threatened to leave me.

His treatment has really made me sick, I miss Akbar who used to be not someone who treated me like this.

I was caught off guard by his attitude from day to day, he also began to blatantly show his true nature, he started drinking in front of me or reply to chat from other women when he was close to me.

All that he did consciously, almost every day he made me angry which ended in a fight and ended with a cry, this time my life was like hell. Every day there are only arguments and arguments.

Even so, the fact that I could never get away from him let alone leave him, I let my heart bleed withstanding the pain he constantly gave me.

One month has passed , there is something strange with my body, every day feels dizzy and nauseous. My face started to look pale and my feelings felt more sensitive. What's more, almost every night wanting a strange food even a food that I don't like lately is included in the list of favorite menus.

"Why yes, don't don't I. haaaah what about my future if it happens." I murmured inwardly.

"Hmm, already this is just a cold, nothing will happen." I thought again trying to amuse myself.

I called Akbar asking him to see me . However, again he looks indifferent, I understand very well how his nature, if he began to be indifferent means that there are other women who make him change.

"Where are you?, there are things we should talk about" . I said in a serious tone.

"What's important? ". Ask Akbar in a relaxed tone.

"But you have to come here right now, don't forget to bring the testpek, I'm ashamed if I have to buy it myself, what people say later ."

I snapped a little.

"You why? you pregnant? Yes I picked it up" From his voice he seemed to start panicking.

"I don't know, so we'll check together".

"Yes, I'm leaving now."

Hang up the phone rudely.

Right, before calling Akbar I had first checked the strangeness in me and the result was like I said two neatly lined red lines. But, somehow my feelings feel relaxed and completely indifferent maybe because I was too shocked to see the reality.

While Farid's house is the silent witness to the most beautiful sin we have ever committed, it will also be a dark history in my entire life, and today we go back to that house to find out a truth that might destroy my future and Akbar .

I already know enough about the results I will find later, it's just that I feel curious, what if I try it again to prove that the test is really accurate.

Meanwhile, Farid was used to our presence in his house, he let us in and out of the house as we wanted, because in addition to the empty house also belonged to Farid himself.

As soon as I arrived, I entered the bathroom with the test in my small bag, I checked myself in the bathroom with fear.

15 Minutes later I came out of the bathroom.

"Where?" . His face looked anxious, he looked a little scared to listen to my answer

I offered the test he brought earlier with 2 Red lines, I fell silent before finally crying.

"How is this?" . My toot.

"It's impossible, I'm not ready, I'm not getting married". He looked at me softly, if only I had a knife I would have wanted to kill him.

"Then what should I do?" I can't cry anymore.

"We throw it away". Akbar easily invited me to throw away that innocent fetus.

"I have to be a killer? how come? i'm scared". I screamed again my emotions exploded.

"Nothing will happen, trust me". She held my hand trying to calm me down and convince me to be willing to kill her baby.

He's really mean, I don't think he's this bad, he's more evil than the devil. I have misjudged it, if only I knew it would end up like this, let alone being with him, knowing him I would not.