Black Pen

Black Pen
66



BRUGH PRANK


The sound of my cell phone slamming loudly against the wall before finally falling sprawled irregularly on the icy floor, a noise loud enough to wake the sleeping baby Star.


My emotions were still overflowing, blazing like a fire that was hard to extinguish.


The sound of crying was loud enough to make the fire of anger that enveloped me extinguished instantly, I immediately saw my little baby who continued to cry, I hugged and I timang. I take out the left breast, I let it suck it up to the taste of enough for him. She stopped crying, I put my baby back to sleep. He played with both hands every once in a while he made a voice that I did not understand at all, a beautiful sight that made me forget the turmoil I was feeling due to the happy news that I considered a nightmare for me.


The sound of Adhan echoing everywhere I see the clock on the wall showing at 14:55, has entered the Ashar prayer time. My husband will be home in an hour, I immediately clean up the fragments of the phone I just slammed, clean the house that I did not have time to clean this morning, take care of my baby to always be clean, and keep my baby clean, as well as cooking to eat my husband after work, the rest cleaned up, so that when he came home later the feeling of fatigue in his body was slightly reduced because he saw the house and the rest were well maintained, I'm trying to be a good wife to my husband, despite the fact that our economy is dying from debts that Doni made without my knowledge. I try to be okay so that he does not feel the burden that is endless, although I know his lies remain attached to my small heart causing a sense of disappointment that never goes away.


My work is done, I lay my body beside my baby, the door of the house I accidentally did not lock because it was time for my husband to come home from work.


I closed my eyes for a moment, my brain twisted every memory of the togetherness between me and Akbar, I remember when I gave him a cheap watch that I bought at a store near where I used to work, at that time I was accepted to work as a salesperson in a mall big enough, I was so happy with my new job, especially Akbar slalu supported me when I was in trouble, I received my first salary, I received my first salary, I remember the figure of Akbar the man I love the most, when the way home I passed a store, in it there are various kinds of watches with the latest models, the latest output, I liked the model of the watch so much, the shiny black color made me take the initiative to buy it.


After finishing work, I asked him to pick me up, it just so happened that my place of work and Akbar were not so far away.


I'm not sure he's willing to accept it, I know exactly how he is, and sure enough. He rejected me, but then I forced him to accept my gift .


One moment that made me laugh was when after he drove me home he sent me a message to protest .


I laughed and read the message.


"really?" I asked along with emot to laugh.


I apologize that I did not check the clock that I thought was new and good, where maybe a large enough store tricked its customers by selling goods that were not worth selling.


What makes me happy at that time, he still wears it even though he knows the watch is dead.


"FYUUH" I let out a long sigh then let out a rough one.


"Akbar, if only I were there" I thought, unknowingly, tears were pouring down my eyes.


Doni kissed my forehead and my baby, I daydreamed too deeply to realize his arrival.


"You've come home yet? how do you say hello?" I immediately stood up to take a glass of water for her.


"Don't let me ! you're like a soybean. During my arrival, you did not know, but I knocked on the door 3x" He held my body to stand.