Black Pen

6

As Ariel Peterpan said "A sunny day for a lonely soul" after school my regular show and Annisa is hanging out at Warung Abah and definitely bring each other's mates , but today Cepi is busy taking care of everything needed for PKL, Cepi is two years older than me, so he is currently sitting in 3rd grade SMK.

" Ra'' The mature brown man wearing a gray white uniform named Aldiansyah Irwan called me, the man who used to be called Iwan was Annisa's girlfriend. They've been dating for less than a year. Yes, one year since Annisa sat on the bench of Junior High or 3rd class MTs.

" Euy, naon Wan? (Eh, you're Wan?).. New dateng?" I looked at Iwan who was standing right in front of me with a flat face, while I occasionally played my phone. I was pretty close to Iwan, Annisa was the one who introduced her to me one year ago.

'' Yes, the beloved Berbi Iwan where ? you are alone, where is your boyfriend?'' He sat next to me, his hand touching his gray pants pocket looking for a pack of cigarettes and matches he always carried.

''There's a noodle inside again. My boyfriend doesn't have any more PKL preparations so he's not here''. I bowed my head to turn the Facebook homepage to like the status of those passing by on my armband.

" Eh Ra?, you know not the me I brought here at the time?" Iwan looked at me playing my favorite mi*o phone.

"Where's nu? (which one?) you have a lot of Temen ! " I raised my head again, curious about what Iwan was talking about.

" When that time nganterin you go home, tah ieu (well this) ". He showed me a picture of a man who was very close to him. They have been friends for a long time since they first entered High School until now.

" Oh that, yes I want ! kunaon? (why is that?) don't tell me you want to fuck me with him?" I answered Iwan sharply, I am completely indifferent when talking about men, even if others say that man is very handsome, for me it is normal.

It is this cold and indifferent nature that makes men have a different view of me, they think I am arrogant and Arogan. However, the fact is I'm not good at getting along is even very difficult for me to interact with new people.

" Haha, are you pinter anyway?" Iwan laughed amusedly at my behavior that looks badmood.

" Lah iyey is already a match-mouse ekeu same temen-tenemen iyey" I looked at him cynically, actually I do not care what Iwan tried to tell me.

" Ieu mah hiji different Ra (This is different Ra), I am sure you will be comfortable with him. Believe me Iwan, Iwan never jerumusin you ko, we have also known for a long time" He lit gasoline burning the tip of the cigarette he stored in his mouth and slowly sucked the cigarette.

Like that day, he introduced me to Joni, the amazing guy Lebaynya, too long close to him made me uncomfortable even though I had time to date him. More precisely, he had to date her. Unfortunately, he did not give up easily even until now he still often contacted me.

''Awas aja if the behavior of Lebay like the Joni''. My gaze returned to the Hanphone screen.

"Hahaha the Joni, are you still communicating with him? uh but he hasn't got a girlfriend until now, he says he's still ngarepin you" Iwan laughed loudly.

"Bodo very, basic Mr. Comblang"

"Haha matchmaker kali" Iwan did not want to lose.

"Ra, Ra.. Want until when to wait for the unclear Rudi" Si Iwan began to show his serious face.

Rudi the figure of the man I once dated when sitting on the bench of MTS 2nd grade, my first love and the only man who is still the owner of my heart, he is also the reason why I became a free Naura.

"How good is Cepi? why do you like why in Paris? if he still ngarepin the Rudi mending just let alone the Cepi, let him find a better girl" Annisa came carrying two bowls of noodles.

"Teuing ah teu nyaho (Oh, I also gatau).." I answered, while taking the bowl of noodles that Annisa offered.

Indeed, since breaking up with Rudi as if all men are jerks, when in fact I started first by cheating behind him.

Maybe the evidence of a regret that makes me have changed a lot, unfortunately not for the better even worse.

Even when I accepted Joni as my girlfriend, it was nothing more than to heat up the Rudi, but she had changed already many women beside her, it irritated me until I finally broke my relationship with the older Joni, and after that Joni antagonized the Rudi, considered Rudi the destroyer of my relationship with him.