Black Pen

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Bandung, 2011

People say High School is the most fun time, and the most enjoyable time in life is the time when sitting in High School.

Yep, that's absolutely right. I really enjoyed my teenage years where fame, friendship and love were mandatory.

And you know what? the most painful thing at that time was a breakup, yes.just a breakup ! it's simple, isn't it?

And, here's my story, a story that I found quite enjoyable despite ultimately being caught up in a dark world that had ruined my future.

Oh yeah, when I write this I'm sitting pensively in my room, Friday night and alone. While my beloved little one, he focused on his favorite show Nusa and Rara in front of the TV.

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Okay well, introduce my name Naura Calista Maulana, I'm 16 years old, I'm a sundanese and betawi descendant. My original betawi father who still clings to his traditions that he has always been proud of in front of his children. While mama was born and grew up in Sundanese land that is, people used to call our land as a city of flowers, but I think it is more appropriate if I call it Green Land or green land, because on the right and left side of my house there is a stretch of tea trees with a striking green color.

I live in a plantation area, where the majority of the people are farmers and vegetable traders, not many people who live in my area only a few houses with the location of one house with another a little far apart, a few houses, in the area where I live is still very beautiful where shady trees are still scattered along the road, in contrast to now there are quite a lot of residents who live in my area, in addition, the shady trees I have barely met.

I remember well when I was 5 years old I once aspired to be Cinderella, but after I thought again what a good thing Cinderella was just a poor girl waiting for her prince to come. Obviously it would be very troublesome. Then when I was in 3rd grade, Yeyen and Fitri, my little friend was caught wet with Bah Onod's guava nut, he who was annoyed with the loss of his beloved white guava immediately took a few brooms and pointed them at us as if to hit us, we ran away in a daze until sweat poured. Haha a fun childhood.

I was born as the only daughter and the last child in the Maulana family, my three brothers are male. My father is Doel Maulana, I used to call him Be or Babe he is very firm and authoritative, he is also a religious figure. Although impressed fierce, he has a high humorous side. Not infrequently he makes the entire house laugh together. Papa was also very kind to everyone.

I have three older brothers, say Wildan Maulana, Zuki Maulana, and Muhammad Alfa Maulana. Their age was only three, and Alfi and I were 6. Before I was born, my mother had a miscarriage, which is why only my age and Alfi were quite far away.

I wasn't born to rich parents, only Babe was known as the landlord of my village. I think that's enough to make me confident. Hehe

My life really feels perfect if I remember again, besides a whole family. I have a girl friend named Annisa Azmia who is kind, humorous and fun. We are friends from since MTS 1st grade until now, for those of you who do not know what MTS is? namely the abbreviation of Madrasah Tsanawiyah, equivalent to Junior High School, the difference if MTS religious subjects are broken means more than one unlike SMP which is united into PAI only. But, it seems that now MTS is everywhere huh, hehe if MTS used to be less favored among the ABG , because it is too religious maybe ? .

So close, we often exchange former cellphone numbers or introduce each other to each other. Even so, a blow for us to fight or fight over men, every day everywhere we go together, I love Annisa more than myself, she said, yes, like upin and ipin where there is Naura there is also Annisa.

There are many similarities between me and Annisa, one of which is that we once held the title "SANTRI PUTRI TERNAKAL" in the boarding school that we had lived in for 3 years while sitting on the bench of MTS. Yes, Annisa is not only a neighbor or a little friend she is also a friend of a struggle for me, we once lived in the same cottage, even her mother is a friend of my mother.

Of course, the title I got was not something worth emulating, which is clear at our current age, we grow up to be teenagers who have high curiosity and curiosity to try new things. However, despite all that we are committed to ourselves that any lesson is still number one.

In addition to the similarities between me and Annisa also have many differences, Annisa who has an ideal body with a large buttocks and breasts, as well as a flat stomach, and a flat stomach, height that corresponds to his weight and clean white skin made him famous in my class, he was a popular student in my class. Not to mention his jovial and humorous attitude made him have many friends, he liked many people, both men and women, he was also very smart in almost all subjects. He has always been a champion in my class, he is also supple and kind to everyone, although sometimes his speech seems silly but does not make people around him stay away from him.

Annisa is the niece of my great teacher at the boarding school, no wonder she is very smart and always a champion, unlike me who is mediocre in digesting every lesson, no wonder if she is very smart and always a champion, if Annisa is popular in the classroom because she is smart, I am quite popular just by armed with the desire of laughter, such as being active when the teacher tells us to ask questions, or just follow eskul in school.

Not only that, my difference with Annisa is that I have a indifferent attitude, and a stupid, not sociable, passive and more clearly an introvert. I don't have many friends, only a few of them have to be those who approach me first. Annisa has made me change in many ways, mindset, perspective and courage.

The courage to show our different selves, I who seem quiet to be brave to talk, argue or just hang out. From the moment of my closeness to Annisa, everyone knows us as popular students in the 7th grade of MTSN 10 back then .