Black Pen

22

The time has shown at 11:30, Akbar should have come from earlier, I began to worry considering he did not know this area.

" Cring crates" My phone rang breaking my worries.

" Where are you? oh my God, you worry me" My body moves irregularly, and my legs go back and forth in an indeterminate direction, feeling excessive worry.

"Are you waiting for me? are you so worried about me?" Akbar asked, his voice looking serious.

" Of course, I don't want to lose you anymore" I was silent for a moment. My whole body shakes withstanding the tightness. Warm clear water granules wetting both my eyes .

These are tears of happiness, of happiness mixed with wounds, of wounds that have made me feel a very deep longing.

I stood in front of the office door, turning my back to the walkway that connected the front room of the office with a spacious garden and white roses adorned the beauty of the garden.

"Don't go again" Sobs adorned my face, I don't know what I should do to keep him by my side, to accompany me to old age, yes a little exaggerated but my heart has become entirely his .

The phone was still connected but there was no answer from Akbar, just silence.

"Don't cry, you look so ugly" A familiar voice in my ear.

I turned my back, looked back to find the source of the voice, a man standing exactly 10 steps behind me, staring gently at my back.

"Akbar" I ran towards him, I hugged his body tightly.

"Hey, hey. Look at me ! I'm here, don't cry anymore. I'm sorry I hurt you, I promise I'll never leave you again" He took off my arms, he stared intently at my eyes.

"Promise?" I asked, with a frightened look, afraid of losing her again, after a few months ago she left me for another woman.

"Yes, I promise, it's a gift for you" He gave me a box of mini teddy bears in pink complete with red roses and chocolate inside.

"Forku? how do you know I like all this?"

"You're special, whatever about you I know" he smiled at me.

I immediately took my bag, because today is Saturday then I only work half a day.

"Look at you, you look skinny. Are you all right?"

We walked to the parking area, to pick up Akbar's blue metic motor.

"How can I be fine without you" I held her hand, I don't feel like letting go.

Akbar turned on his metic motor stater, slowly walking towards the boarding house not far from the office where I worked .

" That's my boarding " While pointing towards the boarding with the green paint tosca that blocked the high fence painted black.

There's nobody at the security guard post, maybe the boarding guard is out. I got off the bike and walked slowly to open the gate .

From inside Farin walked towards me with the black setdress and high heels he was wearing. Behind him was Reno following him.

"Where are you going?" I asked Farin and Reno.

"You come back, Mama called last night, she said there are things to talk about" said Farin, he looked serious by showing a tense face.

"Oh pantesan this morning shower is usually not bengga, hehe" I whispered right in Farin's right ear.

"Yes, be careful. Kabarin so up to the house yaa.." I waved at Farin and Reno as well, they soon passed leaving me and Akbar in front of the boarding house.

" Come in" I let him in, walking in his hand.

Akbar opened his shoes and put them next to the door, I let him sit down and take a drink.

" It's late in the afternoon, you just stay here, I'm worried if you go home now, here is vulnerable" I said.

" Is it okay?" Akbar.

" It's okay ko, there are 2 rooms here, later you can sleep in my room, let me sleep in Farin's room.."

I said.

Time passed very quickly, the sun began to set, the sky began to darken and everything looked silent.

" It's late at night, I want to sleep, you sleep in the next room yes" I said.

" Where are you going?" Akbar pulled my hand.

" I'm tired, you also have to sleep tomorrow you have to go home, and the journey is quite long, do not let you sleep on the journey" I rubbed the shoots of his head with full attention.

" Just sleep here, with me. I won't do anything"

I nodded in agreement, he hugged me and kissed me on my forehead. This was the first time I slept with her and the first time she kissed my forehead, I breathed out like something was floating inside my soul , my heart was pounding so hard, I closed my eyes , sleeping on her burly chest, I hugged her very tightly, her hands constantly stroking my hair.

" I'm sorry about it" he said.

" For what?" My toot.

" For every mistake I've ever made".

" I see, now sleep is night". I still close my eyes.

She lifted my head, kissed my lips very gently, I kissed her back, somehow my tears were so luscious it was so painful .

" Why?" He let go of his kiss.

" I'm afraid you're gone again" I said in a spoiled tone.

" You should know when I'm gone, I'll always be back". He kissed my forehead.

" Please promise to slalu with me"

" Yes, I promise, when you come home I'll introduce you to both of my parents.."

" Good night Akbar" I said as I hugged his body tightly.

Of course I trust him, he's my Akbar, I love him more than anything, he's all I want.

We are asleep, tonight is like history repeating itself, the story of yesterday is not over, uniting the passionate longing.