Black Pen

56

It's time for Doni to return to work after a few days he took a leave of absence, being a regular employee was apparently not enough for Doni to meet the needs of our small family, especially when I knew that Doni was in a big debt. I asked Doni for permission to return to work after a few months of leaving my old job to look after my baby.

"Mama doesn't want Doni, what the fuck. Mama is not a maid, the baby has a mother, why should you take care of her? why have a baby if he doesn't want to take care of her?" Shouted an old woman from behind the kitchen, apparently Doni was talking about my desire to return to work for his mother.

" Hmm, fuck ! why am I this stupid. Marrying a man whose mother doesn't even want my baby, how can she accept me as her daughter-in-law?". I thought in my heart.

I took a deep breath and threw it away, for some reason I hated it so much this morning, when I had to hear the shrill cry of my mother from my husband.

"Darling". Doni came out of the kitchen, along with his mother, they came up to me who was nursing a baby Star.

"Mom can't take care of your baby, why can't your mama just ?"

Mama Doni sat beside me, while Doni just looked at me, not a word came out of his mouth.

"It's still 5 in the morning, can't we talk about it next time?" I asked Doni.

Mama Doni got up from her seat and passed away leaving us.

"I've guessed the answer will be like that, he can't be spoken to properly. What's the matter with your mom? why does he hate me so much. Look at it later, from the many daughters-in-law only I will truly love her".

I started my morning with a fight. Surprisingly my blood always goes up when it comes to the Doni family. They are like enemies to me, even my patience falls for them.

"They're old, maybe we should take it" Doni tidied up the white shirt he was wearing.

I got up from my bed, approaching Doni who was standing right in front of me.

"Have no complaints, there is no point in complaining about spilled milk".

"Geez this man, why not be so sensitive. Doni, you're my husband, can't you take me out of this hell?" I looked at him with sadness.

"Look at me, convince in you. It's gonna be okay, we're gonna have another beautiful day after this, just we need to be patient, sorry to bother you so far, I'm gonna get you out of here, after all my debt is settled, I promise". He looked at me before he finally kissed me.

Again he tried to calm me down, but this time I was really bored, I didn't want to believe him anymore. How not? they organized my household, controlled my husband completely, allowed me to be patient for too long, until I felt the pain.

People say in-laws are second mothers to a woman, apparently that means nothing to me. If only, I knew it would be like this in the end maybe I would choose not to marry her. In fact, I always complain about my wedding.

Marriage is not just about happiness, there are a lot of pebbles in it. You have to go through it quietly, otherwise you will fall there, small looking pebbles can make you fall or stumble if you do not walk carefully.

"I'll be home soon, take good care of our baby. I'd be very angry if he got hurt". Doni turned on the motor stater before he finally left.

"Hey right, she's my baby. Of course I'll take care of him". I waved at Doni until he disappeared from my sight.

He just went to work, but it felt like he left me with a very long time .