Black Pen
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Someone tried to contact me in the midst of my heart and feelings, but my race was dead and really did not care about what he was doing to me.
Surprisingly he never got tired of bothering me, the more I let him chase. It's amazing, it's like he never lost his mind to fight for a key, a key to the trust I broke with my own ego.
Since my loneliness haunts me as if arguing with me at all times, I hate my day, the days are boring without the perfect creature of God beside me. What good is it to cry over someone who has hurt me so many times? isn't that so sad? and again not necessarily he was feeling the same way as me, not necessarily he remembered me as I always remember him, annoying as hell.
Why am I so stupid to love someone who even has ruined my life slowly, he is nothing more than a demon who sometimes incarnates to be an angel, so tender and soothing, he said, it made me feel warm near her and so scared of losing her.
Where is he at the moment? why did my heart and mind never move on from him. His name, his face and all the memories of him are so attached to my memory, it's amazing this guy. All my life I loved him, never once did my heart and feelings betray him, he was so special but I couldn't keep remembering him, maybe it was time I took off, that way I can walk forward very easily without having to care about my beautiful past.
This man is very good, he never gives up even though I ignore it many times, but it also sucks if it is constantly contacted by him, after all like there is no other job. But, there is no harm if I try to open my heart slowly? for this new man who has been this one week trying to knock on my heart's door.
PING !!!
I opened a message that came in a few seconds ago, who else if not the mysterious man who has been trying to contact me for a week? I knew it was him, because before the Princess even said a little about him, he was the same man who called the Princess many times just to get my BBM pin.
"Hallo, what's the need?" My reply was short, nothing more than pleasantries.
" I'm Doni. Your friend the Princess who gave me your contact" He replied to my message so quickly without even making small talk first.
"Oh Doni, the man whose full name is Doni Ramdan. So this, this gentleman tried to contact me for a week, haha. Okay, good afternoon Doni" I replied again, before I finally returned to my workplace to continue my work.
