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Annisa was chasing after me who kept crying while walking. If I remember that day, how embarrassing I am. Like a toddler who is whining asking something to his mother.
Annisa wondered about what had happened, which made me angry at her. Annisa was quite mature at the time, she tried to explain everything that had happened. But I was so selfish. At least I'm not interested in listening to it, let alone want to know all the things related to Akbar.
That day, time seemed to stop along with the rain that fell suddenly. I remember very well, when he said how much he was not interested in Akbar at all. He also often mocks Akbar, in fact he also has the same feelings for Akbar.
If you recall, it was the lowest moment of my life, the greatest heartbreak I felt where I had to lose my girlfriend and my best friend at one time.
The next night Annisa called me many times, apparently she was still not satisfied even after I ignored many times , she still tried to explain everything. Whether he feels guilty or completely innocent, he doesn't even know what's going on between me and Akbar these days.
After many times he tried to talk to me and got no results. Finally he gave up, he didn't care about me anymore. Even our relationship is getting farther and farther away. If you think I'm so stupid to end the friendship that I started 5 years ago, for the sake of the ego that is actually not so difficult to control.
If only I could go back to that day. The day I lose my best friend, I will make no mistakes that will keep me away from him. Even an Akbar.
The State Examination has been carried out for three consecutive days, plus the Madrasah Exam in theory and practice. The students had been conducting the exams in an orderly manner for less than two weeks. Enough time drains the energy, mind and heart.
Unfortunately to get a graduation letter all students have to wait for three months. Sure, not a minute.
While waiting for the graduation letter to go down, I took the time to go to Fitri's house, Fitri was my childhood friend, since graduating from Elementary he did not continue school to the junior high level. Once he got his SD diploma, he was immediately taken to the city by his relatives to then work on a famous boutique in Bandung city.
Pucuk in love ulampun arrived, Fitri contacted me. Maybe her mom told me about coming to her house yesterday, she's gonna hire me at the boutique where she works, happy. That's what's on my mind.
Well, at that time BlackBerry was doing activities in the community, I think by working in a boutique I can immediately buy a Blackberry, so I can show my friends on graduation day.
On graduation day, we all passed with good grades. I'm so excited about the good news, I don't think I'll be able to get through this, considering I went to trial class and also got suspended in tenth grade.
All the students came down and gathered in the field, crossed each other's uniforms, gave autographs and so on, except me. I had to be willing to ignore my graduation day for the sake of making money.
Ever since I worked in a boutique, I rarely went home. Besides not knowing the way home, I also have to save money to quickly buy a BlackBerry.
At that time it seemed like the end of 2014, I started working in a boutique with a salary of 900 thousand and only given a bed, I was given a bed, so eating and so on I have to desperately save the money I have.
And Annisa, of course since that incident we no longer talk to each other, even mobile phone numbers and social media accounts I deleted so that I no longer remember it as a wound .
Dear Annisa, the name I deliberately assumed. The best sabahat made me laugh. If you read this one day, you should know. Until now I still remember you even though we no longer talk to each other like before. Good luck and good health always:)
