100 Days of Being a Widow

Part 95: I Love You, Om. Section 3

Sari felt that she had received enough answers from Defi. He's had enough of an interview tonight. A feeling of satisfaction mixed with her chest. He was tired and immediately wanted to go home.

Sari went down the stairs of Defi's house trembling. Defi feels the same way. But the reason that has provided both.

Sari shakes because she wants to open up Defi's disgrace to her family or keep the young woman's secret. While Defi felt his secret fear exposed.

Sari strengthens herself. He must not increase hostility.Hasn't his relationship with Arkan over?

Ellen took over the parting duties with Defi's mother. The crying between Sari and Defi made such an excuse, because of longing. There are eyes that have farsightedness to distinguish between the expression of sad cry or longing cry. Different, obviously different mom!

***

Sari didn't say many words. In the car he spoke a thousand languages. Both of his best friends certainly understand the situation of Sari, and do not try to interfere. He is convinced that Sari is able to overcome her own feelings.

Sari opened the laptop, then started writing there.

Two hours drive through with silence. When she got to the front of the house, Sari handed Ellen a flash drive.

"El. It's an absurd interview report, but it's full of honesty. Next, you can retrieve data from other sources. Take the question from the statement Defi gave".

Ellen just nodded. He was confused what to comment. So along the way, Sari was working on an interview report.

Oh my God. It's a watered-down brain!

Ellen murmured in the heart.

***

Defi felt very depressed by what Sari did. Arkan had indeed chosen her to be a life companion. Arkan has released Sari to be with Defi. However, the shadow of a happy life with Arkan is still far from expectations. Sari releases Arkan, but of course his shadow will never disappear.

***

Loving Daddy sugar is not something you can plan. Sometimes opportunities just come. Even when God predestines the sugar Daddy to be our soul mate later, who can refuse it, even though there are certainly materialistic frills in it.

Defi is one of Daddy's female sugar admirers. The previous love story with his fellow students on campus was foundered because of a long distance relationship that did not produce longing that lasted. In fact, Leo, Defi's ex-lover, severed their relationship unilaterally on the grounds that Leo could not return to their hometown. But, Defi realized that it was only Leo's reason alone. In fact, Leo had his heart broken, he married his officemate.

Well, office friends are people who are prone to being a bully of romance or marriage. If in the term jawak, Tresno Jalaran writing Soko Kulino, so often interaction in aspects of work, can continue to curhatan, then attachment and get to the bed together. Don't say that your love just grows, don't say this affair is the wrong partner, in fact, we often let the feeling go through. Comfortable, dear, longing, and having**continuous.

Don't tell me these young actors don't have feelings. Even they are very have feelings, so keep their feelings from feeling disappointed. He was willing to sacrifice the feelings of other women to save his feelings.

Don't tell me that Defi is a bad girl. In fact, Defi is a delicate and maternal woman. Even Defi looks shar'i, motherly, even looks Sholehah. Even though what he did was the opposite of being a sholehot!, as people today label a woman who seizes people's husbands but looks shar'i. Equally female, born with the same feelings, then, why are they blind in appreciating other women?

Sari, Ellen and Lastri were so hard at doing research to address this question. They then continued their research on the next subjects.

Their next subject was named Sinta. 28 Years old and not married before. Sinta is Ellen's best friend. Almost often Ellen saw the straight-haired girl carrying Daddy's sugar to her boarding room. Kosan Ellen is quite free, free in and out of men and women. The costs are most in demand by urbanites, and become a gap for infidelity.

Ellen got a lot of information from Santi. Unlike Defi who looks shar'i and looks innocent, Santi looks more like it. He does show typical actors, and he does not feel embarrassed or awkward if you have to be alone in the public room with Daddy sugar.

Santi said what he was, ready to be honest, because he felt there was nothing he needed to cover up. He doesn't love Daddy's sugar, nor does his Daddy's sugar, which he believes only wants to fulfill**'s wish and the man's adventurous spirit that reappears in second puberty.

Need. One word to answer all questions. Need materials, need affection, need beautiful recognition, need facilities, and need to feel needed. Because if together with men the age of Santi, it is certain that the man is busy pursuing a career, is struggling with economic needs, still thirsty temptation from other women, still stingy against his partner, he said, demanding women to appear perfect to be the wife of Sholehah and accept the man as he is.

"Mba Ellen, I'm trying to be honest with myself. I need everything Daddy gave me. I don't want to deny the desires of my world. I wouldn't arrest Daddy if he wanted to go back to his legal wife. And I, could be looking for another Daddy sugar, maybe until I actually get Daddy's free sugar!"

Santi said as he lit a cigarette.

Ellen is terrified to hear Santi's explanation, who has never been afraid to take the extreme step of becoming a husband snatcher, or a borrower of people's husbands, or, because he was willing to live with Daddy sugar without a binding status.

Ellen looked at herself. Looks like he's fit to be his own research correspondent. He who is traumatized by a romance and still sets his heart to himself at the age of 36 years, actually never in the same position. Almost became a snatch of people's husbands. She was 27 years old when her parents and extended family demanded that Ellen get married. Ellen, who was too busy pursuing a career as an HRD in a manufacturing company, was eventually easily seduced by her colleagues. The spark of love makes Ellen never ask about the status and family of the man. In the end, a woman comes to run him over and recognizes herself as Ellen's lover's legitimate wife. In love, finally Ellen became blind, he continued the romance with the lover, over the suffering of his wife. His hopes are already burning. Even Ellen had been given a key to the house, where they would live later.

However, the mother's advice made Ellen aware. The mother is the victim of the cruel world of infidelity. Ellen's mother raised Ellen in the absence of a father beside her.

Finally, Ellen decided to stay away even though the lover chose her. The divorce between the lover and his wife did not make Ellen want to sulk the household with her ex-lover. For him, once he cheated, it will be repeated continuously, because cheating is opium for the souls of adventurous men of love.

Ellen found one more reason for her research, and that was her own reason.

***

Different from Ellen. Lastri did his research on his students. Lastri who works as a lecturer and has a doctorate degree, is very familiar with the lives of his students, especially students in the faculty of psychology.

Not all who study at this faculty have the soul of a prospective psychologist of course. Because some of them enter this faculty because they follow friends, forced parents, or want to be cool, because the profession of Psychologists is considered cool.

Since before the study, Lastri was very close to the students. After teaching, he always took the time to interact with his students. He often conducts social experiments in many themes.

This time he deliberately hung out at a cafe located not far from the campus. He sat facing the street and occasionally his eyes glanced at the corners of the room and the street that was visible from the glass window where he was sitting.

He saw some students going back and forth to pick up a lover. Sitting not far from the table where he sat with his lover, combining love, not even reluctant to make out.

Lastri, who always wore sunglasses with a scarf on her head, made many students barely recognize her.

Lastri also noticed some female students who were picked up by mature men. Maybe her husband, her brother, or her father. Exactly maybe his Daddy sugar?!

To prove that. He entered the famous student group. He put himself as part of them. Lastri wanted his research to look natural and there were no acting impressions from his correspondents.

Amazing results. Some of Daddy's sugar finances the college and lifestyle of some of his cantole students. The reason these students are light, "rather than being a campus chicken that often Gonta change partners, of course it is better to be a 'maintenance' om that only sticks to himself and his wife".

However, according to Lastri, it was just the narrow thinking of these 'maintenance' students. In fact, it could be that Daddy's sugar has 'maintenance' in another cage?!

There was the most exciting thing for Lastri. He was surprised by one of his assistants in the campus laboratory. Name's Lena. He is an alumnus student from campus and has worked as a Master in a private school. Lena was very gentle, many of the students felt helped by Lena. He was also renowned for his discipline and became a student of achievement in his time. Therefore, the campus appreciates its example. He became an assistant lecturer and worked in a psychology lab. When he returned home, he would devote himself to the campus's psychology lab.

The person he once saw as Fahri in the housing where he lived, in fact, was right. Fahri lives in block D, while Lastri is in block A. The housing they occupied was not so big, so he could easily find the whereabouts of Fahri.

After confirming that the person he saw was Fahri, Lena's lover. So, Lastri also found out about Fahri's family. Why is Miss Lastri so curious about Fahri?

The answer is because Fahri's age looks much more mature than Lena's age. Fahri has a lifespan of about 32 years and their dating style is already like a happy little family.

Lastri was surprised to find that the only one living in Fahri's house was a woman with three children who were toddlers. Even one of the children every morning will be escorted to school by Fahri himself. Fahri is actually married!

Lastri immediately told Lena. Hope Lena has not known this fact, hoping that Lena is a good woman who was tricked by a striped man named Fahri. Apparently true, Fahri tricked Lena. He claims to be an old unmarried bachelor. Lena is lured to marriage and a steady life, perhaps because of Lena's meager income as a contract teacher?!

Ah...it shouldn't be so!!!

However, disappointment permeates the heart of Lastri. Lena was honestly ready to accept if she was just honey.

A reason?

He gave everything to Fahri. The crown of her chastity that was snatched away with seduction.

That easy?!

Yeah.so that. Do not be surprised if the hijab does not guarantee purity. Because the devil is able to creep in to meet Eve in heaven. Making it famous with lust and being tossed on the mortal earth.

Wrongly?

Ja. Wrongfully.

Hijab should be able to protect!

It should!

It's not your hijab's fault.

But your mismanagement!

Why don't you keep who you're close to.

Who you will hang out with

and to what extent do you interact with non-mahram?!

Lastri swallowed a large stone in her throat when she heard Lena's reply. Effortless. In fact, Lena's parents also approve of her relationship with Fahri. His reason?

Not wanting to force the will of the child!

The world wants an apocalypse like that. Where parents are unable to provide advice to protect their children.

The child entered the abyss left alone. Family honor is no longer a real consideration.

Household Fahri, don't ask.

The legitimate wife tried to be patient with Fahri. Claiming divorce he can not afford, there are three children who need a father figure to grow up, and a living for survival.

I want Pastri to be motivational. That the veiled and very shabby woman can live independently without a traitorous husband like Fahri. However, Islamic guidelines that are the foundation of faith cannot be Lastri halau. She only motivated her husband to come back.

In the end, Lena still decided to continue her life with Fahri. In the name of love, economy, and throne, polygamy is commonplace for those who trade for their religion, in the name of the Sunnah!!!

Lastri did not expect, that his research this time produced a lot of experience for him. Opening your eyes and instinct to see the world around you.

"Sari, I can barely afford to do this research!"

A message from Lastri was sent to Sari.

Sari who was trying to be friendly with her feelings, read the message with half a wry laugh.

"Why?"

Reply Sari.

"Crazy. The world is getting crazier, women are getting lost!"

Answer Lastri.

"It's near the apocalypse, non!"

Sari

"You're not the only Korba, Sar!"

Lastri.

Sari laughed wryly. Besides there is a laptop that is opening an Instagram account, there is a post Arkan is proposing to Defi with his extended family. It's back on the phone screen. Reply to a message from Lastri.

"The world is too cruel Las. Keep our sanity, so as not to be crazy to face emotional situations. I'm trying not to go crazy, because of what I'm seeing right now..."

Sari ended the chat with Lastri and closed the laptop containing an image of Arkan and Defi..Mind fucked. He just stared blankly at the messy room, and the children of Sari who were not taken care of all day.

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