100 Days of Being a Widow

Part 56 Regrets of Dani Part 1

A week has passed since the wedding. Bu Murti finally exhaled his last breath in a happy state. He no longer worried about Rania. He no longer hurts to hold the burden of not being able to look after the princess. He can rest in peace, rest in peace. Rania has been looking after him with her husband. Rania has given him the most beautiful gift, which is his victory in passing the test of life.

Rania sees her mother always reciting "Alhamdulillah", in a semi-conscious state. Malik's father told me that before Rania got married, Bu Murti spent time with dhikr. He went through the night with his long do'a-do'a. He was very worried about Rania, the child who decided to migrate to Java for an ambition, and was struggling through a household storm. Bu Murti firmly believes that his do'a and dhikr are able to remove sins that may have been committed, and are able to help his son through the problem.

Now, a mother's do'a has been granted. Not only has Rania been able to get through the household tempest, but she has also gotten a new partner who accepts her condition and is very considerate of her children. Bu Murti rested quietly, with a bright looking face and a smile.

Don't cry my son

Happy to let go of me

Like I've been happy to let you go

Happy because you finally become whole

Winning the test of life

I won my do'a-do'a.

I've calmed down

I have been happy

Resuming life

Facing my Rabb.

***

The funeral atmosphere is so new blue. Rania was crying incessantly. He never thought he would lose his mother so soon. When he was happy. He is also faced with a deep loss.

Malik's father also looks very sad because he lost his beloved wife. Malik's father helped dig the wife's final resting place. In front of his children, he showed his wife such deep love. Jean was no less concerned, he also participated in the excavation of the tomb, and performed the Adhan. Malik's father was very proud, because he heard Jean who was in fact a city child, but was able to be fluent in chanting the Adhan. Apparently, Jean is a graduate of a boarding school in East Java.

***

A week passed, after the seventh day after the death of Bu Murti. Rania and Jean must return to Lumajang. The honeymoon has not been completed because they are in mourning.

"We honeymoon at home only yes.our house is already like at the top".

Jean said while helping Rania put the clothes in the suitcase.

Rania nodded. He will also not be able to enjoy his vacation amid feelings of grief.

"For me, every day is a honeymoon. You are with me who always makes me happy. That's enough".

Rania said as she lay down on Jean's back.

Jean replied with a hug.

***

Rania flies from Sultan Iskandar Muda airport to Juanda. The trip was followed by a trip that picked them up at the airport.

"Rania, we directly occupy our home"

Jean said as she stuffed things into the trunk of the car.

"His house is ready?"

Rania asked who was hesitant because when she was left yesterday, her house was still not installed windows and doors.

"Yes. I've asked Mr. Darmo to complete the construction of the house".

Jean said as she followed Rania sitting in the car. This time he sat next to his wife. The children occupied the back seat, joking with toys they brought from Banda Aceh.

***

In the morning, the sun rose brightly. Rania and Jean arrive at Lumajang. Get off the car greeted by mbok Siti who with a sigh holding Rania's hand to go somewhere.

"Where's mbok...?"

"Here.this look at the house is very beautiful..."

Justright. The expanse of mustard vegetables and kale ready for harvest welcomed the eyes. The yellowed tomato fruit spoils the eyes. The aroma of mint leaves that had just been doused in rain was a relief, as well as the sound of a sea goat as welcoming the presence of its master.

"Sir Jean, thank God the female goat has three children".

Said Mr. Darmo while helping Jean lift the suitcase and carry it to his house.

While Rania was amazed to look around the house. Their living room is very simple, there is only a carpet and a table, but Rania looks very comfortable because the windows in the house are so large that it is able to see on the outside of the house is green. The kitchen part looks beautiful because it is made of red bricks that are not in plaster. There are Wasp furnaces commonly used for cooking with wood. A spacious outdoor bathroom designed with original stone times. The water that flows in this outdoor bathroom comes from the source of Semeru mountain water. Cold and natural.

Rania. He lay down on a bamboo couch beside his house. Just below the mango tree that is fruiting. Jean approached him

Rania Ledek.

"I crave kiwi fruit ah, let you get dizzy, it is difficult in Lumajang hahaha..."

Reply Rania. Since getting married, Rania has been more humorous than ever.

***

That night after the congregational prayer, Rania was disturbed by the sound of a cell phone that kept ringing. He decided to check the phone he put on a nightstand. The phone monitor showed that the one who contacted him was Dani.

"What else does he want..." Rania Gumam.

But he decided to lift it.

"Assynoltom..."

"Walaikumsalam, Rania where are you, where do you live?"

Without further ado Dani came across it with various statements.

"I've moved out of town"

Rania replied in a cold tone.

"Why didn't you tell me?!"

"I've been trying to reach you, but your wife is responding!"

There was a voice coming from Dani. Rania is not hounding.

" let me know where your address is. I'll see you now!'

"OKAY. Me and the kids are in Lumajang!"

Rania challenged. He believes it will be difficult for Dani to see him.

"Lu.... Lumajang...?!"

Said Dani stuttering.

"Yes!"

"Why do you take the children away, do you want to keep away from me, her father?!"

Rania sighed, trying to hold back the emotions that had been stirring in the heart.

"Dad..?, for more than a month you have never seen children. We even had trouble contacting you. Your phone's under your wife's control. Did Delita tell you that she set us up, pretended you wanted to meet, and in the end, she herself showed up to see us. Then, threaten not to see you or bother you again".

Rania breathed. Regulates the heart rate to remain stable. Talking to Dani was like advancing into a battlefield.

"Me and the kids have been sincerely releasing you to a new family. My children and I have gone through a long period of disappointment. Please don't bother us anymore. If you want to be happy, me and the kids just want to live a quiet life".

Rania began to shed unstoppable tears. Jean hugged him from behind. He knows it's heavy. But, Rania has to face Dani.

"Rania, this is not fair!"

Jerky Dani.

"Why do you demand justice, while you have forsaken it?!"

Reply Rania. He can no longer be silent. He wanted to avenge the person who had destroyed himself so many times.

Dani was silent for a moment. Jean rubbed Rania's back, trying to give her a calming effect.

"Let me talk to the kids!"

Dani tries to communicate with children.

"Sorry, they're teaching, and please don't disturb their concentration!"

Rania could no longer speak. He decided to hang up the phone. He didn't think Dani would call him again.

"Rania, I'll protect you. Now I am your husband, the father of your children. I won't let a single person drop your tears!"

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