100 Days of Being a Widow
Section 23 The First 100 Days of Being a Widow
Rania started surfing on Instagram. Looking for the name of Jean's best friend's hotel. He had heard from one of the staff who had now fired Mayang, that Jean was working for his colleague, Stefan. The Savana Hotel and Resort. A stay on Sentosa Island.
Rania ventured to send a DM on their Instagram. Luckily, Rania speaks English.
"Hello, my name is Rania, Jean is friends".
Shortly an incoming reply turns out to be from Jean's roommate who works to manage Savana's social media accounts.
"Hello Rania's. What can I do for you?"
"I need phone number of Jean". Reply Rania.
Not long after, Rania's phone rang...
on the monitor screen, Rania reads an incoming call.
"Jean.." Rania's eyes rounded happily.
***phone is appointed
"Generic, Rania..."
Rania stammered in disbelief that the one who contacted her was Jean.
"Yes Jean...."
Rania seemed at a loss for words for a moment, she was stunned to hear the voice of her best friend.
"Rania, I'm sorry I didn't call you, I..."
Jean was at a loss for words.
"Have Jean, I've heard all about you from, Rizal, your assistant. I just want to hear from you"
"Thank you for the understanding, Rania"
"Jean...."
"yes, Rania"
"Maybe I could afford to lose you. Living independently without you. And managed to clear my good name. Not with Latifa. They lost you so much".
Rania. In his heart was stunned. How Jean is the perfect male figure of Dimata Rania.
"I can't go back for now, Rania. I want to learn a lot in business. finish my 100 days without Latifaa group. oh yeah..what about your mission, Rania?"
"Mission..mission what do you mean, Jean?"
"Mission Rania is a target we make as we move towards a new life. Because, in the first 100 days we live a new life, of course we will experience a lot of difficulties, adaptation of new things. To become a human being with a new personality".
Ah...Jean has always been a motivator, every meeting with him is like meeting Widyaningrum Analysis or Merry Riana. Jean has always managed to give the mind set a life that is advanced, without being overshadowed by a bleak past.
"Jean, I have carried out my mission until the forty-sixth day and into the fiftyth day. My achievement is in the career field. I managed to get Bu Latifa's heart and clear my name of the provocation that Meta always accused".
"thank God Rania, I'm happy. I hope when I come back later, I can see your success, Rania ".
"of course Jean. Thank you for reminding me. I will continue the mission until the 100th day and see a big change in me"
"Always in spirit, Rania"
Jean ended their conversation. Rania is unable to persuade Jean to return home any time soon. Yes, Rania really appreciates Jean's decision. Jean is not an easy person to decide. He definitely has a consideration as to why he should stay in Singapore.
That night, Rania took the time to do what Jean suggested. He opened his diary. Opening the window of his room, and staring at the sky dyed in a gray silhouette.
He really enjoyed the night. The little star, reminded Rania of a song that Azka often sang when in Kindergarten first.
"Little star, in the blue sky..." Azka who had not been fluent in speaking, was able to sing the song perfectly.
Rania smiled to herself remembering her children. He could not even cry over his longing, only to endure the pain of separation.
Dear Diary's...
Jean reminded me to get through 100 days after the divorce. Yes, going through the days of divorce is not easy. I felt like I was losing my soul, so I didn't know who I was.
100 Days after becoming a widow, it is not easy. Many eyes are sorry for me, but not a few also put their hate on me. They seem to be racing to judge me.
During my stay in the pavilion, I chose to go home later than the other employees. Coming home at the beginning of time is impossible for me to do. The access road to my room was closed by mothers who were gossiping along the hallway to the room. I don't know what they talk about all the time. But clearly, if I passed them, it was certain that their topic would change to, Rania the lonely young widow. Oh, it's hard for me to behave.
Towards the fiftyth day. I have turned into a new Rania. Do not want to be easily sad because of longing, do not want to be easily sick because of abuse. I began to realize that all I had was a deposit from God. Including this body and my life. I just hope God will be kind enough to change my destiny, give me the opportunity to take care of my children.
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Rania's life continues. Latifaa Group is increasingly vacillating. Mrs Latifa is now stepping in to address financial issues. The return of Bu Latifa in management is a little able to control cash flow that was monopolized by Mayang and Bagas.
That morning, on the forty-ninth day
As usual Rania check the order amount from the take order section. He was curious about a lost order written in the order book.
An. Nani Nurhayati's. Damai Lestari Housing. Jakarta.
Rania believes this is her former in-laws. Ordering lots of cookies and some tarts.
"What events are there in their house?" rania Gumam.
Orderan entered the list for delivery on September 26. Rania's curiosity can't be dammed. He went to the expedition room to ask permission to participate in the delivery process at that address.
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September 26th
Rania took her weekly holiday. As planned, he will join the expedition. The initial purpose of several hotels to supply the needs of members.
The car drove to the outskirts of Jakarta. Enter the Damai Lestari housing. Not much has changed there. Only Rania's heart changed. He did not feel the sadness that gripped every passing through this housing. He was ready for things that might happen.
In front of Bu Nani's house, there is a tent attached with several rows of chairs lined up there. Several bouquets of flowers decorate from the front yard to the inside of the house whose doors are wide open.
Rania's heart was beating violently. He is still trying to control his emotions. Still learning to regulate his breathing, to be ready to come down and see what is going on.
Rania is a mother who loves her child. His emotions became uncontrollable, when he saw two young children coming out of the house.
"Aza...Zidan's....."
Rania spontaneously got down from the bread truck, ran to hold her two children. The atmosphere becomes violent.
The guards try to separate Rania from her two children. But this time Rania has the power to rebel. The head of the security guard was leaking thrown a brick by Rania. Even the two expedition partners who did not understand what happened, tried to break up Rania who tried to defend her son. Fight with security guards, a nanny and a relative of Dani's.
The atmosphere was rowdy until finally it was successfully broken after Bu Nani contacted the security complex. Rania lost power. He was taken to the security room of the compound, handcuffed. Security has also contacted the police.
Rania is crying hysterically in the security room. His emotions overflowed when dealing with Bu Nani.
"Why are you coming again, Rania. I'm disgusted to see you!"
"I don't want to see you either, O mother who has no heart!"
Rania retaliated.
"I thought you were dead on the street. I just want my son to be happy with a respectable woman, not to live with a lowly woman like you!"
Plak** A slap landed on Rania's cheek. But for him it hurts more the words spoken.
"Mom, please don't be a vigilante. You can also get punished!"
Said one of the guards guarding Rania.
"alright. I want to put you in jail. You'll feel Rania!"
Bu Nani passed by leaving Rania.
Rania wept for her defeat. Defeat controls itself. Defeat against his own emotions. He had prepared himself to act more calmly. However, Strength longed to dispel his common sense. Rania, now sitting in the sickle seat. Bail off his mistake.
...Emotional control is the key to problem solving. Most women experience emotional instability after divorce. In fact, most of them experience emotional disorders because many of them do things beyond reason. Suicide is the most common case for women who have gone through a divorce....
...This paper illustrates how severe the condition experienced by a widow who is a victim of divorce....
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