100 Days of Being a Widow
Section 80 Mery
Three months after filing the divorce, the court has not been able to decide the divorce of Merry. There is a defense from Merry's husband, and reluctantly divide their Gono gini treasure. However, Ms. Martha assures that Merry will get most of the property together, because the evidence of her husband's affair is very complete.
On the other hand, Merry is recovering from his trauma. He was never absent from court. He was so excited to end his home.
***
Counseling session 1
Merry came alone to LBH Sehati. Rania was waiting for Merry there. The straight-haired woman was wearing a green dyed dress. She doesn't wear makeup. However the aura of this former young doctor was very visible. He looked much fresher than when Rania first saw him.
"Sorry late. I looked after Sesil all night, and waited for my mother to take turns looking after him".
Remark the woman who has a mole on this nose.
Sesil is Merry's foster son. Merry loved Sesil. She was a painstaking mother, although Sesil was only her adopted son. However, everything changed when her husband cheated on her. Let alone to take care of Sesil, even Merry could not be said to be able to take care of himself.
Rania asks Merry to sit on a black sofa in the counseling room. Rania is not alone, she is accompanied by a professional psychologist.
Merry let out a long sigh when asked to tell her about her current feelings. He asked to reveal what he had experienced. All this time he always tried to cover up, because he did not want his mother to be sad. However, he realized, that keeping it alone was like storing poison. Eventually, he could die because of it.
"The beginning of my story is when we were together dating since sitting in high school. Arman and I, my husband, love each other. After graduation. I got accepted into medical school at a top university in the city. While mas Arman, studied at the faculty of engineering at a private university".
Story ceased. Merry sighed.
His eyes began to fill with water. But he kept trying to continue his story.
"Because of different campuses. Arman became more possessive and demanding. He even demanded to be served his lust. At first I refused Arman's wishes. But one afternoon, Arman called me and complained of pain. He said he could not leave the room and had not eaten since morning. He asked me to come. I who was not happy as a lover, finally complied to come to his boarding house and bring food for him. Whereas before, I never wanted to meet Arman at the boarding house. But I don't know why I fell on him that day".
Merry was silent. Trying to recall the bitter memories he was trying to forget. It turned out to be a memory that haunted him.
"i came alone. My fault. Arman fucked me. Dare to force me to have sex. I refuse to be afraid of the threat. I finally served Arman. Apparently, it's not the first and last. In the days that followed, Arma always asked to be served. Started at the boarding house, then he continued at the hotel. I who taku pregnant, forced to take pills KB sold in free pharmacies. Forced to drink, and unknowingly, I had been drinking it for two years, before we finally got married".
Merry's tears were finally unstoppable.
"When married, Arman is a male figure who according to him is loyal and romantic. He is also responsible, fulfilling his promise to marry me. A year, two years, and finally five years, I never showed any signs of pregnancy. I also consulted with obgyn. The examination is repeated. The result was a lump of flesh in my womb. I also had an appointment operation. After all the medical treatment. I still can't get any offspring. It has been two years. In order to avoid the sadness of waiting for such a long time, we decided to raise Sesil as a child. At first, Arman agreed. But lately it has changed. In fact he blatantly said he would marry Ros, his personal secretary at the office. Ros even quickly took control of Arman and all his possessions. At first I did a fight. But, I'm just a human being, I don't have any storytelling friends. Since the pregnancy program, I decided to quit my job and focus on my family, baby, I was wrong. I lost my friends and my social life. I started to hate Sesil. I hate anyone who comes, because they don't come to support me. Instead of corrupting me, blaming Arman's infidelity, it was my fault for not being able to give him an offspring. I'm sorry, why did I take that Pill. I have experienced a late period. Arman then forced me to gym, lifting weights beyond the capacity of a woman. I ended up like a miscarried person. But never checked it. If I had known it would be like this, better, I'd let my pregnancy go!"
Merry was crying too. His last sentence clearly showed that he also blamed himself, his past actions and his weakness for rejecting Arman's requests. In fact, if indeed Arman is a loyal man. Of course, whatever Merry's condition and circumstances, Arman will not hurt him.
It is clear that during the 10 years of marriage, and the 7 years of dating, Merry has experienced an act of psychological violence, which made her mentally fragile. Supposedly as a doctor, he should be able to be independent and take a stand. After all, without an Arman, Merry's life must be happy.
Financially he was once the head of a beauty clinic and became the chief physician in a hospital. Merry even got a scholarship to continue his studies in Korea for beauty specialists. Unfortunately he is unlucky for choosing to pursue his love Arman.
***
Rania gives him motivation so that Merry can control himself. Rania helps Merry to return to career, despite not being a doctor anymore. Merry opened a business in the field of baby food. His experience as a doctor made him know the right nutritional dose for growing babies. With this effort, make Merry busy and slowly healing against the problems he faces.
Because entrepreneurship in the field of baby food, then all Merry clients are mothers who have children under three years old, making Merry often chat with cute babies. Treating her longing to be a mother. Rania always motivates that she will get pregnant soon if she gets married again. Merry trusts Rania very much, because their life story is almost the same. Victims of divorce.
Currently Merry is also still taking care of her adopted son named Sesil. Sesil who had been malnourished due to Merry's condition, who was unable to treat Sesil, is now slowly recovering.
The counseling session ended. Merry was relieved to have a vent. There was a side of his heart that was relieved and empty after telling a story. So that he feels lighter.
***
Rania and Merry became best friends. Merry is still very dependent on Rania, because her psychological condition is still changing. Moreover, Merry's ex-husband is currently in frequent contact. Not to apologize, let alone to. But that Merry revoke the demand for the distribution of gono gini which Arman said was very detrimental to him. However, Merry remained firm on his principles.
During the wedding, Merry actually made more money. Even Arman can work in a contractor company at this time even on the recommendation of him. The company owner is a corporate associate of Merry's father.
####TERROR EX-HUSBAND####
Arman, who had long disappeared after the incident, suddenly contacted Merry again. Started to force him back. Forced to open an account he blocked. Merry's savings account, ya g was taken forcibly by Arman and used to flirt with his affair. This account is their future savings. There's Arman and a lot of Merry's money. When it came last time, Arman stole an ATM that was in Merry's wallet. Arman certainly knows his password. But because the account belongs to Merry, Merry's lawyer, Bu Martha, advised Merry to block the account. Fortunately out of 300 million, only half were successfully transferred to Arman's personal account.
***
Some night. There was a bell coming from behind the fence. Merry tried to ignore him. He made sure all the doors were locked. He immediately contacted the security complex on guard, and checked the CCTV installed at several points of his house.
"Krman". Merry Mumbled. The man desperately searched and came to Merry's new residence. So reckless.
Not long ago the security complex managed to come and secure the house of Merry. But Arman rebelled and insisted on meeting Merry.
Because it makes a noise. Merry finally wants to see Arman. Merry is accompanied by her brother Aksara.
"Would you come here?!"
Aksara asked that made Arman's guts suddenly shrivel.
"I have to talk to Merry now!"
Reply Arman.
"Say what you want?"
Merry asked tremblingly. He was very traumatized by Arman, but he tried to deal with it calmly.
"I'm going to unblock that account. I really need that money, Mer!"
Arman Whine. Like a little boy getting pocket money from his mother.
Answer Merry steady.
"But this is for the life of my son, Mer, my son has to be operated!"
that sentence was very heartbreaking for Merry. Arman openly said that he had children. Probably the son of another woman. He will use both of their savings to finance the surgery of his son who was born without an anus. Very ignorant of yourself.
With tears in his eyes, Merry felt satisfied. Apparently the man who stepped on self-esteem because he did not succeed in having children, we are begging him. Merry also just learned that two months since the divorce lawsuit was filed with the Religious Court, apparently the company has been PHK Arman. The reason is certainly, because the company where he boasted belonged to his biological father Merry's colleagues.
"There is no correlation of your son's suffering, with my rattling, mas. There's nothing to do with your confusion with the lara I feel right now. You were with him without me ever knowing. You guys are playing behind me. Take what I have, and force me to lose it all. Now, go, solve your own problems, sir. Your current life is for you, and my current life, is for my future and Sesil!".
Merry then went back into the room. The script approaches Arman, and a raw bogem lands right in Arman's nose. The man walked on foot, on foot. I don't know where his vehicle is, which he took from Merry. I don't know.
Merry was almost fragile again. The words "my son" managed to slash Merry's feelings. Arman rarely comes home. Because the woman is pregnant. Pregnant son Arman. The woman managed to give Arman the fruit of love, even though she had only been together for a few months. Or maybe they have been together a long time. It's just, Merry never knew, and didn't find out.
Merry was crying in pain. This bloodless wound will last forever.
***
The next day, Rania comes to see Merry at her residence. Merry was sick that day. His body has a high fever. Rania gave him water therapy to lower his fever. Slowly Rania persuades Merry to tell the story, though Aksara contacted Rania last night.
Yep. When Rania is putting Chantika to sleep. Suddenly his phone rang. Apparently Aksara. Aksara recounts the events that Merry had just experienced. Then Rania promised to come the next day.
"Merry, you promised me to get up and neutralize your feelings for Arman..."
Said Rania while sitting next to Merry's bed.
"You never felt in my position, Rania. I'm a really useless woman. I am barren because of my own mistakes. Last night.tadi night Rania...I watched Arman so frantically looking for money for their son's surgery. It seemed so great his struggle for his son. She was so proud to have her daughter, Rania!!!"
Merry started to mess up...Then he yelled and slammed the vase on the table next to his bed. Rania tried to stay calm.
"I've never felt in your position, Mer. But at least, our problems are almost the same. Dumped. I've felt in that position, Mer. But, until when are you going to keep blaming yourself?"
They're speechless. Rania clasped Merry's hand.
"Every woman is special. Whether she can contain or not. That's not a female parameter. A person will have value when he is able to value himself. Then appreciate the environment. It is beneficial to himself and others".
Rania waved an excited smile at Merry. But Merry was still stiff and silent.
"As I do now. I still lost my ex-husband's heart. But I managed to get a better heart. Since I'm in that position, I'm now trying to be next to you Merry. Try to be your best friend and motivate you. Remember Merry, your womb has been completely healthy, according to the doctor. It does not rule out the possibility that you can get pregnant. You just need to focus on the step we are in at the moment. Skip and then enjoy healing, so you can step into a better future!".
Rania hugs Merry, and Merry cries in Rania's arms.
***
From that day on, Merry kept trying to get up from his slump. She won herself in her family home outside the city, and only came for her counseling sessions and divorce trial schedule.
Rania sees Merry's condition has recovered. A sign he was able to step up to welcome his future.
The trial of Merry VS Armand continues. Despite the resistance, it was ultimately defeated by corroborating evidence. Nearly 90% of co-owned assets fell to Merry, including the company pioneered by the two of them. Yes, they had pioneered a business in the field of agricultural machinery contractors. The company was eventually bought by their rivals, and the company's 100% sales proceeds went to Merry.
Trial's over. Merry invites Rania to accompany him to take the divorce certificate.
"Rania, thank you for all your help so far. I don't know what else to say. Without your help, I would have ended my life a second time back then. Like your old story, Ran hahaha..."
They laugh together too.
"Thank God, Mer. I'm so proud of your persistence. You want to go from one problem to another!"
Rania.
"Who was his mentor hahaha..."
Merry.
" Oh yes Ran. I'm all very sorry to you. Next week, I will fly to South Korea to continue my studies in the field of beauty doctors. I specialize in plastic surgery there".
Merry. Being a beauty specialist is an old dream that Merry has not done since marrying Arman.
"Oh yeah.exceptional. I'm sure you'll find your happiness there. I'm sure you're a success. Failed in marriage".
"Yes. I think so too, Ran. Life is not perfect, Ran. But I will follow your words, that a happy man is not a man free from a test. Except those who are able to fight through the test, and remain grateful under any circumstances".
...Remember friends...
...The sky is not always cloudy...
...Mentari is not always hot...
...Rain does not always cause disaster....
...It can also be a blessing to the creatures of the world....
...Stay optimistic, friend. The world will not end just because you lost 1 person in this world. ...
See you at the next part ' ' ''Seo
