100 Days of Being a Widow

Section 71 The Source of Love Is Family

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Azka underwent psychological therapy for several months. Rania and Jean share the task of guiding and performing psychic therapy for Azka. Actually, children at the age of 6 years will easily forget their childhood memories. However, some traumatic events will affect the child and can form a settled personality. For example, a child who is traumatized by violence will form a defense against what has been experienced, so he is tough and fight.

Azka was trained to understand the meaning of love. Rania is actually reluctant to mention Dani's name in her life again, but, for Azka's recovery, Rania continues to try to dig up Azka's memory of the affection Dani has given her. However, Dani's affection for her was far more than the trauma she had been incised.

"Azka dear, Azka remember did you often invite Azka to swim? "

Rania tries to tell her about Papa Dani on the sidelines of her relationship with Azka. Early in therapy, Azka avoided the story of Dani. Azka is reluctant to remember Dani, even fearing that Dani's name will be mentioned. However, Rania showed a cheerful attitude when telling about Dani. Jean also helps Rania to improve Azka's memory. So supported Jean for Azka's healing.

"Azka, sometime we look at Papa Dani yes...?"

Persuade Jean when they are asleep. Azka looks agitated when Jean expresses her intention to reunite with papa Dani.

"A..I'm afraid I'm the same papa Dani!"

Azka replied while frowning. It seems that he doesn't like Jean discussing this.

"Papa's Pity, Ka. Papa misses Azka and Zidan. Papa was wrong. That's why papa wants to meet you. Papa misses you guys".

Jean said as she stroked Azka's head.

Azka was silent for a moment.

Usually Azka will distract, play alone or do other things to avoid talking about Dani. But this time he didn't do that. Azka just kept quiet.

"Abang, don't be afraid, there's Jean's father, there's Zidan too. Zidan and I will protect you, won't they!"

Zidan tried to persuade Azka. Of course, because Zidan never felt the trauma of his father's actions.

Jean smiled and nodded.

"Azka don't have to be afraid, son"

Said Jean.

Personally, Azka was inclined to follow the personality of Dani who was easily anxious. While Zidan is more following the personality of Rania who is very easy to adjust to the circumstances and stronger.

According to Santrock, a Psychologist, personality that is very influential on stress is the pattern of personality behavior Type A. Pattern

behavior Type A (type A Behavior patt ern)

what Santrock means is a group of characteristics such as a sense of competitive

excessive, willpower, impatience, and,

irritability, and hostile attitude.

Dani has all these personality types and passed them on to Azka. People with this personality type tend to be easily anxious and stressed.

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Jean did not immediately force Azka to visit Dani. He left the boy in his silence. Jean drove him to sleep.

"The kids are asleep, Jean?"

Rania greets Jean who has just left the children's room, and enters her room to meet Rania who has been anxiously waiting for her.

"My wife baby, call me don't name me donk.kan already husband and wife!"

Said Jean while pinching Rania's nose. Jean tries to divert Rania's mind to stressful things.

Jean then takes a position beside Rania.

"we'll soon add momongan. Call me dad, will you?!"

Said Jean which made Rania blush in shame.

"Yes. I'm sorry, yes.je..eh..."

Rania said still stiff. Makes Jean chuckle.

Jean clings to Rania's body and kisses her.

"Thank you for accompanying me, Dad".

"Because it's my responsibility, baby"

Jean replied while continuing to hold Rania.

"How was Azka's response?"

Rania asked a little worriedly.

"Still the same. He hasn't opened up about his father yet. We need to be patient, baby!"

Said Jean.

Rania's tears are back.

Rania.

"Everything needs a process, Ma..."

Said Jean. Instantly made Rania's attention switch. Jean started calling him, mama.

***

That morning, Azka woke up earlier than usual. He entered the prayer with Jean and Rania. After the prayer, Azka sat down beside Jean's father who was reciting.

"Dad, when are we going to see Papa Dani?"

Azka's question made Jean and Rania stunned. They look at each other. Rania gave thanks in her heart.

"Azka want to see papa soon?"

Jean asked who kept his firstborn's opinion in mind.

Azka nodded.

"Azka kangen papa's. Last night Azka had a dream to meet papa".

Speak Azka plainly.

"Then. Get ready, we'll meet Papa soon!"

Said Jean. Then Jean looked at Rania. Without having to be on the cue Rania has understood what her husband means.

Rania then prepares the children's clothes to be brought and continues to the kitchen to prepare breakfast and supplies. Meanwhile Jean immediately contacted Mr. Darmo to help him drive the vehicle.

An hour later, Rania, Jean, and the children were ready to leave for Surabaya Prison. Jean did not even notice any anxiety on Azka's face. He even looks more loose and cheerful.

Jean accidentally asks Mr. Darmo to drive the vehicle. Jean tries to focus on Azka. Along the way, Jean comforts Azka. Trying to make the atmosphere of the trip fun.

Five hours they had reached the Surabaya prison, where Dani was detained. Don't forget Jean took the kids to the gift shop first.

Jean even asked Azka herself who chose souvenirs for her father.

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The atmosphere in the room....

Jean and Rania accompany the children. Azka and Jean sat next to each other, while Zidan sat with Rania on a wooden chair.

The clock has arrived. Rania with the vase noticed one by one the prisoners who went back and forth to meet her relatives. One of them is Dani.

Dani looks thinner. Her hair looks thick. The mustache is long and bearded. It seems long time Dani did not take care of himself.

Azka fell silent as Dani sat across the bench.

"Azka papa's son..."

Sapa Dani's.

Azka looked doubtful and looked into her father's eyes. Jean then gave a signal.

"Papa...Azka kangen papa ..."

Azka said softly and managed to make Dani cry. He then prostrated himself in front of Azka and tried to embrace Azka.

Although Azka initially refuses, Jean convinces the boy to give his father confidence again. Not long after, Zidan also hugged his Papa and was welcomed warmly.

"Papa, his beard is long, there's his berewok, father's hair is long..."

Said Zidan who was still in Dani's arms.

Zidan is a very critical child. The more language skills increase, the more he comments about many things. And this time managed to produce dani moved and chuckled with the attention of the youngest child.

" In that case, if you come here again, bring me a shaver ..."

Said Jean.

"Tomorrow we'll look at Papa again, yeah?"

Ask Zidan

Jean nodded.

Jean decided to rent an apartment that was located adjacent to the garage. For a week he would allow the children to meet his father. Weaving bonding that had faded between father and son. Without selfishness, Jean becomes a bridge between Papa and his children.

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