100 Days of Being a Widow

100 Days of Being a Widow
Section 64 Karma Level 2



Rania walks past Dani, without seeing any face let alone greeting her. Rania acted cold as if they no longer needed to be recognized.


Delita fell unconscious when her request for the retraction of charges for kidnapping by Dani was not granted. Rania has gone through the law, and it will continue. To him, too many problems were caused by Dani. He almost lost his sanity.


Getting out of the first 100 days of being a widow is no easy feat. If parents and Jean did not help him realize the blessings of life that can still be improved, of course Rania who will be in the position of Delita, depressed!


Rania looks at the frightened Azka as she meets Dani and undergoes reconstruction. His body trembled and cold sweat poured down his forehead. Her hands clasped tightly onto Jean as if afraid of being forcibly taken by her father. Rania approaches Azka. Crouch down and say in a loud voice so Dani can hear it.


...Azka my dear child...


...Mama Rania and Jean's father will always protect you...


...You don't have to worry anymore...


...The man who hurt us has been arrested, police officer...


...You see that, boy! (while pointing at a policeman)...


...I was a good mother...


...Educate my children to obey their parents, both,...


...Also to his Papa...


...But I was wrong!...


...My son doesn't have to obey his father's orders....


...Because he's more obedient to his naps!...


Rania took Jean. Azka was carried by Jean, and they passed away from leaving the place of the title of things.


***


Rania was satisfied with what she saw. An actor has received his right. The right to recompense from what he has done.


This time, Rania only wanted to pass the trial carefully. Rania does not want to lose the trial this time, she does not want to repeat her defeat at the divorce hearing.


Dani, I'll show you how to win the court wisely. Without having to use dirty methods. You will receive many facts. Your affair will bear sweet fruit, as sweet as gall. Your actions will bind you to a karma, a reward from behind bars.


***


Dani is holding Delita. He tried to strengthen Delita. How her baby repeatedly contracted due to Delita's unstable emotions during pregnancy.


"Delita, relax...Del...Del...!!"


Dani keeps trying to resuscitate Delita. But Delita did not come to kiss.


"it's your fault Dani!, why do you always make my son suffer!"


Pekik Bu Yayu to Dani.


Dani was silent, clutching Delita with all her might.


"Now let go of my son!"


Said Bu Yayu


"I'm sorry...!"


Dani's Saying.


"Slow!"


Bu Yayu answered while throwing Dani's hand from Delita's body.


***


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While in custody. Dani once complained of severe pain in the head.


Doctors at the Detention House referred him to a larger hospital for treatment. After several checkups, it was finally discovered that Dani was diagnosed with bipolar, a mental disorder associated with mood changes, starting from lows or commonly referred to as depression, until depressed to the highest position or commonly called mania. Dani is still in a stage of depression.


No wonder if he can easily change his mood when under certain conditions of pressure. He can be very kind, however, in a matter of seconds turn into an ambitious and temperamental person, if something is offending him or a desire is not achieved.


***


The age of Delita content just entered the age of the seventh month. But doctors are very concerned about Delita's condition. He started showing the baby blues. Delita is known to have not checked the content since two months ago. Even the development of his child has a weight below normal than the age in general. Ms. Yayu, Ms. Delita found out about this after an examination shortly after Delita woke up. Ms. Yayu only realized that Delita also never did ultrasound in the second trimester.


Bu Yayu blames himself, if he does not allow his son to marry a married man, of course his son will not experience this. He thought it would be better to give birth without a father, compared to giving birth with a father but only status that makes his son almost depressed. Moreover, he learned that Dani also has bipolar disease that has the potential to make him depressed.


"I want to kill this kid, ma'am!"


Said Delita when she just regained consciousness from her stupor. Delita did not even have time to say goodbye to Dani who languished back in prison.


"Don't say that, Del. I don't want to lose you!"


Said Bu Yayu while tightly hugging her weakly lying child in a hospital bed.


"I can't see this kid living an abnormal life. I've been trying to kill her since the beginning of pregnancy!"


Delita said with a blank look. It was like slurping while talking.


"What's wrong. I am sure he can grow up healthy and normal. Delita look at mom. Your mother is an expert nurse. You will be able to take care of your children and grandchildren at once. You can leave Dani and start a new life!"


Said Bu Yayu with tears.


"I'm ashamed, I'm tired of everything I've been through!"


Said Delita while lapping her stomach.


Bu Yayu was almost at a loss for words. He tried to choose words to be accepted by his son.


"Listen to mom, Delita. We're moving to a new neighborhood. No one will know your status. You're gonna be the old Delita. Your son, let me take care of you. You can go on with your life, son".


With all her might Bu Yayu convinced Delita.


***


The more days Delita's condition worsens. He's having a nutrition mall. He contracted several times and had bleeding. Doctors performed surgery to save the baby and her mother.


***


...Welcome baby A, born without a father. You were born holy, but you were in the circle of sin from your parents. ...


Delita muttered, while screeching hatred for the newborn child. The coveted child can bring happiness to both himself and Dani, in fact being a regret at this time.


Delita's child was born prematurely. He struggled with a congenital heart defect. He was in the incubator alone. Since giving birth, Delita has been reluctant to meet the son she just gave birth to. Delita experienced an ap called baby blues.


Bu Yayu was unable to motivate him to rise. Delita actually intends to leave her son in the Hospital, but Bu Yayu does not have the heart and is afraid of her son getting into trouble because of this.


***


Dani was only allowed to visit her son the day after the birth of baby Abizar. He looked behind the incubator, which sounded his heartbeat.


"I'm sorry papa, son..."


Dani complained while behind the incubator that separated.


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