100 Days of Being a Widow
Part 72 of the week with you, Pa
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A week with you, Pa
To replace lost time
To replace the lost love
A week with you
Even though there is a time limit
It is between love, longing and prison
Almost a week Jean and Rania accompanied the children to visit Papa Dani in the prison. Over the past week, we have seen a return of closeness between father and son.
The second day ago, it was filled with Papa Dani's hair shaving and mustache. Before going to the garage, Jean takes Azka and Zidan to a supermarket and asks them to choose a shaver for Papa Dani.
When they reached the prison, Azka and Zidan took turns shaving the mustache and beard that almost covered Dani's face. Simple things that form bonding between them. The kids are so enthusiastic, even Zidan aspires to open a babershop if he has grown up later.
The next day, Zidan and Azka accidentally cook in the apartment. They made omlet eggs and vegetable chicken soup his father's favorite. Jean accidentally rented an apartment with kitchen facilities in it. Not a studio apartment.
When they reached the prison, they proudly told Papa Dani that they had cooked a special for Papa Dani and fed each other in turn.
This almost week-long meeting brought Dani and her children closer together.
Dani apparently did not appeal his case. He accepted the judge's decision and realized his mistake. He feels better to be in this room.
He will spend this prisoner's time. Dani is determined to start a new life. Redeeming his past mistakes. Learn more about religion and learn to be patient.
He realized his decision not to appeal made his mother shocked and succumbed sickly. However, if he appealed, he feared that the problem would increase and the debate would never be extinguished.
Dani had sensed that his soul was tired. He needs space to be silent. Out of his bleak life zone. Get out of the zone of people who have a bad influence on him.
The company has been operational to Bimo. Bimo will give a report every month to the field. If there is a big project, Bimo will contact Dani for a discussion.
Hikmahan, Bimo who was an employee at another company. Now helping his father to work in the same industry.
As a result, Bimo learns to control the company and if Dani finishes his confinement later, he can resume his business.
"Papa, tomorrow Azka and Zidan will return to Lumajang..."
Zidan said goodbye to Papa Dani. Previously, Rania said that they would return to Lumajang tomorrow morning.
Dani suddenly fell silent.
He then approached Rania and Jean.
"Jean, thank you for giving me the opportunity to be close to the kids. Honestly how long time will never be able to let go of longing in the chest. For whatever time there's always less for me and the kids".
Said Dani who started shedding tears. There was a face of deep regret and sadness on Dani's face. As a father, Jean had no power to separate the two. However, he also has his own life that is impossible to set aside.
"I understand your feelings. I cannot separate you either. It's just, I have obligations in Lumajang. However, I promise that every Saturday and Sunday and when they go on school holidays, they will meet you here"
.Jean said
When to say goodbye. Papa Dani looks heavier taking off Azka and Zidan. As a man the sign of crying is the weakest point of his mentality. A sign that he is in a very bad condition.
"Papa, Azka promised not to leave papa. Azka will ask God to get out of prison so that we can play ball and swim again. Papa, it won't be replaced with anyone. That's what Jean's father advised Azka. So, papa remains in the main do'a of Azka after prayers".
Azka's words made Dani melt. He did not expect a child the age of Azka could have thoughts as mature as this. Azka matures because forged experience.
***
On the way home, Azka told me a long story about her father. The desire to make his father happy and make him proud of the memorization of the Qur'an that Azka is living. Yes Azka has participated in the Tahfiz program. He aspires to give the crown to Papa, Mama and father in the future. Things that were never expected by them apparently even though Azka did not talk much like Zidan, but he had high maturity and intelligence.
Azka also told me that he had promised Papa Dani to deposit the memorization of the Qur'an every month at least 1 Juzz. Dani was very enthusiastic and promised to buy a gift for every memorization deposited by Azka.
Sure enough, not long ago when Azka was in Lumajang, a folding bicycle was sent by a courier to the Azka address in Lumajang. Had been wondering where the folding bike came from, the house of the bike was the gift of Dani.
***
Dani has told a week with the children, Jean and Rania to her sister Bimo.
Bimo barely believes, but his older brother doesn't believe Dani, and almost thinks Dani is hallucinating. However, when the prison attendant gave the same story, Bimo finally believed.
Dani asks Bimo to buy Azka a folding bicycle and sends it to Azka. It was not difficult for Bimo to fulfill her brother's wish. After going home to see his brother in the garage, Bimo then stopped by a bicycle shop and bought two units for Azka and Zidan.
***
A letter from Dani to the kids.
The children of my beloved Papa.
Forgive me for leaving you for a while.
For our future happiness,
For a better future.
This bike is for you to study religion
Make this bike your worship vehicle.
Make this bike Papa's charity, so that we are united in the hereafter.
From papa to papa's beloved
Azka and Zidan
***
The letter came along with the furniture. Sorted by Bimo's courier.
Bimo who was curious about the life of Rania then decided to go to Lumajang, cross-country and see the life of Rania. yes ... He came directly to Lumajang and saw firsthand the activities of Rania and her children throughout the full day. The result is a stunning assessment, Rania has a perfect life with her new husband and children, Jean.
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