100 Days of Being a Widow
48 Jean, New Papa Candidate
The sky was covered in the night fog. Sunlight is perfectly covered by the sparkle of light that meets every inch of Jakarta. A 24-hour life never dies here. It's bustling with the hustle and bustle of town.
Rania's mind drifted. Imagining a district name that he had never been with before. He tried typing in the google search engine about Lumajang Regency. Life there is still very beautiful. Natural potential is still a source of livelihood of the people there. Jean is not without reason to choose Lumajang Regency as the beginning of a new life and new business there. He has a friend who has gone through a farm education. After completing his studies, he opened a business in the field of goat farming and a goat milk processing factory. His efforts are quite advanced and the land is very large. Because they want to expand their business, Jean's colleagues offer their land to be managed into a tourist attraction with a unique concept, of course, integrated with their goat farms and goat milk factories. Jean sees this business opportunity, then agrees and buys some of the land as a residence and place of business.
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That night, Rania spent a lot of time thinking about this. If he chooses to go with Jean, it means that his children will also go with him, so that they will be further away from their father.
Rania's heart suddenly hurt, considering that for several weeks Jean no longer visited children. Just leave some money and food through his personal driver. Don't children need love from them too? do kids need his attention?
Little Zidan began to often ask, when he would swim with his father, as was done during the last meeting. But, Rania can only give an understanding, that her father is busy working.
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"Assalamualaikum mas Dani, I want to see you. There's something I need to talk to you about".
Rania sends a message to Dani. He should discuss his plans to move to Lumajang and will bring the children along.
Lama Rania is waiting for a reply.
"Tomorrow to come to Cafe Bukit at 14:00"
A short reply was received from Dani. Even without a stale base. It's okay, it's my only interest! rania muttered while annoyed at the irresponsible man.
***
The next day at exactly 14:00 at the place that Dani had promised, Rania came with Azka and Zidan.
From the entrance of the cafe, seen the figure of Delita sitting alone on the bench number 18. Her belly began to be very visible. Rania. Dani starts to forget Azka and Zidan, she will soon get a child from Delita. Rania's heart is hurting. He seemed to regret the decision to contact Dani and meet today. He thinks Dani himself, in fact with a former affair who has officially become a wife.
Rania approached Delita.
"Delita, where's Mas Dani?"
Sapa Rania who was replied with a cold expression from Delita.
"How dare you still contact my husband!"
Delita answered coldly.
Rania was surprised by Delita's reply.
"I have the right to call Dani. There are children who still need their father!"
Rania's words were met with a look of hatred from Delita.
"That's just your alibi, Rania, you still hope Dani will take you in, don't you?!, just like you guys had planned before?"
Rania did not accept Delita's statement. He was eager to say that he had received Jeandra's proposal. But, stop remembering the free arguing with women who have no heart like Delita.
"Delita, now you feel what I felt first. It feels like the husband will be snatched by the actor? Afraid right?, anxious right?, I'm sure God will retaliate. What you plant will not be in vain. Dani will continue to wander with another heart, while you will take my place, as a sickly and dumped!"
Rania said while holding her two sons left Delita who started screaming uncontrollably.
"I'm in possession of Dani now!, I won't let you contact Dani, Rania!, Dani is mine!, yours!"
Delita screamed uncontrollably until the security forcefully pulled her towards the security room.
***
Rania booked a taxi online, it feels like she really regretted today. It seems like being in touch with Dani always brings big problems in his life.
He was already comfortable with his simple life, a struggle that always received appreciation from Jean and her children. It seems he must be steady to leave the city of Jakarta. Leaving his inner wounds. Leaving behind anything connected to his past m, and not wanting him to return.
Rania looked at the faces of her children who looked gloomy and scared. The face that is used to being cheerful must again look moody, because of his fear of Delita, a connected mother who has no heart.
"Azka, Zidan's mama's son..."
Rania looked down at the moody children. For him, the heartache of seeing a sad child hurts more than the wound because of Delita's words earlier.
"Azka hates Aunt Delita, Zidan too, ma!"
Rania broke her tears Yangs edari just now she was resistant.
"Don't hurt your heart with hate, son. Live in peace. Soon we will forget everything, everything that hurts us"
"Where are we going, ma...?"
Ask Zidan with typical speech toddler age.
"We're gonna go with Jean, son, we're gonna raise goats!"
The kids look enthusiastic. Their faces changed, like there was a happy twinkle when they heard Jean's name called.
Yeayyyy we're coming with Jean! asikkkkk
The children were a surprise for Rania. How not, the sad and disappointed atmosphere turned into a happy spirit when he heard the name Jean called.
"Mama, we'll replace Papa Dani with Om Jean!"
Zidan. Making Rania's heart stunned. Jean is a favorite of children. Every day, Jean takes the time to play with Rania's children, pick up from school, even play futsal together. The figure of Dani before, rarely do this. Of course, Jean is easier to be in the position of a father figure in the hearts of children, than Dani, his own biological parents.
Rania just smiled hearing Zidan. Then she kissed her children one by one.
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Dear Diary's...
The night came back...
A sign of closing a day full of fatigue.
Just close the pages of the past starting tonight.
let tomorrow, the sun comes to give new light
A sign of a better life in the future.
God has shown
That you don't deserve to look back
Which only incised wounds without pause
To poison without an antidote
Look, look at him
Someone's coming to light your night
And be the sun in your day
Greet, welcome him
Don't be disappointed with your unfinished past.
A poem closes tonight. After seeing the children fall asleep in the cradle of dreams and the spirit of welcoming tomorrow. Because before going to bed, Jean does a Vidio Call with them and takes Azka and Zidan fishing tomorrow morning.
Jean to me you're perfect...
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Seriate...
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