100 Days of Being a Widow

Part 39 POV Delita

Dani pulled my hand into the car. He was upset that I had caused a commotion in Rania's pavilion. I had just gotten to know him, precisely knowing the woman who had been my future husband's widow. Sorry I'm not a prankster. I know Dani as my boss. He is single, according to his confession. I accepted it as a special peer and continued in bed.

I was fascinated with Dani. Young and handsome men. Not only that, Dani was also very attentive to me. With his money, he privileged me. Even Dani also entrusted the Semarang branch office to me. That's because I didn't really find out who Dani was, her origin or her true marital status. All covered with kindness and Dani's love for me.

Actually our relationship went well for a year. Although I never seriously talked about marriage, but as long as it made me comfortable, I was comfortable.

However, I recently started to know a lot about Dani. Starting from a woman named Pina who suddenly caught us in the room. She also claims to be Dani's future wife. Then I'm his affair?

Confused to understand who I am.

I am an affair that is cheated on. Then who is the actor in the Dani-Rania household, me or Pina?

I don't want myself on the stamp as an actor. If I had known Dani had a family, I would have thought a thousand times to replace Rania as a wife. But already. Rice has become a porridge. I was filtered with the dazzling treasure, so far as to play with lust. Until I found myself pregnant.

Yes, two weeks after I decided to part ways with Dani, after a feud with Pina. I decided to quit my job. Try your luck selling cosmetics online, while looking for a new job. Even though Dani didn't just let me go. Dani's still trying to contact me and explain why she lied.

Although at first I still did not care, but in fact I found out that I was pregnant, I had to call Dani back. Who would be responsible if not Dani?!

Starting from feeling the nausea is extraordinary, often tired and do not get menstruation in that month, I ventured to visit the doctor. Then referred to a midwife. As a result, I am positively pregnant. Unhappy reality for a girl. I was confused and started to moody. Damn my behavior as a young mother candidate was suspected by my family. My mother who was a nurse in a hospital finally found out that I was experiencing early symptoms of pregnancy.

I realized it was impossible to part with Dani. We agreed to continue our relationship until we agreed to plan a wedding before the pregnancy grew. Dani assured me that I would get an exclusive environment, so people wouldn't think that I was a woman who had gotten pregnant out of wedlock.

Dani bought a luxury cluster house in the Bogor area. Dani also lives there. Unfortunately, Dani began to be difficult to contact back. I don't know why. On the other hand, my father and mother began to question the continuation of our relationship.

Status Dani who is a widower of two children makes the father not at ease. He was afraid that Dani had lied that he had divorced. So my father decided to go to Bogor to see Dani. I don't know what happened in Bogor, but after returning to Semarang, my father was ready to register my marriage with Dani.

A young pregnancy made me very unstable and jealous. I don't feel like I want to be away from Dani. So I asked my family for permission to see Dani in Bogor. Although my wish was initially opposed by Mother. However, in the end, my own mother drove me to Bogor.

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I began to feel an uncomfortable atmosphere in Bogor. Why do mothers-in-laws live together?

okay.oke.formerly Nani's mother took care of Dani's children. But now Dani's kids are with Rania. Then why ...ah shit, his mom's sick!

Living in a luxurious house makes me feel comfortable. Although home, but Bu Nani has a separate area with the place I live. This house is new, so there's no trace of Dani and Rania's past here. Perfectly....

However, Dani still often talks about her children. It is his duty to share his time with his son. Ah shit..just look if my son is born, surely Dani attention will I turn to my son, completely!

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Tonight I didn't manage to conquer my emotions for Rania. It turns out that Rania is very beautiful even though she is wearing a shabby home negligee, without makeup makeup . But Rania's temperament was very tight, she still thought I was the actor. So there was a fist ring fight between me and Rania.

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Car parked in the yard. Dani got out of the car and slammed the car door hard. I don't understand why Dani blames me for the fight between me and Rania. Dani should have defended me because she knew that I wasn't the actor Rania was accusing me of.

"Mas Dani's.mas...."

I tried to call Mas Dani who walked quickly to his bedroom.

"I'm tired Del.you just rest in the guest room with your mother!"

Jean mas Dani as he passed.

"Delita keep the attitude, this is home, not Semarang's office!"

"Oh..Keep the attitude like a child is fine mas?".

I said with a cynical tone that made Dani inflamed.

"Delita remember, I couldn't have done anything without your consent!"

Then Dani passed by as fast as lightning. Slam the door and lock it. I'm still standing on the stairs. Disappointment from a man who usually doesn't want to disappoint me. But tonight is very tidy.

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Mas Dani and I are going to have a wedding. To be honest, if I'm not pregnant, I don't want to be in touch with Dani anymore. But ah..stuck!

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"Dani's angry again, Del?"

Mom surprised my daydream.

"hemmm" I'm just hinting. I was ashamed to disappoint my mother.

I saw a scratch on the corner of my mom's eye. His facial expression changed. It was seen that he was holding back the crying. I'm sad, I'm ashamed. I hugged my mother and we cried together. I don't know what we regret.

To be honest, I started to feel a lot of things were wrong with Dani and her mother. In the past, Ibu Nani had told and cornered Rania, but later the story was processed in such a way, being a good Rania and they only misunderstood. Dani and Bu Nani's attitude seemed to corner Delita's presence. Is she still worthy of being Dani's future wife. While Dani begins to realize his mistake with Rania?

"Delita's. I'm really worried about your situation, son. Dani's not a good man for you".

Mother began to express the thoughts that had been weighing on her all along.

I tried to listen to him. Even though I know where mom's talking is going.

"If you feel hesitant and afraid to live in a household with Dani later, the mother is willing to take care of and support your child, even without a father!"

I was stunned to hear mother's words, and began to lose my way. Between following the advice of the mother or obeying the existing ego.

Silent moment...

"No Ma'am!...Dani still has to be my husband. Father of my son. He has to take responsibility for our family!"

I replied with firmness. I saw the disappointed face implied from his eyes.

I choose to keep my ego. It's fine if I let Dani be happy, while me and my family bear the shame of parenting without a father present.

My heart hurts so much to see my mother's tears. I'll pay for my mother's cry. You see Dani!!!!

Seriate....

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