100 Days of Being a Widow

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Rania was sitting on a wooden bench across a corridor of the orphanage owned by Mr. Sujiwo. He looked coldly at Riandani Abizar Mahendra, his honeymooner, Delita. He could not figure out why Delita would abandon the blood of her own flesh. The beautiful and highly educated woman had no heart.

Nyi Kasem, the wife of Mr. Sujiwo looks very fond of Abizar, a favorite call for the baby. After having a mouthwash, Rania hears that Dani has paid a sum of money so that her son gets the best care in this orphanage. The world is so narrow for Rania. Why can't he 100 percent shy away from his past?!

***

"Rania, what are you doing here?"

Jean awakens Rania from a daydream about Abizar.

Rania. He didn't feel like he was shedding tears. She remembers that she had to fight to live with her children, but why Delita left her child so easily in an orphanage.

"Jean, I ..em...is sleepy?"

Rania said as she spoke.

"If you are sleepy you can sleep at Mr. Sujiwo's house later if the business is finished I will wake you up and we will go home to Lumajang soon".

Said Jean who was holding a goat boy .

Rania nodded in agreement.

***

Last night at that orphanage. It didn't feel like Jean's business was done. Rania and Jean will return to Lumajang. However, Rania's heart is still tied up in this orphanage. He still wanted to see Abizar, the boy had to fight for his own life.

"Jean, I'd like your opinion"

Said Rania a little scared by her wish.

"Yes Rania, say"

Said Jean who was busy repairing the car used to transport goats.

"I want to see Ms. Yayu. Delita's mother"

Rania.

Jean was a little surprised by Rania's request. But still trying to appreciate the desire of his wife.

"What do you want Rania to do?".

Jean approached Rania. He knew that he would not be able to treat Rania's heart injury in the past. Jean only hopes to provide a wonderful household experience, without any resentment.

"Jean, maybe I haven't told you yet. But, I guess you should know too!"

Rania said while holding Jean's hand to a room .

Abizar occupied a special room for him. The room was booked directly by the father of course.

"Did you see that boy?!"

Rania said while showing a child in a cage surrounded by glass. Ank was not sleeping. He was just playing by himself. Sometimes he whines because his toy falls, but soon he cries. Maybe he knew, no matter how loud his cries would be no one cared about him .

"Who is it, Ran?!"

Jean asked in astonishment.

Rania Sighs.

"That's Delita and Dani's son!"

Rania said with a heavy tone .

Jean quiet.

"i found out from the identity attached to her bed".

Rania.

"The child is premature with heart abnormalities and upnormal growth!"

Rania's voice started to sound heavy.

"They have hurt me, hurt my children!, it's only natural that Delita would dare to abandon and injure her own child!"

Jean hugged Rania .

"I'm sorry I took you to the wrong place. I promise I won't bring you here again. I see Semarang is where Delita lives. I'm really sorry".

Jean looked at Rania like a tired man. Not physically but mentally.

"I want to meet Bu Yayu!"

Jean actually wanted to arrest Rania. However, it cannot. Rania wanted to let go of her heart. Jean tried to understand. Is not to replace the contents of a turbid teapot then the water in the teapot must be discarded first?

Let's just say Rania's memory is like that. To give him a new life, a beautiful memory of life, he must finish first with his past.

***

The sun has not yet shown its nostrils, but Jean and Rania are ready to return home.

Yes, as explained earlier that Rania will meet Bu Yayu, to question their "tega" attitude towards her own granddaughter.

An hour's drive from the house of Mr. Sujiwo, now they have arrived in front of the house painted green, in front of the house a small grocery store, it seems that the seller is the grandmother of Delita.

Rania got off her vehicle. Jean followed him. Walk beside.

Bu Yayu was there at the time. Looking at Rania from behind the window curtain of her house. As if he knew that Rania would come to see him.

A door was opened wide by its owner, it was Bu Yayu,

"I know you must have come here, son, Rania!"

Rania simply returned the greetings with her typical cold smile.

Rania is sitting on a sofa. His eyes were on the wall of the house.

Photos of Delita as a child until graduation plastered on the walls of the house. Son of pride, muttered Rania.

Bu Yayu's face looked more aged compared to the face she saw last time. He also sat in a wheelchair.

"I've had a stroke, Rania!"

Bu Yayu opened the conversation.

"I thought you were happy"

Answer Rania flat.

"I...A.. I .. I failed to educate my son, Rania".

Rania smiled wryly.

"You're almost successful, ma'am. However, you let your son rush to want to succeed. Without starting from zero"

Rania chuckled with her own statement. Laughing at the situation, laughing at the suffering experienced by Ms. Yayu. Because he managed to realize that he had once allowed his son to marry the husband of a person for 1 reason, the enjoyment of possessions!"

Rania seemed to not care about Bu Yayu's situation. He remains in search

"Once Delita was lucky, she still had a mother. As for me, my mother could not see her son being tormented, and my mother died in her struggle to seek justice for her son!"

Pekik Rania with a cynical look.

Bu Yayu bowed lethargic. However he tried to defend himself, he remained misplaced in Rania's eyes.

"I thought you came to see Rania"

Pekik Bu Yayu's. Rania tries to calm down.

"Yes. I've come to greet you, and tell you that Dani and Delita's children are in desperate need of attention and affection!"

Rania spoke with a voice that started to get heavy.

****

"I don't have to come here to see what's happening to you, Mom. But I want to see people who are very subject to the decision of the child, even if the child is in the wrong position".

Rania said with a wry smile.

while Bu Yayu was still faithfully enjoying her cries.

***

Dear diary

why is the world so narrow for Rania

running anywhere will meet a destiny

fate decides a meeting

destiny requires us to accept reality

The past cannot be let go

Sometimes, you have to fight through pain, you,

So you can appreciate your happiness

as small as that.

Don't be discouraged. You may hate your destiny today

That makes a gaping wound in your soul

But sure, all happened by His will

Everything happens because of God

Ask God for help.