100 Days of Being a Widow

The wounded souls

Pina sat in a chair in the living room. Downcast. His face implied deep regret. Fika was not able to think about what her mother did.

"I made your father disabled like this, Fika!"

The feeling of anger mixed with disappointment wrapped Fika's mind.

"I gave your father medicine in good health. I gave the medicine more than the dose should have been. Obfuscate the doctor's recommended prescription. His blood pressure has gone up drastically!"

Connect Pina flat.

"mother did it for the sake of treasure?" mummified Fika. Slowly Pina's consciousness began to disappear. His face turned cheerful. He even laughed out loud. Like someone who is happy.

Pina confusion.

"Sir...mom...mom....!!!!".

Fika tries to resuscitate her mother. But, Pina was just revolting..

"You don't know Fika's luck!. I did it for your future!"

Highlighting the sharp eyes raining down, Fika tried to stay away and was frightened.

"You must be the heir to Dani Mahendra's only treasure!. Look..look at this house, it's pretty grand for you!"

Pina pointed at the house she was occupying at the moment. The house is magnificent but unkempt. Since Dani was sick, Pina was unable to take care of the house occupied. He only focuses on his fears about Dani's identity being exposed, the whereabouts of those known to Dani's family, and the remnants of Dani's treasure, he just wants to rule.

"Mom, wakefully...Ma...mom was wrong!!!"

Pekik Fika's.

a slap from Pina landed on Fika's cheek. Pina felt Fika as a threat. Pina starts grabbing Fika, kicking, and throwing Fika's body into a corner of the room. A room that had been unkempt for years.

Pina is mentally ill. His mentality has been shaken since the birth of Fika. Whatever he does without common sense. He forbade Dani to work. He was afraid of being taken by someone else. Until this family must survive the rest of the savings and investment that exists. For years. Until finally Fika dropped out of school, after the existing savings students were not enough for education.

In a weak state. Fika tried to get up. He saw his mother sitting with her head bowed. After making sure it was safe, Fika walked slowly to the outside of the house and immediately sought help from neighbors around.

Some residents who saw Fika's condition immediately took him to the hospital. A wound filled his body. It hurts, but his soul hurts more.

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A siren ambulance arrives at Fika's house. Trying to evacuate Pina from inside the house.

"Get out...get out!!!!" peekik Pina from inside the house. He locked the whole house door. When officers from the Mental Hospital arrived, Pina threw a 5 kg gas cylinder at the officer. Caused a small fire.

" Don't take this house.this house no longer belongs to Daniiiii". Keep Pina from inside the house.

Pina began to have delusions. He felt that the people who came to his house intended to take his property.

Understand from his past experience. Where he must be removed by Dani, without getting any treasure. When Pina girl is slept by a man who already has a family, understand when she realized that she was pregnant, gave birth and raised her daughter without the company of a husband. Understand when he came back to Dani, but Dani did not accept his presence and also his son. When Dani goes bankrupt and Pina runs out of property. All that understanding appears. It makes him unable to control his emotions.

Officers From RSJ working with security housing complex..They climbed through an unlocked window in the kitchen.

"mom.....!!!"

Fika shouted to her mother. Her heart ached watching her mother being dragged forcibly into an ambulance. Some people call her mother "crazy". A word that hurts a child, even though it is a reality.

"Mother.I still love you" murmured Fika in tears.

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In a dark and stuffy room. A single candle lit. Illuminate the corner of the room occupied by a human figure who lost his sanity.

"Happy birthday mom..happy birthday mom.... happy birthday.... happy birthday....happy birthday...i......mom...." .

Today, Pina's exactly birthday. The birthday he used to celebrate with Fika with his favorite blakforest cake. Fika understands very well his mother's favorite cake. For that, he deliberately came to visit his mother, as well as giving a surprise birthday.

Fika walked into the room while carrying a box of cake for Pina who was having a birthday . Fika sang the song with a heavy voice and tears. He could not enter that room. Can only be behind iron bars. Officers have not allowed Pina to be visited. His mental state has not 100% recovered. He still likes to rage and hurt people around him.

Pina sat facing the wall of the soul ward. He only had a moment to glance at Fika who was crying as much as possible with the cake and candles that were still burning in her hand.

"mom, Fika's coming, ma'am..." Fika said why her mother was indifferent to her arrival.

"Mother.happy birthday..."

Pina was silent without a sound.

"Mom, little Fika wants to blow a candle with mom...".

Fika's sentence, twisting Pina's memory in Fika's childhood. He then turned his body and walked over to Fika. Then sit back down facing the candle.

Pina watched the candle that was still burning. A moment of staring at Fika with a cold face expression. Then blow out the candles.

Fika was moved to see her mother's response. He realized that his mother loved Fika very much. Missed the days of little Fika.

"Happy birthday mom..." Fika was crying. Soon he cut the cake and took a spoon. Then he fed his mother. Although she was hesitant at first, Pina finally opened her mouth.

Fika languished even more, looking at her mother's much thinner body. Her hair looks all white. His skin is dull and starts to look wrinkled. Though Pina when healthy, very attentive to her appearance.

Pina ate with gourmand. While in the soul ward, his appetite decreased. Maybe because the menu in the soul ward is not in accordance with his appetite.

"Mother, from tomorrow, Fika will often visit mother. Especially on Saturday and Sunday. If it's another day, Fika has to find a job. Pray that Fika will get a new job quickly, ma'am..." Said Fika while feeding her mother. He knew his mother would not respond. However, Fika was sure, her mother understood what she was telling her.

The clock is over. Fika walked backwards when she had to get out of the ward. He saw clearly, there were tears in the corner of his mother's eyes. He knew his mother could feel the desire for him. Only, he was struggling against his ego, so that later he could recover his soul.

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Fika walked alone down the city streets. He decides to live in a boarding house with Nadia. For him, his parents' house is too giving a gloomy experience. He needs a quiet place to recover his mentality. Fika felt it took calm to be able to continue living and arranging.

Tomorrow morning, Fika will start looking for work.

Seriate....