100 Days of Being a Widow

Insuring Sin...

Fika walked down the streets of the city. The rain began to fall, he continued to walk like he did not know the direction. Home is not a comfortable place for him.

Fika realized that he was in the wrong room and took sin, even though he was innocent.

Drrrttt. A message came in. This time from my father. The message was very short, because Dani had been paralyzed, her hands could not be moved perfectly.

"home".

fill that message. Fika. For more than ten hours he slept in a bed belonging to his best friend.

He immediately remembered what happened this morning. The pain was more than having to accept the fact that she failed to marry her lover.

"Ka, have I ever made a fatal mistake, so I was dishonorably fired?!".

Azka just turned her face coldly.

"Don't run away from the reality, Ka. You and I are both victims of our parents' conflict. Please don't punish me for a mistake I didn't make!".

Fika said. He tried to get close to the 180cm man.

"You know what Fika is. You know nothing about the meaning of the victim. The wound of a child who lost the figure of a father. Wounds that no longer have the opportunity to treat it, because new wounds reappear". Azka said softly, cold yet deep.

"I'm sorry, Ka!".

"What do you do?, you say you're innocent, right?!" refute Azka with the tone began to rise.

"then ...then what do I have to do so that you can be satisfied and forgive me?!"

"Go away. Stay away from me. Stay out of my life!". Said Azka in a cold tone. Then it passed from in front of Fika.

A moment Fika sculpted. Not believing in the drastic change in Azka's attitude. He certainly did not understand what the wound of the heart of an Azka. He only knew Azka as a leader and lover who was always polite to anyone, even if it was only his subordinates.

"Azka....!!!".

Fika runs after Azka. Hugged the man's back. Wishing his heart would melt with a hug. Didn't he always ask for this hug when his heart was disappointed when he was not at a dead end looking for his father's whereabouts.

Fika is self-aware that she no longer deserves to be in this place. However, he still felt worthy to be in Azka's heart.

"Azza. I'm not someone else for you. I'm the one you once loved. So do I, still love you so much!"

"Go Fika. You will suffer if you still force yourself with me. I will never love you, nor will I consider you a sister. To me, you and your mother are thieves. Thief of my happiness and my mother's!!".

Azka threw her hand violently. Walking quickly and passing away left Fika who pegged with all guilt for sins that he did not make at all.

Given that, he was only able to sigh heavily. Close your eyes and try to accept the situation. Crying seems useless. This was a fate he inevitably had to face.

"Lo's awake, Fik. I guess you're not awake anymore!" Said Nadia, her best friend in a joking tone.

Fika was stunned from her daydream. The wall clock is displayed behind the 3x4 square meter room. At 20:00 WIB. Long enough he fell asleep.

Fika just rubbed her eyes. A bowl with the aroma of instant noodles served beside the bed.

"who does he have?" Tanya Fika basa stale pointed at the noodle bowl beside the bed.

"Lo don't want to eat?!" Nadia Gerrutu.

Fika nodded. " I am laper Nad...

"Lo has to go home, Fik. You have to be ready to face reality. Maybe now you're down. But, I'm sure, you're not as weak as I see you right now!"

Nadia. His loyal friend was always by his side. Friends who first met Fika when she just moved to the capital.

"Gue confused Nad. why my life ruined gini. Just now I dream of my life like fairy tale, Cinderella who managed to find her prince. But, in fact I'm not the Cinderella, but Cinderella's stepbrother, huftttt!". Said Fika while breathing out violently.

"Fic. No one wants to play the antagonist. Everyone wants to be a good person too. And I think that's a choice!"

Nadia. Momentary silence.

"Lo is destined to be Cinderella's stepbrother, Fik. But you don't have to be evil!. It is precisely Lo who must be able to unite these two feuding families. Lo who should be able to resuscitate Lo's mother. And one more thing, you prove to Azka, that Lo can be a good sister!"

Fika and Nadia looked at each other.

"Lo is sometimes wise as well Nad. Who did you play in the movie Cinderella?!"

Ledek Fika with a feeling of relief. He felt he was in the right place and told a story.

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Fika's coming home. Meet his father who sat with a huff in his wheelchair.

".....fi...a.." said Dani with difficulty. He cannot speak whole.

Fika's mixed feelings saw her father who was very worried.

Fika comes to see her father, and sits in front of a wheelchair.

"Dad. Why are you sitting here. It's night..."

Fika stammered. He could barely hold back his tears.

Dhani smiles. But in the corner of his eyes he could not lie. A stream of tears flowing. Fika only realized that her father was very worried about her. That he is less grateful for the grace of God, the form of a father who always cares for him. The father that Azka and herself fought over!

Fika pushed her father's wheelchair into the living room. Where Dani's dad likes to spend time watching television there.

"Fi.dad ma..u te.mu..Lt's..."

Suddenly Dani tries to talk to Fika. Although stammered, Fika was very understanding of the meaning of his father's words.

Fika was silent for a moment. Dani shed tears again. It seems happy that he really wants Fika to grant his request.

"Wi-fi....". Call the father who broke Fika's daydream. He couldn't give an excuse. How he explained to his father that he had been expelled by his father's son this afternoon.

But even refusing his father's request was impossible. For a moment he thought that Azka had long sought the whereabouts of her biological father. Of course, he would not refuse if his father met him. A hope that with the arrival of his father, Azka's heart will be broken.

"Yes yeah. Fika call Azka first yes. God willing, we'll meet Azka tomorrow". Fika's answer made haru the father. A happy beam emanated from Dani's eyeballs.

Fika was locked up. Several times he sent Azka a message about the intention of the father who wanted to meet him. Nil. WhatsApp can no longer be reached, nor can its mobile phone. Not an inactive Azka phone. Fika realized that her cellular number had been blocked by Azka.

Will Fika be able to fulfill her father's request to meet Azka????

Seriate...