100 Days of Being a Widow

Section 76 Inappropriate Apologies!

Rania was stunned by what Bu Nani said. Sometimes he feels worried, why does everything look good when it has been lost? can't we be human from beginning to end? because in the end the kindness causes regret, but it cannot be repeated even if only 1 second.

Rania has restrained herself. A week and a roof back with Dani, did not make him want to even pay attention to Dani. It's not that he doesn't know, that Dani often steals glances at him. Even when Rania is with Jean, Dani sometimes cannot hide her feelings of jealousy, sometimes being misbehaved.

It was Jean's maturity that mediated everything. Where Jean really understands the feelings of Rania and Dani. They are not ex-lovers, but ex-bedmates!

Jean lets Dani satisfy her eyes looking at Rania. Toh Rania kept her aura closed despite being inside the house. He believes and trusts Rania's loyalty. Jean also believed that the Dani in front of her was not the Dani she used to be. Although gradually the process changed.

...For me, you will never be able to satisfy your lust...

...because he will continue to hunt...

...until you fall into a pseudo-love...

...Try to stick with your pledge...

...With a previous promise to God...

...That you're gonna change, make an effort for you...

...Open challenging orgasm binding!...

...Don't try to challenge the sky...

...Because you won't be able to get up...

...Stay on earth and stand...

...Let napsu only limited because it is still human......

Jean wrote a poem in her goat cage. He watched Dani who was accompanying the children. He occasionally discovers that Dani has been looking at Rania for too long. Although Rania tries to pretend not to notice.

It was not easy for Jean to conquer Rania's heart. It wasn't easy for him to get all about Rania. Even in his sleep, he was still delirious about his past. Rania sometimes cries in her sleep, even though they are not in trouble. Jean had thought that the trauma inflicted from her past story was profound.

Rania once said that she did not want to love someone like she used to. Because, when you love too, you are disappointed and waited for.

For some reason, Jean had invested her patience in Rania. So whatever Rania does, it's always good in Jean's eyes. Is not the dream a sleeping flower?

Jean kept the poem in a nightstand near the goat pen. Jean put a nightstand and a bench in the cage. Deliberately, if anyone has the task of keeping the night, then can sit and relax at the table.

Jean then approached Rania who was cooking to prepare dinner in the kitchen. Jean approaches Rania and holds her. Jean knew there was the chest of Bu Nani, from the kitchen glass also seen Dani who was cool playing with children.

Jean doesn't care. He kept Rania from behind.

Rania laughs amusedly. But unexpectedly, even reply with a hug.

"What cooking is mama Rania..."

Sapa Jean while wrapping her hands around Rania's waist. The other residents of the house focused on the two of them.

Rania laughs amusedly.

"cook daddy..not nyuci ..!"

Rania replied while teasing Jean.

However, for a second, Rania turned around and wrapped her hands around Jean's neck.

Hugs without hesitation. There is a twinkle of undeniable love from Jean for Rania. This is not the first love for Rania, but she can confirm that Jean is her last love.

The eyes of the occupants of the room were fixed on them. Highlight the eyes that helped feel the happiness of Rania and Jean.

Thank you for being my best man

Thank you for teaching me love

God does not give us what we want,

But give us what we need.

It turns out, women will be queens in the hands of the right man.

And will be trash in the hands of the wrong man!

The ship needs a captain.

And a good captain, is one that prioritizes the safety and comfort of its passengers.

Jean's whisper to Rania.

"Thank you for guiding me. Thank you for making me believe that you are my best love..."

Rania hugged Jean tightly. It hardly cared that in the room it was not just them. There's Bu Nani and Mbok Siti too. While Dani, still accompanying the children playing on the outside terrace.

"Continue cooking, we're hungry..."

Jean is greeted with laughter by Rania.

"romantic thinking, uh..tetep aja..nge prank!"

Chirps Rania while releasing her embrace.

"Because loving you also needs energy, baby!"

Temptation Jean.

"gomballllll".

Reply Rania while continuing her activities.

There was a feeling of jealousy in Bu Nani's heart, but it was still controlled.

"if only I could be realistic then, maybe Rania was still my daughter-in-law. The only daughter-in-law who wants to take care of me. Being the daughter-in-law who loves me the most. Death is a sure thing. I should have learned to accept my husband's departure, not to continue to foster hatred for Rania. I wish I could take you home now, my Rania!"

Mumbles bu Nani.

There is a sense of regret that cannot be treated anymore. During this time, Bu Nani had only relied on money to pay the sisters. His son and daughter-in-law were busy with their work. Only Dani is always accompanying her mother, while the other two are only busy with their respective families. Ms. Nani is always dreaming, if Rania can return to Dani's embrace. Of course everyone will be happy. Including himself.

***

Dinner is ready. Rania asks Jean to call the children. Jean still receives calls from customers.

Rania took the initiative to call her own. She searched for her children in the front yard, but was not found. Rania walked back to the park, apparently they were there.

Rania walked over to the children.

"Let's have our kids eat!"

Rania on Azka and Zidan.

Without realizing it, there was Dani who was making children boats from bamboo.

Dani's eyes were on Rania. It was as if Rania was an inanimate object that could not sense that she was being noticed.

"Rania..."

Dani suddenly called out to Rania. Rania's heart was beating very fast. Suddenly he felt dizzy. For some reason, just called her name, Rania was already very nervous. A week on the same roof, but never talked to each other.

However, why tonight Dani looks like he wants to say something.

Rania stood sculpting.

"I want to apologize to you, Rania"

Dani spoke while remaining in her position. He was in a cot under a guava tree. Rania, standing back.

"It's not a good time to apologize, mas.you can choose the right time to really apologize".

"But we always dodge me!"

"That's because you're nobody to me anymore!" chirps Rania.

"I'm the father of your children. Until whenever Rania. Appreciate me!"

Dani said in a voice that was getting heavier.

"I don't even know how to appreciate you!"

.....

Seriate.

Sorry new update because it is very busy ahead of the holiday🙏😊