100 Days of Being a Widow

Part 3 Promise Mr. Dani POV Pina

Mr. Dani just fell asleep after I gave two sleeping pills that I had prepared earlier. One year into a relationship with him, open one by one the veil of lies that he always concocted along with death seduction and sweet promises. 

Yes, the beginning of my introduction to Mas Dani is when the annual meeting at the headquarters. The charm of Mr. Dani is undeniable. As the leader of a well-known IT company in a relatively young age, 35 years. 

I, who was assigned by the company to apply for a contract extension with Pak Dani's company, automatically always make contact both directly and via mobile. No I deny, Mr. Dani is friendly, humorous, and loyal. Every stop by Madiun, he always asked to be invited to walk, eat, Mr. Dani who treat of course. 

Until finally, in April 2016, Mr. Dani invited me to establish a relationship more than a friend. Exactly dating!

He who claimed to be single, established, and loyal finally managed to attract my heart that had just broken from the most beautiful ex. Ah...it feels easy to fall into the arms of Mr. Dani. 

We are very intensely in touch virtually through the WhatsApp app. Mas Dani also routinely conducts Vidio Call during working hours, only during working hours. Other than working hours, he doesn't want me to call him, other than he'll call first. Hemmm.a little weird. I asked him why, he said 'cause he wanted to focus on resting at home, well.

 The miss is so intense. Mr. Dani's seduction made me very curious, curious about more than just a co-worker. Since deciding to accept Mr. Dani's love, we have not even met face to face. Our daily talk is about longing, fondling, and opium. At first just asking each other for news and activity, the longer, the more it leads to the sensation of sexuality. I don't know why, this body doesn't refuse. Yeah, like I said in the beginning, miss, spice, to be opium. Even more and more our conversation leads to more discussion about adult content, rather than discussion about relationships to a more serious level. 

January 2017

Finally, we decided to meet in Jakarta, yes, all the streets, said Mr. Dani. 

I bought a train ticket with my own money. At Senen Station, Mr. Dani with his sweet smile welcomed my arrival. He swiftly carrying my backpack and took me to the parking lot. 

"Come in, non." Dani said as he opened the latest Lexus.

I sat on the bench next to the wheel. Backpack bag placed in back seat. The vehicle drove quite fast, until finally stuck in traffic.

"Hemmm.this is the life deck of Jakarta" murmured Mr. Dani. 

"Macet yes sir…." Answer me stale

"Loh.kok call me Father, ga delicious donk. I have not been Fathers.., nih...nih.....emang kayak Mr?!" Said Mr. Dani while joking, and flirtatiously pinched my chin. There was an incredible sensation at the time. I don't know, like I'm willing to be flanked.

Not long after, the traffic jam broke down, our vehicle entered a three-star hotel lobby in the Jakarta area. 

My hand was immediately pulled by Mr. Dani, uh….Mas Dani's. Looks like he's been cheked in first. 

Just as the door of the room was closed, Mas Dani directly leaned me against the wall of the door. A kiss landed on my lips, without permission. Again, I don't seem to have the power to resist.

"Bring first, let it smell, we will continue." said mas Dani after giving a new kiss the first time I felt. The kiss I just learned, and again, made opium.

I entered a bathroom that was not so big. I shower with a warm shower. But I forgot to bring a change of clothes. While the clothes I was wearing were splashed by the air shower. I hesitantly walked out of the bathroom using only the available towels. 

As soon as the bathroom door is open. I was surprised, it turned out that Mas Dani had been waiting for him to be shut in the door. My hand was pulled towards the bed. Again, no rejection from me. This body was made helpless by it. 

"Don't mas…."

I doubt it

"Come on, Pin.I promise to marry you after this" wooed Mas Dani, who made me even more helpless. Satan has controlled me. Until I have no more words to refuse. We also have a relationship like a husband and wife.

This happened many times, during my time in Jakarta. In the same hotel. Instead of being invited to walk, we were even more often at the hotel to launch an action to pay off longing, condiments, and napsu.

After the incident at the hotel, I became more possessive of Mas Dani. Call, chat from him, like an antidote when sakau, thirsty for the spice he once gave directly at the hotel. 

March 2017

Dani is getting harder and harder to contact. Sometimes he called me by my nickname wrongly. 

"Sir.., ma… "

I don't know what makes me more possessive about him. Do I feel that worried about this status of not being a virgin?! 

I just realized that I had committed a great sin. But one side, all about Mas Dani is opium. I don't want to lose any news even if it's only a day.

My consciousness slowly began to improve, yes, maybe yesterday's events like the effects of drugs that controlled my body. Some close relatives said that I was in use. I really admire Dani. A colleague of mine who also knew Mas Dani reprimanded me on the sidelines of the learning module packing activity.

"Pin, are you sure you're dating Mr Dani?"

Ask Riska, my colleague.

"Yes, rest assured.we are both ready to be serious". Reply relax.

"Indeed, you know his background and his family, Mr Dani ya Pin?" A question that jolts me. Apparently, I don't know Mas Dani at all other than about his work, even his family I don't know!

Since that conversation, I diligently surfed on my Facebook account looking for Dani Mahendra's name, shit, not found, Instagram did not show anyone with the identity of the profile I meant. 

Is it possible, IT people as popular as Dani Mahendra do not have social media?

My curiosity paid off, I suspected an account called Azka Zidan, but the profile picture was as I knew it. Click...I pressed the view profile button, and sure enough, this is Dani Mahendra! But...but who is this? Two toddlers and a girl tagged in the photo, @Rania Mahendra, suddenly made my eyes heat up, my chest rumbling. How not. The account contains many photos of Mas Dani togetherness and his alleged family, to be exact, his son and wife. 

I ventured into being a stalker for a girl named Rania. Jatung I almost got dislodged, when I saw Rania's post, more about Mas Dani and his two sons. 

I tried to reach him via messenger, but I, too, was not reciprocated. Not even online. 

After trying to calm myself down, I looked for ideas to ask about this directly. Free over the phone. Okay..we have to meet mas, I need an explanation from you!

This morning in the Universal Son Tutoring office was quiet. I have prepared a strategy to trap Mas Dani at a meeting, and I will question his honesty!

"Assalamualaikum mas, have breakfast…?"

I said hello through WhatsApp app .

"Walaikumsalam, dear..yet perfect nih.." not long ago Mas Dani replied.

"Loh.kok hasn't. Breakfast donk who..later you sick🤗" persuaded me spoiled, while tucking icon hug dear.

"OK ready dear😘" reply Mas Dani while tucking in a kiss emote. Agh... Basic man bu*ya!

"Yang.kangen. Meet yuk!" I was half pushy.

"Loh.mas busy the.." reply Mas Dani. He has been looking busy lately. Downstream to some cities. Occasionally he posted himself while in Bali, then Bandung, Palembang. Then, now he reasoned to go to the Semarang branch.

"Mas, he said he wanted to go to the Semarang branch. 

"Oh..em..(emote thinks)" long enough to get a certainty of the answer from mas Dani. 

"OK, baby, gini.mas in Semarang 5 days, but you are in Semarang 2 days. You have to go to the site of the network installation project. So it's not possible to hire you". Yes an opportunity. Without much negotiation, I accepted the valuable offer. Had he only been given an hour, he would have made an effort to make use of it. Yes, good luck with the mission!

April, 2017

The moment of our meeting in Semarang was perfect, coinciding with my twenty-sixth birthday. As usual, we made an appointment at Tawang station. Dani was only an hour away, when the train I was riding arrived.

Check in hotel

Mas Dani booked a three-star hotel for our stay. It feels like staying in a five-star hotel. But, Mas Dani seemed reluctant to spend a lot of budget to just 'sleep'.

As usual, although not had time to unwind, Mas Dani had asked for 'jatah' dogged-eating. I am still half-conscious, finally willing to obey his desires. 

Finished cheering, I leaned on Dani's boat. Intentionally, so I can steal a look at his phone. I directed my memory to memorize every massage on this Bu* monitor button. In order not to arouse suspicion, I asked him to talk.  

"Yes…"

"Hemmm.." replied Mas Dani while remaining cool with his phone.

"When will you marry me…?"

This question is not just a stale base. After all, this man has taken away my virginity. Dani has to be in charge!

"later if Mas Dani project goal, mas Dani will propose to you soon, baby". Wooed.

"But, when did you…?"

"I'll be pregnant!" My chirps. I was afraid that what I said would come true. 

"Don't that dong de.kan we have agreed, if we won't get pregnant before we get married and have a house". Pina's heart is heating up. It's not an agreement, it's coercion. 

When I was in Jakarta, I asked the question why I was not taken to his house. The reason, because at home there is a large family. Dani was afraid that too many questions would be asked of me, making me uncomfortable. Gawk. After giving a promise to marry, Dani also gave other agreements that are in the nature of delaying marriage. Aghhhh ..why can't I predict this. 

Finally I can memorize Mas Dani's mobile password. I took two sleeping pills I bought at a pharmacy in Madiun. It was easy to mix it into the soft drink we bought at the supermarket before heading to the hotel. Perfect, tonight mas Dani sleeps fast and sound. I managed to open the phone easily. 

Before I tried to open the phone, the battery ran out. Aghhh.okay there is time to charge. This is the latest Apple phone. So fast to charge. 

Waiting for the phone to fill up. I'll check the blue app. Apparently, there was a reply from Rania Hendrawan's Facebook account. The heart feels uncertain. Maybe it's time to open the veil of Mas Dani's lies.