100 Days of Being a Widow

My best friend Maduku: POV Laila

I'm positively pregnant. Whose son?

Lesmana Child?

Definitely not!

This is not a Lesmana boy!

I was 6 weeks pregnant when I married Lesmana. I learned of my pregnancy when I felt nauseous and unwell for days. When the doctor checked, apparently I had symptoms of a young pregnancy!

I'm panicking. There's no way I'm asking Andra to take responsibility for my pregnancy. He has threatened to drag me to a child shaman, if I get pregnant. But, he still he asked me for service rations.

Last time you made love, Andra forgot to put on the safety. He who could not bear to see my body ***, either because of longing or agh he was lustful to me, finally he was reluctant to wear safety.

Understandably, ever since Andra's wife found out about our affair. Andra had to make time to steal time so we could be together.

Why didn't Andra divorce his wife to live with me?

Because Andra is a poor man, while his wife who is 12 years older than him is a property shareholder in our company. That's because Andra can occupy the position of level manager, even though it does not have a single piece of skill in the field of property. If only she was not Bu Yuni's wife, of course she had been deposed from the company. He made use of his good looks, only to gain Yuni's heart. The old virgin!!!

Four years we had a forbidden relationship, twice I was pregnant. The first pregnancy I managed to get rid of. But this time, I don't want to do it again.

I used my fetus to trap Lesmana. My own best friend's husband. He had been married for a long time but had no children. You barren man!, your erection is not perfect, how would you have offspring?!

But, your stupidity is a weapon for me to get my wish.

I have long been jealous of Lestari. She was the perfect girl I knew. The son of a rich man, beautiful, clever and too kind. I have been jealous of him since childhood. Whatever he wants is always available. As for me, my parents were just farm laborers. I have to work to help my mom pound the flour so that she can feel full. Sometimes, I can't feel the side dishes like at the house of Tari. That's why, I pretended to be nice to her, in order to eat and get some pocket money..

Lestari always wins in many ways. Although my academic achievements were above it, but what power, I was unable to continue my higher education outside the city. There's no cost. The scholarship I received only came from a state campus in the city where I live, and in a non-favorite major.

While Lestari, he had a lot of money to continue on the State campus in Kota, although without a scholarship, he could enter the favorite faculty in Indonesia.

In terms of life partners, our tastes are the same. Since High School, we liked the same guy. I knew Lesmana first. He is the Chairman of OSIS at the school. Lesmana knew me when I signed up to be a member of OSIS. We worked together a lot and I started to like it secretly. However, in fact, Lesmana even likes Lestari. He was honest with me that he approached me only to get to know Lestari more closely.

The letter that Lesmana left me for Lestari I was torn and never gave to Lestari. Why does it all seem to admit my mistake from Lestari?!

During my three years of High School, I could only admire Lesmana in silence. To cover my feelings, I was forced to accept the love of the men who came and went in my life, without ever loving her.

Until college, I was still loyal to be a Lesmana stalker. Hoping that the man would break up with Lestari. Honey, that hope is starting to fade. They never actually broke up!

Their love is so tight. Their parents agree with each other.

Me, just bite a finger at their happiness!!!

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Other than Lesmana, I don't want to love anyone else. The orientation of having a partner is no longer to love each other, but is changed for the satisfaction of lust and matter only.

Andra is the outlet of everything. When she faced conflict in her household and I was disappointed that Lestari and Lesmana were getting married soon, Andra was the escape of my love.

Like me, Andra never really loved me. He just came to have fun and didn't want any more than that.

When she found out I was pregnant, Andra suggested that I flirt with Lesmana, seductive to the point of having sex with her. Andra has that important role!

Andra gave me a stimulant drug that will be mixed into Lesmana's coffee drink. The best place to do this is the office. In the morning, as usual, I made Lesmana a cup of coffee. This time, the addition is not only sugar, but a pinch of stimulant drugs.

I'm the one sitting on the attack with Lesmana, certainly the main target of Lesmana. When the atmosphere is quiet, that is where he launched his action.

After taking his coffee. Lesmana looks very agitated. He rubbed his face repeatedly and felt anger. The man was like a fidelity to seeing the dandyism of my body when I purposely gave him the documents.

I ventured closer to her, and she pulled me over to sit on her lap.

"I've been looking forward to this for a long time, Lesmana..."

Whisper me in his ear, which makes him moan. I also launched my actions to feel every touch, the game we played on a chair. The sound of the Lesmana moans was unbearable. I realized that the staff who were in the next room were certainly able to hear the sound of our game. This room although blocked by permanent walls, but not equipped with soundproof room.

After that incident, I saw the face of regret covering her. He seemed to feel guilty and repeatedly mentioned the name Lestari. Again, I was irritated when I mentioned Lestari's name.

Why is he so special to you?!

I made Lesmana hate Lestari when she found out I was pregnant. I proved that Lestari is barren!

Lesmana also secretly invites me to marry in series. I accepted it at that time. We married in front of my uncle in lieu of my late father, and Lesmana's parents. My uncle disagreed with this marriage. How not, they also know that Lesmana is my best friend's husband. But, I said that I was pregnant with Lesmana's child, and Lesmana's parents who had long missed the figure of grandchildren finally urged us to get married,

And..I won!!!

This time I won from Lestari. Finally I can get love from Lesmana and her family. My son will have a rich father and descendants of the most distinguished people in this village.

After gaining the hearts of Lesmana's parents, I began to urge them to get rid of Lestari. I'm suing for an official marriage on the grounds that our son needs legality!

A perfect reason. Dance is just removed. Even the house they used to occupy, will soon change masters. From passenger to master.

Finally, I managed to instigate Lesmana to get 100 percent rights over the house that Lesmana and Lestari once occupied. A place that's been holding me for a few months and has made me know every corner of this house.

The first day I entered the house. I got rid of all the pictures from Lestari and Lesmana. Change my picture and Lesmana's on display there.

Pleased!!!!

It took me 12 years to be patient and get what I wanted. After my marriage to Lesmana, Lestari just disappeared. I feel safe, there's no need to dirty my hands anymore to get rid of Lestari.

Although I feel that Lesmana still loves Lestari. But I had to make him learn to love me and my baby.

Now you can feel what I used to feel, Dance. Disappointed and sick. Feel defeat without having the power to fight against an impartial destiny.

Sick?

Sick right?!

Feel it!!!

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