Waiting for Love for Me

74 IS NO LONGER PERFECT

The door was already wide open because it was pushed by Alano, then Papa Dewa and Mama Dian entered together and followed by Alano after closing the door again.

Dimas greeted his two in-laws with greetings and hand kisses, also shaking hands and cuddling with Alano. He allowed them to approach Alila who was already smiling seeing the arrival of her family.

His right hand stretched out toward his mother alternately with his father and his sister. After that Mama Dian bowed and hugged her eldest daughter.

Inevitably, the warm embrace of the mother who intended to give him strength, made the smile on Alila's face disappear instantly and changed with a soft sobbing that he shed while tightly hugging the mother.

Dimas and the others were silent to the sight of the mother and child. The three beloved men of Alila let out a long sigh almost simultaneously, in order to withstand the tightness in the chest as it was almost dissolved in the cries of their two beloved women.

Dimas continued to look at Alila's face which looked sad behind the shoulder of Mama Dian. The face that had turned red due to his sobs did not stop.

He could feel the deep sadness of his wife having to hide something so hurtful but not wanting to reveal it to anyone.

"It's okay, honey. Cry as much as you. But after that, you have to keep smiling and forget all your sorrows. Remember, not only are you sad, but your husband is also. So, you guys have to strengthen each other."

Mama Dian's advice to make Alila's eyes open and look for the existence of Dimas, who turned out to have been staring at her from the end of the bed.

As soon as she saw Alila looking at her, Dimas put on a sweet smile with a soft nod to her, as if to say that everything would be fine.

Alila felt she found her strength back after gazing into Dimas's two eyes that were emitting shade for her.

She let go of her embrace from the mother making her mother sit up straight next to her. Alila immediately wiped away the rest of her tears even though her stuffing was still heard occasionally in her breath.

"Thank you, Ma." He smiled and looked at the mother who was also smiling while gently rubbing her head.

"You are still young. There is still plenty of time to try again. After all, you are also equally healthy and fertile. The proof, only one month married you can get pregnant so soon, Al."

Papa Dewa convinces his daughter not to be sad and hopeless just because of the incident she just experienced. And Alila nodded her head while looking at her papa.

"Yes, Pa..." Answer's short.

"Who is great? Mas Dimas what are you, mbak? Just got married already..." Alano laughed without a sound.

He could no longer bear to not take out his chirps. He also wanted to comfort his beloved sister, because in his heart he also grieved for what Alila experienced.

Alila's face that had been red from crying, increasingly reddened again to hear the words of her sister who was without a sieve. Alano who was standing next to her sister-in-law so wanted to tease her again.

"Definitely every night the spirit of overtime, especially you huh, mbak? Right, mas..?!"

Alano played both of her eyebrows up and down teasing Alila as well as Dimas who only responded with a faint smile, because the man understood that his sister-in-law only wanted to comfort her brother with her naivety.

"Until when do you have to be treated here, Al?" Papa turned Alano's conversation to his question.

"Three days, Pa. After that it should still be continued at home rest for up to a week, only then allowed to start his normal activities again." Dimas answered a question from his father-in-law.

"It's best that after you get out of the hospital, you stay in our house first, so Alila doesn't feel lonely if you stay at work, Dim." Papa's Advice.

"Rubber, Al. You may not be able to move much either. If you stay with us, mom can help you while Dimas isn't home." Mama Dian agreed to her husband's request.

Alila looked back at her husband. He really misses his home too. For over a month she left her parents' home to live alone with Dimas in their own home.

Dimas looked at the longing look in Alila's eyes after hearing the words of his parents. Nor would she have the heart to leave Alila, who was still sick, alone in their home all day when she had to work.

"Yes, Pa, Ma. We'll stay there for a while. Sorry in advance if we'll trouble papa and mama, as well as you, Lan..."

Dimas smiled back at his wife's beautiful eyes, then turned to his in-laws and Alano beside him. Alila's pale lips revealed a happy smile, because Dimas obeyed his wishes as well as his parents' requests.

The night was getting late, but Alila was still awake after that she pretended to fall asleep so that Dimas would sleep next to her. She repeatedly asked her husband to sleep on the sofa, but Dimas insisted on sleeping with her.

They are only two in Alila's room because now they are married so there is no need to be accompanied by Alano anymore like before.

Alila opened her eyes after making sure Dimas was completely asleep. The man fell asleep in a sitting position on a chair with the head he had laid on the edge of his wife's bed mattress.

His left hand continued to hold Alila's right hand beside his tired-looking face. His right hand hugged his wife's stomach.

Alila continued to look at Dimas' sleeping face facing tilted towards her. He could easily see her charming face. The corners of his lips lifted together and formed a single happy smile.

The taste of haru mixed with pride broke out in his chest cavity, giving rise to a subtle sigh that increasingly revealed his feelings.

At all times he is grateful for the most beautiful gift he has ever had. A man she loved dearly, who was now her husband.

He slowly pulled his right hand which was still under Dimas's. The man squirms a little at the delicate movement of Alila's hand, but soon falls asleep again after his wife's hand rubs her head gently and lovingly.

(I love you.. Ilove you.. Ilove you.).

In her heart, Alila did not stop expressing her feelings to the man she loved so much. Often he still feels in disbelief, when his dream has come true. His feelings were finally resolved. His love has warm welcome.

On the other hand in the recesses of her innermost heart, she felt very guilty for incising the wound inside her husband. Heart injury due to the incident that has just been experienced.

To be honest, now he feels not confident to be with Dimas. She felt that she had become a woman who was no longer perfect, a woman who was no longer whole because of something that had been taken from her body.

(I'm sorry that I've always troubled you. Makes you sad and disappointed. Forgive me for not being able to give you the happiness we hoped for together.).

Without feeling, Alila's tears began to pour down the river on her cheeks.

(I don't want to lose you, Dim. I don't want you to leave me.).

Deep sadness was evident on Alila's face followed by the glare of her eyes.

(Never go away from me, Dim. Don't ever leave me. Please stay with me, no matter what happens. I'mfrightened... I can't... I really can't live without you by my side.).

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