Never Gone (Health and Obsession)
An abortion?
The Apart Winter Garden.
Ainsley had already returned to her apartment after two weeks and her injuries had improved.
As usual, he immediately tried to remove the scar on his body using some of the necessary treatments even if he had to see a dermatologist.
Because there's no way he didn't spend millions of dollars on smooth skin after his mother beat him since childhood.
His consultation continued, although he disappeared for two weeks. The girl began to vomit more and more in the morning and eat at night.
His face was often pale and easily tired.
"Am I just going to torture you?" his murmurs watered after vomiting in the morning again.
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The University.
"Ainsley?" call Vindi when she sees that girl who ate something not on the usual portion.
"Hm?" replied the girl while looking at her friend.
"You pregnant?" asked Vindi frontally to make the girl so surprised.
He feels his friends are a little different, although he has never been pregnant even though he always has a very free way of interaction, but he can know because many of his other friends have experienced similar things.
"Vindi! Why say that anyway?!" ask the girl annoyed.
"His end, anyway" replied Vindi while raising her shoulders.
"Why has it ended?" ask Ainsley quickly.
"You are not as usual," replied Vindi just her.
"Don't say that!" ainsley answered because he did not want such a thing to happen to him.
"Well, besides, surely your girlfriend can marry you right away, right?" goda Vindi with her laugh, "Eh, but why is she not seen again?"
The girl was confused because her friend's lover was no longer visible, "He's abroad again?" he asked while looking at his friend's face.
"We've broken up, so." replied Ainsley softly.
"Sorry.." replied Vindi softly and did not ask any more of his friends.
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The day passed, the weight that continues to rise with a regular diet and conditions that are always less healthy makes Ainsley finally decided to check himself.
He had taken vitamins to maintain his stamina but still he was unstable.
The deg!
His eyes widened, with trembling hands holding his examination results letter.
"Can I do another check?" she asked the doctor who was in front of her.
The doctor also saw and noticed the surprised face of the girl, not a few young girls who were the same when facing the situation with other creatures in her but not wanted.
"Okay, please join the nurse" said the short-haired female doctor.
A re-examination was carried out and had the same result. Ainsley could no longer say anything and returned to her apartment immediately.
The doctor said a few words before he returned, seeing a face that was completely shocked not as surprised as the other girl he had met.
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The Apart Winter Garden.
The girl curled up in her bed while dropping her clear feathers.
Confused, agitated, afraid...
Feelings that blend into one, his hands again see the USG from the womb is still 7 weeks old.
He only realized if all this time he had never drank the emergency KB or use safety if he did not want to make it present another creature in him.
But what?
Now all this has happened until he can no longer say the word 'Andai'
I should how?
I'm afraid, I can't remember who I'm with.
Uncle?
Do I have to call Sean but what if this kid doesn't belong to him?
Or should I say uncle? But uncle has thrown me away? If uncle is angry with Sean, what should I do?
Why should this child exist? I don't want to!
I don't want this kid!
The girl fell asleep in her long cry, she could not think of anything, she began to get angry at the man who was fucking her then got angry at her own stupid self.
Until anger begins to blame the innocent little creature that grows in his stomach without him wanting.
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After the day that she found out about her pregnancy the girl began to act hastily.
He ate the pineapple even bought some pills and took it.
His mentality is not ready and stable to deal with situations like this to make him unable to think healthily.
Psychologically re-shaken with a pregnancy that he never wanted, he was even confused who the father of the child he conceived.
Confusion that makes his sense feels like to disappear and eliminate for his problem.
"Why hasn't it gone away yet? Why are you still alive? Hm?" ask her while looking at her stomach.
After taking his pill for a few days he went back to his check, and his ingredients were still fine.
"I can't be your mother, you're just gonna suffer from having parents like me? Why come to me?" she asked as she began to beat her stomach with her two small hands.
Tears were shed, she was crying and confused alone, she was afraid to say it to anyone including friends or family who never cared about her.
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Hospitals.
The girl finally made the final decision by aborting the contents in her stomach in accordance with the abortion procedure.
He sat while waiting for his name to be called, his eyes pointing at the little children not far from him.
Children who smile brightly and parents who accompany him.
His eyes pointed back to his stomach and rubbed slowly, he also wanted to like that.
Having children with the man she loves and building her life and family.
"Sorry, I can't take you.." he muttered involuntarily while dropping a clear grain in his eyes.
He was not even accompanied by anyone when he went to perform the abortion procedure on his womb, until his name was called and he quickly wiped his tears.
"Why do you want to have an abortion?" ask the doctor to the girl who came alone with the restless look.
"I don't want it" Ainsley replied briefly as he continued to bow.
"We will check her gestational age first" replied the doctor after hearing the young girl's reason.
The legal age of the womb for abortion is still 10 weeks old and after the end of 10 weeks it should not be done unless it endangers the life of the mother.
Ainsley nodded as he followed the procedure, but his heart continued unsettled.
Between sure and doubt to completely eliminate the innocent creature that resides in him.
Am I right?
This kid won't be happy with me either, I don't want him to be like me...
I'mfrightened...
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Oh yes the othor wants to say once again that this is the outside background and use the French country well.
And if for example the rules have not changed, France is the country that legalizes abortion, while still in the womb of 10 weeks.
So even though the Ainsley to the hospital he did not go to an illegal hospital or abal-abal well wkwkwkwk
See you're a ''s
