Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

Are friends impossible too?

The woman lowered her son and sat him down on the sofa after entering his apartment.

"Axel's? Why earlier? Mommy never taught you to like that in front of other people, what else is older than you" Ainsley said as she looked at her son's watery eyes.

"Mom's? Don't go with him." he said softly while holding the mother's hand.

"Mommy's not going anywhere, Mommy's the same Axel continues." he said to his little son.

"Axel hates Sean's uncle, Axel doesn't want to see him again! Uncle Sean is evil!" his words with his sad face because he was afraid that the mother would leave him and choose to be with the man.

"Why evil? Uncle Sean ever mean Axel?" ainsley asked as she rubbed her son's tears slowly.

Axel shook his head but he felt the man would snatch the mother from her, "Uncle for Mommy is not as close as Axel used to be. Mommy's sick too, right? Axel doesn't want to be in Mom's house anymore..."

Ainsley let out her breath softly, rubbing her son's head. He wanted to be angry but in the end he could not scold at all.

"Axel Denger Mommy, Mommy will not go anywhere or go with anyone left Axel" he said to his favorite son who looks so worried.

"Even if it's Sean's uncle?" ask Axel again while wiping away his tears.

"Yes" the woman replied immediately.

"Mommy doesn't want to see Axel anymore like it's Sean's uncle, not Sean's uncle but to other people as well."

"Mommy knows that Axel loves Mommy, does not want Mommy to go scared in Mommy's house. But son can't be like that anymore either." he said while wiping his son's tears.

Axel did not answer, he chose not to fight the mother again even though his heart refused and still hated the man.

Seeing his son's face that did not improve, Ainsley also hugged him slowly.

"Axel's? Mommy won't stay with Axel."

"The Mommy has it's just Axel, Mommy doesn't need anything else if there's Axel." he said, hugging his son tightly.

The little hand returned the mother's embrace tightly.

"Axel too! Axel just wants Mommy! Axel doesn't want to leave Mommy either! Wanna be as long as Mommy's transparent!" he said with a hoarse voice while hugging the mother tightly.

Ainsley smiled faintly at her hearing, she let go of her embrace and wiped the tears of her beloved son.

"Later if Axel is big, Axel will be married. Mommy's time to stay?" ask her with a small smile while wiping away her son's tears.

"Yaudah, Axel is not married. Axel wants to keep Mommy aja bial not taken by the net!" his words with innocence are still strong want with the mother during her.

Ainsley did not answer again, he knew at this age children tend not to think about anything but his current situation.

"Yes, Mommy same Axel continues. But Axel can't be like that anymore huh?" he said to his son once again.

There was no answer, only tears kept sliding from the bluish-green iris.

"Don dong baby, don't cry..."

"It's mommy here." she said as she watched her son who was so afraid he left as when his son was sick and he who showed no shadow at all.

Axel dropped himself back into the arms of his mother.

"Axel love Mommy, don't leave me.." she said softly with her hoarse voice because she was still crying.

Ainsley hugged and patted his son on the back, he did not know what Richard had said but what he knew now was that their little son was so afraid to leave and also hated the man so much.

......................

One Week later.

Time passed, time passed, After seeing the response of his son who did not like his former lover so much he began to avoid meeting Sean again and fortunately the man was not continuously in the apartment because of time those who often clash.

Kinii not only keep his son who always wanted to stick to his woman also had to run a business that was managed by his family and also the one left by Richard.

She could use a nanny, however much the nanny to look after her precious son could pay for it, Axel's problems that could no longer adapt to the new man after his abduction made him unable to do so.

He had also consulted with his son's psychiatrist who made his final anyway take most of his babysitting.

"Mommy! Later there will be acala at Mommy's school, right? But Daddy can't come." said lirih while holding his mother's hand and into the elevator as they headed to the floor of their house.

"Yes, Mommy will come." he said while smiling at his son.

His body was really tired because in the last time the chairman and the board of the company was so opposed to him and he had to clean it up and run a new project again.

Unlike Richard who is indeed all who know him are already afraid of him so it is easier to set him up, and again he who moves in the field of the dark world of course his only play survival games.

Who opposes him and when he wants to get something he will finish off his opponents and step on their own, another thing with his wife who does not touch the dark world at all.

In the last five days the woman only slept for more than an hour or two, if it was not a matter of work then she had to spend time with her son.

Although Liam helps her, there are some things that she must finish by herself.

"Mommy's sick?" axel asked while looking at the face of the mother who looked not okay.

Ainsley smiled, he pinched her son's cheek and looked at her, "Axel is worried about Mommy?" ainsley asked his son.

"Yes," Axel replied with a soft nod to his mother.

"Mommy is okay," he said as he rubbed the top of his son's head.

The elevator was open, the woman immediately went into her apartment, only two steps she entered after picking up her son her phone began to ring again.

Axel only looks lethargic when he sees his mother picking up the phone, because after the woman picks up the phone then the mother will leave again soon.

"Axel's? Don't be naughty well the same sister's nanny, Mommy there's business later tonight just back, if Axel laper eat aja first." he said to his son and kissed the little man's cheek before turning around.

Axel did not answer, only a lethargic face was seen in his countenance when the mother had left.

"Daddy was busy when Mommy was busy, too." murmured her softly who was immediately not excited.

The woman returned to the company, handling some things that needed to be taken care of not to mention the university issues that she had to deal with as well.

The rolling time was not felt until night, he saw his watch that had shown at almost one in the morning.

"Axel must have gone to sleep, but I want to read a new storybook.." murmured while feeling tired want to immediately return to his apartment.

Duk!

His path that lowered because of his energy drained was not aware until he hit the body of others when ingi get into the elevator.

"Ainsley's? You okay?"

The woman said she heard the voice of the man she had been trying to avoid in recent times.

Tests...

The red liquid that started dripping out of his nose made the man's eyes round.

"Are you okay?!" her question repeated as she caught the woman's arm.

Ainsley starts touching her nose, if dr. Terry saw this the man would definitely scold him for not being good for his exhausted condition even after the transplant surgery.

"Yes? Te-certain.." said his new realized his situation.

...

The look that kept watching him, ever since.

"We have to go to the hospital, not here." sean said after the results of his debate who wanted to take the woman to the hospital but at the end of it instead headed to the park that was in the apartment.

"I need it just to rest" said Ainsley, looking at the sparkling stars that remained in the French sky that night.

"Then you have to go back, not here" Sean said.

"So you dragged me here because you wanted to be taken to the hospital" Ainsley replied in a calm tone.

After it all went back to silence, no one opened the conversation again.

"Sorry..."

"About Axel's attitude yesterday." said Ainsley as he took a breath.

"He was a little boy, it was natural that children were afraid to leave their parents behind" said the man because he knew his sense of having a surrogate parent.

"You're married?" ainsley asked the man while still looking at the spread of glowing spots in the dark sky.

"No, not yet" replied Sean who was taking a look at the woman.

"Why?" ask Ainsley again.

"Oh, why do you think?" the man who answered asked.

"Don't wait for me or hope for me, I don't plan on remarrying after this" Ainsley told the man.

Sean was silent for a moment, he had expected it because the separation of the woman was death not a divorce of life.

"I know" she answered briefly.

"He gave his heart to me" Ainsley said suddenly.

The man immediately frowned, he did not know what happened but hearing the sudden thing made him immediately turn to the woman.

"He died because of me" said Ainsley again softly.

"Why did it get like this?" Sean doesn't understand.

Is that why the man died suddenly?

"I tried to kill my self again" she said softly to the man beside her.

"He's weird, right? I don't want to live anymore, why did he do it?" connect her lirih.

The petrified man for a moment, he thought all his would improve after releasing the woman, but at the end of his life the woman still tried to leave as before her.

And in his experiment this time made someone have to replace his life.

"Are you okay?" ask the man.

"He hurts me and gives me happiness at the same time," Somehow he keeps saying it.

He could not tell Liam this because he knew the subordinate of the man still blamed him for the death of his master even though he did not say from the lips again.

He also knew the subordinate of the man who still considered his decision to attempt suicide before him was unreasonable and incomprehensible.

"Am I okay?" ask the confused woman.

"Sean?" call her after she takes her breath out slowly.

"I live with his heart, do you think I'll be okay? You know how I feel now?" ask the woman who is now no longer staring at the stars but looking at the man next to her.

"You feel guilty about her? Because she's with me?" said the man who knew the nature of the woman in front of him.

Ainsley smiled faintly at her, "How can you always know?" her words lirih.

"I'm breathing because she gave me her heart, and then can I do something she doesn't like?" ask the woman to laugh.

If Richard is still alive, of course, he will not be able to talk to his former lover, not only his ex-lover, but with other men who cannot except Liam and their son.

"Then what about you? You hate the situation now?" ask Sean again.

Ainsley chose not to answer, rather than dislike, she felt more guilty for Richard being with the man she hated so much.

But he also feels comfortable because it is like someone will take his side without having to think about the reason because of others and again he also feels afraid if later the nature of his dependence re-emerges because of old habits if you stay near the man again.

"Don't come near me again" he said.

"You hate me?" ask the man.

"No, if I keep meeting you in these conditions I'm afraid to feel comfortable and depend on you again."

"After that I will feel guilty again until it feels like I can't breathe" she replied to the man beside her.

"You're not going to stay with me, are you?" ask the man who feels there is now a wall that is getting bigger between the two.

"Can't we be friends? If you want I won't cross the line," the man continued softly because he knew he wouldn't be able to pass through the huge wall that had now been built in the woman's heart.

Although he knows maybe his relationship will not be the same as before but he also does not want their relationship like other people who do not know each other at all.

There was no answer from the woman, only a clean and regular breath.

The man began to look towards the woman, and

Plugs...

The head that slowly fell onto his shoulders, eyes that were closed involuntarily when his drowsiness and fatigue that overpowered him to make the woman lose.

Sean saw a tired look, "Are friends impossible for us?" his murmur was smirking.