Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

I just need to go

Ainsley returned to his original room as he woke up, his heart racing with a paled face and trembling body.

He immediately washed his face by repeatedly splashing cold water to resuscitate him.

You idiot! Why am I this stupid?!

His inner self is now more angry and hates himself, he did not know where his steps had gone and when he realized he was already on the edge of the abyss to make him almost fall.

Crass!

The sound of water being turned on sounded tightly to eliminate everything that had been heard by him.

Richard also after talking to Liam immediately to Ainsley's room to check whether the girl was awake or not.

"He doesn't exist?" he muttered when he saw there was no girl in the bed, his ears heard the sound of water burning and knew if the girl was in the bathroom.

Shortly after, Ainsley came out, his steps choked and stopped for a moment, his body petrified for a moment when he saw the figure of the man he always called uncle was the same man who kidnapped him.

The girl could no longer lie to herself. He felt angry, upset and betrayed because he trusted the man he always called 'uncle' every day.

"You awake? Want to eat something? Or do you feel sick?" asked Richard unconsciously.

Before his he never asked the condition of a person with fear.

Ainsley dodged when she saw the man approaching her direction, she brushed off the hand that was about to touch her.

"Don't touch me" he said with a pale flat face.

Richard scrunched his forehead, but he immediately thought that the girl was angry because they had done the relationship once again.

"You needed it all night and it just happened." said Richard with his deceptive face that he used to use on the girl.

"To where?" her question was softened with eyes that could not be said between disappointed and sad.

"What do you mean?" richard was confused by the ambiguous question.

"Until when pam-not me now don't even know what to call you?" she said, "Until when are you going to cheat me?" his voice says what he wants to ask.

"What do you mean?!" asked Richard who immediately approached and grabbed the girl's arm.

Ainsley flinched his steps backwards and was stopped by the wall that was behind his body.

"I'm just a puppet, right? Though I really believe everything that uncle doesn't I have to call what now?" she asked softly with tears that began to fall, she now did not know how to call the man.

"Dollies? I never when-"

"But I remember hearing it before with that intention," Ainsley quickly cut.

Richard turned his memory around and began to remember what he had said the first time he kidnapped the girl and was attracted to the purity he still had.

"You're sober?" ask him after he remembers and realizes if the girl in front of him already knows all her.

Ainsley flinched, he looked at the changed eyes to make her shudder and wanted to leave immediately.

Fear enveloped him again, he had to be strong but he did not even know how to be strong.

"What's my fault?!" ainsley asked in a trembling voice out of fear.

"Your fault is making me want you so much!" replied the man from a relaxed tone looking at the expression of the girl in front of him.

The smirk that enveloped the man's face made Ainsley even more goosebumps looking at him.

"I want to go back!" ainsley brushed aside his fear and tried to push Richard with all his might.

Richard did not flinch because the energy that was nothing to him was he held the small hand and looked at him.

"You forgot your video? If you knew you'd remember you had a video, right?" whispered the man mentioned about the video that had been recorded.

"Why not just kill me? If I die your secret will stay awake, right?" ainsley asked quietly but was filled with frustrating emphasis in every word.

"I can't, you're not something that can be treated like that" Richard replied as he watched the face and began to see the girl's body curl.

"And you can call me uncle, or say my name directly I don't care," he continued with a face that did not show without feeling anything was stuck in the slightest.

"What is uncle, don't you want?" asked Ainsley who was still very difficult to stop calling the man 'Uncle'.

"Be my woman, and I'll give you everything you want. Whatever it is," Richard said, saying his purpose.

"I don't want to" Ainsley refused.

"The man's color?" asked Richard who immediately remembered Sean.

"No, I don't want to because of uncle himself! Because that guy's uncle, so I don't want to!" ainsley answered who finally came back to call the man 'Uncle' unknowingly.

"The past cannot be changed, wounds that do not look difficult to treat, uncle knows what he means right? Treat me well?! Likewhat? Make me crazy again?" he said it with my eyes that were always attached to him.

Richard was silent for a moment but he suddenly pulled the nape of the girl and mel*mat pink lips in front of her aggressively, aggressively, inserting his tongue and twisting every inch left Ainsley flabbergasted.

The small hand continued to hit the chest of the field in front of him with all his might but he lost heavily because he was unable to fight against such a large force.

"I can give you everything you want, whatever it is I'll give you you just need to be with me." said Richard, taking a breath after the deep kiss he gave.

The girl was still gasping for breath due to the ferocious kiss that even injured her pink lips.

"Do you know what I want?! Didn't you?!" ask her after adjusting her breath to be neutral again.

"Freedom, that's what you want." Richard replied instantly.

"If uncle knows why it's still-"

"Can't you take me in the 'freedom' you want? Whatever you want I can give, even if you want to make the world bow at your feet I can make it too, you just have to be with me" Richard said.

"I don't need the world bowing down at my feet! I just want myself! I want to be unattached to anyone! I hate uncle! I hate everyone!" ainsley shouted while hitting the chest of the man's field.

"Then what should I do?! You want me to kill everyone?! You want me to bring them all their heads?!" asked Richard who snapped at the girl to make Ainsley speechless.

Ainsley was silent, his punch was weakened he hated with all that was happening to him, he felt fed up.

Does God really exist?

If there's why does he hate me?

Why is all the misfortune happening to me?

Richard looked into the girl's sad eyes who was shocked, the new mentality would grow and recover it was now injured again.

"I've never been this crazy about wanting something" she continued in a soft voice.

"I want to go home...

Please.." said Ainsley bluntly.

He knew that he had no place to go when all he wanted to give him was a chain link.

Even when he just wanted to be alone was very difficult to get his, no one wanted to let go. He did not want to get hurt and did not want to hurt anyone else.

I just need to go...

That way I won't be tied to her...

Sean won't get hurt either, but can I do it?

If God really exists please just hear my request this time...

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Oh yes for those who do not understand this storyline how? This leads more to a journey of finding yourself.

For Ainsley, Sean and even Richard. Because they are fighting on their own.

Especially the Ainsley because he never had any character, from small already so his mother's doll well he also can not find himself even to know what character he really is.

And for those who feel Ainsley kayak j*l*ng because of sleeping with two men, well othor already said this background outside is not indo.

And for them s*x is common because free thinking but that does not mean rapist*saan or abuse is justified, because as long as between the two parties there are those who do not want and are forced it has entered into coercion in the form of s e k s u a l so there will definitely be laws that apply and it can cause trauma.

And their lives that, if dating well means all that already, if changing girlfriends well change people, even if there are cheats also means right?

So othor make the background outside not in indo so if for example consider the Ainsley kayak j*l*ng because two people who wear othor also not possible for him so after marriage right? It is customary eastern while this is a story that uses the basic westren.

Yaudah othor of coursein well, the background let it not how it is...

The author's background is in France with the city where they live in Paris, France, although the first author wants to make an Australian setting but the system of government is monarchical while in the author's story the democratic system of government so afraid strange, so after the othor adjustment make it there.

#French

#Paris

Happy Reading: ^___________________________________________________________________________________

Othor did not mean to offend anyone well, just wanted to provide an explanation for the still confused

Greetings from othor ,😘😘😘