Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

I want her

The morning sun that pierced through the window glass in the room woke the girl, her eyes looking around and touching herself to feel the clothes that were very attached to her.

"Come, take a bath." The voice of a man instantly made his mind wither and turned his head.

Sean looked at the girl, he could not really do it because the girl began to shortness of breath and panic spread to her.

"We slow down." he said, slipping hair into the girl's ear.

Of course he had to touch the girl slowly and could not do it immediately.

The cup!

One light kiss floated on the lips of the girl, all requiring a process. That's what Sean tried to instill in himself so that he could act slowly.

The girl gasped and looked at her lover, she knew breaking the relationship that was in the middle of the current relationship is more difficult to appeal to break the relationship he and his mother.

The sharp eyes that were staring at her last night were now gone and being a gentle gaze, Ainsley turned her gaze away.

His condition did improve and his panic attacks were not as severe as before.

"Well, now let's take a shower." said Sean lifting the girl's body without a burden.

"You're bathing yourself" she said quietly and brushed off Sean's hand that was on his waist.

"But I'm gonna take a shower with you, we haven't had a bath together in a long time, have we?" sean told the girl.

Ainsley just stared expressionlessly and threw away her gaze, "But the last time it hurt, I don't want to.." she said softly.

Degs...

Sean flinched, he remembered what he was doing in the bathup with the girl last time, he also remembered the grimacing face enduring the excruciating pain as he took something precious from the girl even with a body scarred from her torment.

And the room where Ainsley was cared for had given facilities such as rooms at home so that the girl felt comfortable.

"This time won't hurt, will you? I won't do anything like that again." said the man softly.

"Then last night, Sean almost did it." replied the girl flatly, now she started saying what she wanted.

Saying 'no' when he doesn't want something, things he never even does even in a dream.

The man closed for a moment, now his girl began to make a rejection of him slowly, unlike before who was always so obedient to him.

"Well, next time" said the man, hugging the girl's waist and kissing her soft cheeks.

......................

1 Month later.

It did not feel like two months had passed, the therapy on the run began to bear fruit even though the girl's smile never returned.

But Ainsley was able to get out and return to his apartment. Richard also occasionally visits her but she more often uses the spy she uses to view the girl's activities.

"You still learning?" sean asked his girlfriend when he saw the girl had returned to study.

"You're testing?" ask the man while sitting next to his lover.

Silent, there is no answer anything said by the girl, "Eat with me well." he continued again on the woman who was focused on the books.

Once again there was no answer at all from the girl, to make Sean bite the tip of the food he just ordered and pull the nape of Ainsley suddenly.

Humph!

Sean let go of the link of his lips and smiled at the girl who started eating, "If you don't want to, I will continue to feed you like this" said Sean who still with his smile.

He knows now Ainsley is very difficult to do what other skinship to do unboxing of course it is very difficult because the girl can be out of breath caused by panic attacks.

Ainsley turned his head, he went and took the food ordered by his lover.

Sean quickly followed the girl and went to dinner with her.

...

Uhh...

His body trembled with cold sweat that soaked by continuously dropping his feathers.

He continues to be restless and frightened in his sleep which is being visited by nightmares that constantly haunt him.

"Ainsley?! Wake up! Hey?!" Sean kept patting the girl on the shoulder and shaking her body in order to wake up from her ensnaring nightmare.

Those golden-brown green eyes were aghast and woke up instantly, his face pale and still trembling.

"Ainsley's? Hey? Why?" sean asked the girl.

"Relax...

Too much water, I can't breathe." she said softly with a breath of breath.

Sean frowned, but he immediately hugged the girl and patted her on the back gently.

"Now you can breathe, don't be afraid." whispered the girl.

......................

Zinchanko Mansion.

The woman who has a professional ideal body is now sitting on the lap of a handsome man and continues to try to seduce him.

Do exotic movements and rub the jaw and occasionally fondle the lips of the man.

"Is this your ability?" asked Richard because he did not feel excited at all despite having the temptation in front of his eyes.

The woman did not give up she then stood up and undressed herself and then went back up to the lap of the man.

Richard, who was embarrassed, began to push the woman, he did not understand why he could not do it with another woman after sleeping with the rabbit.

"out! Ask for your payment to Liam." said Richard with his sharp face on the woman who is now not wearing the clothes.

He pulled back his clothes and dropped himself on the bed.

It felt bland and not passionate at all, he could not find a flame that ignited if not with the innocent girl.

"I want her again." murmured her softly.

Not to force the girl to do that again but she wanted to re-absorb the delicate fragrance of the body like a flower in spring.

Grasping a small hand and seeing a smile, that was what he wanted at this moment.

Taking all the smiles and the girl's life just for her, she had no idea what her feelings were currently called.

Whether it's like, or just curious about his toys but what he knows now he wants the girl and every day the desire continues to grow again and again.