Never Gone (Health and Obsession)
He is our family
Apartment Venelue'ca
Ainsley looked at the clock that showed at 12pm, making her even more riled up.
His son did not pick up the phone at all, as his parents of course he was worried because he knew even though he had a son but a son not like a delinquent who often came home late.
In fact, behind him, the scope of his son only on himself and also his two friends who often visit their homes.
"Axel.." murmured Ainsley softly with a huffed feeling.
Until one phone goes to his cell phone and as fast as lightning he picks it up.
His face began to be relieved as well as his breath when he already knew where his son was.
The waiter at his mansion who called because their young master might have forgotten to tell them because they knew the teenager had not been out at all in the father's study since noon.
"God, this kid." said Ainsley softly and started taking his car to catch up with his son.
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Zinchanko Mansion
Meanwhile, as long as he still sees the screen in front of him, he does not expect that the truth that has been known is not all.
Honestly, his feelings were broken, he could not lie if he said he was not hurt at all to see all the scenes in front of him. The face of the mother and also the father who continued to hit him blindly.
I could hear all the conversations that were there, the day he was in the hospital after the day of his abduction the mother did not leave at all but remained in their magnificent mansion.
It's just that the father's tough attitude makes his mother unable to visit him at all. He could even see the highly respected woman kneeling down with such a desperate face.
The bruises on the body, the empty view, the hope that seemed to have been lost it was clearly visible from the camera that monitored it.
Even now he knows what accident befell his mother to require a heart donor he never thought the woman he always considered strong even chose to stab his chest with a sharp knife.
The teenage boy did not stop and continued to search even until he found the first video of both parents.
The video shows the threat of abuse and the father still wearing a mask that closes his eyes.
Axel couldn't even see it and turned it off again.
"Daddy is not like that." he murmured softly while tapping his head on the table.
He remembered that both his parents had quarreled and his father had bruises on his mother's neck, but all that passed until he almost forgot about her.
But he not only saw the quarrel of his parents but he also saw the moments of the two people he loved so much in the world that gave each other affection.
Now he can understand why his mother keeps instilling if he later likes a woman no matter what happens he should not be physically abusive at all.
If you want to survive continue and if you can no longer survive then stop.
"You seem to love her a lot but why make her suffer? Dad?" murmured while looking at all the videos stored until he forgot if he had not eaten at all or contacted his mother.
A gaze that only focused on the mother and did not miss at all, a smile and attitude that looks soft and warm on the woman who became her partner.
The burning gaze of anger when unable to control all his emotions, the gaze that felt so afraid left behind made him try to become stronger and show his strength so that someone could submit.
He turned off what was in front of him, closed the laptop and went out.
"Axel's? Why don't you tell Mommy you're here? Mommy's worried!" said Ainsley who had just arrived and saw a listless looking son.
Axel looked at his mother, knowing she never snapped and always spoke in a soft voice.
But he also remembered the soft voice that once said to ask for forgiveness from someone.
"Mom's? Are you okay?" she asked softly while holding both of her mother's hands.
He chose silence to say nothing if he already knew it.
"Why? You asked her weird?" Ainsley who was astonished saw his son.
"I'm gonna sleep in Mommy's lap, last time I was in elementary school, right?" her question forced her smile.
Now he knows if the mother never left him at all, even continue to worry about him at all times.
Ainsley let out her breath and of course she agreed to her son's request.
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The room that used to be the place that the teenager liked the most when he was a child, even the sword he always played with his father was still there.
The smell of the mother's perfume that makes her calm, she leaned her head on the lap of the mother who sat on the edge of her bed.
A warm little hand rubbing gently covered each strand of her hair.
"Mom?" call her lirih.
"Hm?"
"Do you love him?" ask her lirih.
When he heard all of it and saw all the videos recorded it makes him able to draw conclusions if the father really hates the uncle who he once thought was good because he felt if the mother liked the man.
He even knows why the mother chose to leave the man she loved and have with her father just because of him.
"Your Dad?" ainsley asked her son while looking down.
Ainsley was silent for a moment, "Hm, I love him" he said as he continued his elusan on his son's head.
"If Mommy and Daddy don't like how we can have Axel? Aye right?" ask her while pinching a glimpse of her son's cheek.
Axel just silently heard it, he knew if the mother was currently giving lies to him.
"Mom?" call him again.
"Hm?"
"Why would anyone want to commit suicide? Axel does not understand, sometimes of them there will be all of them quite like Axel." he asked softly.
The deg!
Ainsley gasped for a moment at her son's question, "Why did Axel ask so son?"
"Axel was curious Mom, Axel saw there was a top artist who committed suicide. Ja-so Axel was curious." said to his mother.
"They want to kill themselves not because they want to die, they actually want to live" he said as he continued wiping his son's hair.
"You alive? But why do they.." he asked not understand.
"Maybe they don't feel like they can breathe, but oxygen is everywhere but it's really suffocating."
"From waiting to be saved they may feel more like they have to save themselves, it feels like a nightmare."
"And want to wake up when all is done," he said to his son.
"Mom's? Sorry.." she said softly to the mother.
"Sorry why?" ainsley asked confusedly.
"Color Axel hurt Mommy's feelings," he said softly.
"Mommy's okay" Ainsley replied gently to her mother.
"Mom's? Daddy's a guy like what the hell do you think Mommy is?" ask Axel again.
"According to Mommy?" Ainsley who thought so heard her son's question.
"Daddy is an adult sometimes also nyebelin but if you are angry again he becomes like a child so sensitive,"
"Keep the jealousy until Mommy may want to keep a male rabbit just can not," he continued.
"If I thought Daddy was the best dad in the world, nothing could replace him" she said.
"Sure," replied Ainsley who knew his son loved his father very much.
"But sometimes a good father is not a good husband" he said.
"Why did Axel say that?" ainsley asked frowning hearing his son.
"According to Mommy Daddy it's a good husband for Mommy?" ask her again.
"Yes, if he can be a good father to Axel means he can be a good husband to Mommy" he told his son.
"Mommy sometimes thinks of running away from your Daddy, but if Mommy runs away later can't see you again,"
"And not as long as Mommy thinks she wants to go, sometimes Mommy thinks this is best for Mommy, have a good child, who is handsome..."
"Have a husband who loves Mommy," she continued softly on her son.
"Mom's? That love is love too?" ask her again.
"Maybe obsession? Because if you really love someone without obsession at all you know how to accept and let go."
"Maybe it will be very heavy, but it can make you more relieved." replied Ainsley to his son.
"What do you think Mommy likes about Daddy?" ask her again.
"Daddy is jealous, until sometimes to make Mommy afraid. He is also not a person who can believe in anything." he answered honestly to his son.
Because all the restraints that occur are the result of jealousy of her husband and never trust her at all.
"Mom?" call her lirih.
"Hm?"
"Axel is very dear to Mommy, the same Daddy as well..."
"So, Axel hopes Mommy will too."
"Daddy..."
"That's a memory we can't erase from us, a memory of whatever it is, he's our family, right?"
his words flowed on the mother and began to fall asleep when the swab on her head increasingly mastered her.
Even though he knows all of it but he can not give the father who has died but does not mean he does not have feelings of anger at all.
And so any feeling, angry, disappointed, miss all it just makes his heart like it was said by a sharp knife.
Can not comment or weight there once and just keep it in the heart.
