Never Gone (Health and Obsession)
Rain
Axel lowered his head to sound a soft cry inside, he did not want to be said stupid and afraid of his biological grandmother who was in front of him at this time.
"Axel's? Dengerin Grandma," said Fanny while standing on her knees to be able to match the height of her one grandchild.
Axel turned his head for a moment towards the woman and stared with his faint gaze, "Axel is not stupid." he said again.
"Your Mommy used to never rank second, Grandma did too. That's why Axel has to learn not play. If playing continues how to want to be smart" he said again but increasingly makes his grandson afraid.
"The words of Mommy are okay to play first, the important thing is Axel to be a good child." replied Axel with his cry.
"Main continues? Axel if you're stupid continue Mommy Daddy shy, you can stay. Mommy you will no longer want to have a child like Axel," said her who tried to make the little boy in front of her just obey him without denying.
Axel immediately looked up, hearing the mother would no longer be his parents made him so afraid.
"God..."
"Mommy and Daddy won't stayin Axel huhu.." his cries as he is scared scared of being scared by things for him are terrible at his age.
"Why not? Axel is not smart," said Fanny who increasingly makes the crying of her grandchildren.
Ainsley flinched, he did walk towards the park to deliver his son's favorite cake as a snack but instead heard his son's loud cries.
His hand immediately lowered the tray he was carrying and immediately approached his favorite son.
"Axel?" call Ainsley quickly.
Hearing her mother's voice, Axel immediately ran to hug the mother tightly and her crying looked sad to make her hiccups.
"Mo-Mommy don't stay in Axel..."
"Axel promises to be a spun child, not to make Mommy embarrassed.." his words faltered because of hiccups due to his crying.
Ainsley frowned, she immediately wiped away her son's tears gently and noticed the reddened face from the cry.
"Why did Mommy leave Axel? Axel's Mommy's son with Daddy?" ask her in a subtle tone to her son.
"Kalna Axel is stupid," she replied innocently with a cry of sting.
The deg!
His eyes were rounded, his body petrified instantly, his hands tightly holding his son's body and staring at the mother who was standing not far behind his son.
You stupid kid! Damn bearer!
The words that he used to hear like a waterfall now turned back to his ears like a broken cassette.
"Who said son?" her asked in a trembling voice, between angry and sad to be one.
"Grandma said, huhu.." fought her with a melted cry.
"Axel won't be stupid anymore Mom..."
"Wouldn't make Mommy Daddy ashamed, don't stayin Axel, huhu.." Her cries were very afraid if her grandmother's speech became reality.
Ainsley smiled faintly at her son, she wiped away the tears that came out of fear of the impossible.
"Axel is the smart child of Mommy with Daddy, Mommy will not stay in Axel really," he said while hugging his son.
Fanny frowned, for her such a way of raising would only make her granddaughter unable to anything.
"Ainsley's? You'd better start including her tutoring," said the woman who stared at her daughter while she stared intently at her.
His eyes stared intently at the mother while hugging her son who was shaking from crying.
"Ainsley's? You didn't hear Mamah? Mamah already has a good tutoring place so later you just register her." she said when she did not hear the answer from her daughter.
"Enough Mah" said Ainsley, who wanted her mother to stop talking.
"You don't know how to take care of a child? If you leave it like this, what will it be?" ask Fanny to her daughter.
"Mah.." call her who wants the mother to be silent no longer talk about things that make her son afraid.
"Axel promised to turn Mom.." said the boy softly in the arms of his mother.
"You know, right? Mamah wants the best for Axel, if you educate her like she can be. Mom will teach you who you can be"
"Indeed you're a good mother? Educating Axel? He's my son! No need to interfere! Want him to be what his business is, whether he's smart or not is my problem with him later!" selak Ainsley while looking at the mother with a sharp gaze.
"That's why he's like this now, right? Because you're like this mak-"
"Enough Mah! When is Mom selfish? He's my son! Mama don't have to interfere! Is Mom a good mom to me?!" ask her in a high voice as her emotions peak.
He did everything, educated and cherished his son so as not to have the same life as he used to and grew up with a happy childhood.
But his attitude was commented on by someone who made his childhood memories like a trauma that continues to hurt him.
Axel was surprised to hear the mother's high voice, he never saw her angry mother, he was afraid but increasingly embraced the body of the mother.
Fanny was silent, before her daughter never snapped or raised her voice, although the woman used to be angry at him but still keep her voice to stay low even though the look of her face has changed.
"Mamah didn't mean it that way." she said softly to Ainsley.
"Mirror in the mansion of Mah, if Mamah has time other than seeing the face see also the heart of Mamah," he said staring intently and holding his son.
His steps halted for a moment as he turned around, "Oh yeah, don't see Axel again if Mamah is still like that."
Fanny is silent, she can not continue her words or steps anymore, she wants her grandchild to excel in everything because for her it is the best thing for the future of her grandchildren.
...
At 09.35 pm
Ainsley stroked the head of her son who was now soundly asleep after being tired of crying earlier this afternoon.
While Richard who had been away since morning did not know about the incident this afternoon in his mansion.
The woman repeatedly threw away and took her breaths deeply, occasionally her chest felt tight and unable to breathe as her childhood memories returned to spin again.
Unlike when he sometimes gets a rude attitude from his husband because of jealousy, his childhood memories are more terrible than the physical blows he received.
When he recalls it, panic, anxiety, fear and sometimes his body also feels the same pain again.
Like PTSD conditions as well as psychosomatics that merge into one.
NB KET: PTSD or post traumatic stress disorder. PTSD is a psychiatric condition triggered by a tragic event that someone has experienced or witnessed.
NB KET: Psychosomatics are physical complaints that arise or are influenced by thoughts or emotions, rather than by obvious physical reasons, like a wound or infection (So like feeling pain but actually no physical pain at all well)
"Do I need another sedative?" his mumbling again felt a tight heartbeat and also tightness in his chest just like last afternoon when he was angry and recalled his childhood.
He slowly got out of his son's bed and walked out.
His body staggered, yet before touching the floor someone had caught him.
"You, nothing can fall" said the man, who chuckled because he didn't know the woman was in bad shape.
There was no answer but the sound of breathing heavily from his wife made the man immediately lift the woman's face.
"Ainsley's? Why?" her question which was now her smile instantly disappeared and changed with a worried look.
"My medicine," he said softly in the middle of his breath that sounded heavy.
Richard frowned, he did not know which medicine was meant but he immediately carried his wife's body and took her to the room.
"Hey? Calm down." he said as he put the woman to bed.
He immediately turned around to open the medicine box in his room and look for what is suitable for his wife.
"Stranquilizer?" his murmur when he saw the condition of the woman was like a panic attack.
He also quickly took his, not taking drugs to drink, the man took the type of liquid that for his more effective and later live injecting into his wife's body only.
Slowly when the liquid began to enter, the face that had looked uncomfortable it began to calm down and his eyes began to slip.
"Ainsley's? Why?" he asked softly while holding the woman's hand.
The eyes are half glued and the awareness that makes it between sleep and not because the drugs injected have more effect than the drugs taken.
"I remember, I didn't want Axel to be like me." replied his ambiguous half-conscious.
"Axel is our son, if you're like, why? You're beautiful, smart, adorable." answered the one who didn't know what his wife meant.
"sickness..."
"Axel can't be sick, I've been a good mom, right?" ask the woman more and more confused.
Richard frowned, he had just returned but had already seen his wife who was about to fall down and spoke things that he did not understand.
"What's wrong? You are a good wife and mother" the man replied to his wife.
"Axel is my life, if he's not there I don't want him to be either.." his raving before he loses his full consciousness and falls asleep.
Richard silently looked at his wife who had fallen asleep, he pulled a blanket to cover the woman's body and kissed her forehead deeply.
He went out to ask, what happened, but the waiter only said a short thing because they only knew the quarrel of their mistress and her mother but did not dare to watch or eavesdrop.
"He fought with that woman?" his murmured who nodded in understanding.
How dare he! Already I let in here alone should he be grateful, but instead looking for a commotion?!
He felt upset but he chose to ask his full thing when his woman had woken up later.
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Meanwhile.
The messy place and the alcohol that came out of the broken bottle scattered to the floor mixed with blood.
"Basically baj*ngan si*lan!" his words were so upset and emotional when one of his territories was taken.
"Have you found out about him?!" his question was on his subordinates who were trembling at the sight of his anger.
"Already sir, he has one wife and one son. His wife is rarely seen but his son goes to international school" he replies to the man.
"HAHAHAHAHA!!!" the sound of laughter echoed from the man whose hair began to whiten and had a distended stomach.
"A guy like that has a family? Is his mind gone?" ask her with laughter.
His grudges really piled up because the man had already taken the money he really liked.
Whatever he did never did, it made him very angry.
"You got a picture of her?" ask her again to her subordinates.
The trembling, fear-looking man took out two photos, "His wife is the daughter of the Bellen family and a former piano player while his son is about 5 years old." his answer explains both the photos he brought.
The man looked at the photo of the woman who looked beautiful, it was not difficult to get a photo of the woman because she was previously a public figure so her biodata and photos were widely spread.
"Beautiful is also his wife," murmured her who looked with an n*fsu look at the woman.
"We kill his son," he orders his subordinates.
"He must be tired of that woman, but I also want to try it once" she said, feeling that people in her neighborhood would never love a woman.
Therefore he chose to kill the man's son compared to his wife because he believed that monster-like humans only marry women as collections.
"If you can get his wife also all take, than such a woman in vain would be better I satisfied." his words laughed that did not know at all if the man loved his wife very much.
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Zinchanko Mansion
Ainsley turned her head, her body felt heavy because of her husband's close embrace that made her unable to move.
Feeling the constant squirming made the man slowly open his eyes and look at the woman who wanted to escape from his embrace.
"Morning Luv" he said, peeping his wife's head with sleepy eyes.
"Wake up, it's morning!" said Ainsley who immediately remembered if this morning his favorite son asked to bring a cupcake to school.
"Five more minutes," replied Richard briefly who still wanted to hug the woman's body.
Ainsley said nothing more and let the man shut his drowsiness for another five minutes.
"Five minutes well," she said, letting her husband embrace.
"Later also we will find a friend for Axel," replied the man who was still closed with his hoarse voice typical of waking up.
"Axel's Friend? Where's where?" ainsley asked.
"Whatever, want here can be in the bathup room can also" replied Richard who is still closed.
"Why look for her there?" ask Ainsley who is not still not connected to the new effects of waking up from sleep.
"Add a second Axel right? Let it be even more crowded," he said as he hugged the woman.
Duk!
Now Ainsley has understood the meaning of her husband, looking for friends for her purpose is to make a new sister.
"Would you say one child?" ainsley asked the man.
"But I also like the process of making the child," he said lightly while hugging the woman's body more tightly.
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Richard Zinchanko's
Ainsley Setya Bellen's/Calesta Queta
Axel Miller Zinchanko's
