Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

I miss

Plaque!

"Sick Mah! Forgive huhu!" the cry of the little boy echoed.

The room which was only visible showing black and white lines enveloped the child who was sitting down crying sobbing.

"Basic naughty!" his words while lifting a punch that bertubi on the small and tiny body.

Crying and screams of pain echoed but did not stop her who was hitting hard.

The smell of rancid and fishy that began to smell, a pool of thick red liquid that began to seep out of the small body flooded like spilled water.

His punch stopped, as the boy no longer moved in his painful crouch.

The deg!

"W-what am I doing?!" he was shocked when he saw that the boy was no longer alive.

"No!"

"It's wrong!"

"I didn't mean to do it!"

...

The deg!

The girl's eyes were aghast, her body trembled and sweated as she began to dream of bad things in the last moment.

"N-not my son...

I'm not gonna hit him...

He mustn't be hurt.." he murmured softly as he stared at his hands.

The memories that hurt her came back to make her experience all the trauma that she remembered in her bad memories.

The violent shadow of the one that got affected her and now has always been her biggest fear.

The girl went back to sleep in the thick blanket, because Richard had promised tonight not to go to his room to make her alone in the thick warm cloth.

He began to dream of killing his son with his own hands, a fear that became his greatest shadow.

"I won't do it, he'll live with good parents, not like me." he muttered as he dropped a clear shave in his beautiful eyes.

Her hands gently rubbed her flat stomach and hugged her tightly.

For him rather than the child he bears living with a mother like her, it is better for the child to be absent and born in the womb of a proper woman.

......................

A great quarrel that in the end did not bring any change to him.

"You hungry? Eat a little well.." persuade the man while stroking the girl's long hair.

"Why? Are you afraid your son is dead?" asked the girl with sharp eyes and laughed softly.

Richard was silent, he did not want to fight anymore like yesterday, his eyes peeked at the girl's wrists and upper arms turning blue because of her.

"Ainsley's? This time just give birth to the child, after that I will take care of it." said Richard in a low tone while putting the porridge that must be eaten by the girl.

"Oh, now I know." said the girl long.

Richard frowned, he did not understand what the girl in front of him was thinking.

"I'm just an uncle's blood-making device, right?" accuse the girl with all her negative assumptions.

The handsome face was surprised to hear him, he did not expect such a thought to arise on his tiny head that was only as big as his palm.

"I don't know what you're thinking, but if I ask you to get married, you want to?" ask the man to the girl in front of him.

Ainsley turned his head he looked at the green iris and turned back his face.

"No, I don't want to!" argue it fast.

"Then he gave birth to the child and I'll take care of it, so you just keep in touch with me as long as the child is around." said Richard who wanted to buy time to keep the girl locked on to him.

Ainsley shook her head, she held onto her stomach. It is not he who does not love his flesh and blood but he always thinks that all the children he will give birth to will end up the same as him.

Won't be happy!

That is what he wants to avoid, he does not want there will be Ainsley to two or three because he was born to have bad parents.

"Then what do you want?! I don't want you to kill my son!" said Richard who was still strong.

"Uncle can find another woman's child!" ainsley replied immediately.

"No! It has to be from you!" richard said immediately because his heart only linked to the beautiful girl.

He was also not a good man who only fucked one woman, before meeting the girl was not a few women who had climbed into her bed and some who claimed to be pregnant with her child to still enjoy life as her woman.

He grew up in a harsh environment and did not even know what it meant and the feeling of having parents and family.

But this time is different, when the woman he likes to conceive her child does not make her uncomfortable and wants to kill her flesh blood again but instead makes her happy.

"My son must not suffer!" said Ainsley who shook his head and stared uneasily like someone who would soon lose his mind.

"Of course I won't make her suffer" Richard replied again.

"She should have good parents, not be born to someone like me!" replied the gadus restlessly, his hands clinging to each other to alleviate his panic.

"What are you like? Hm?" asked Richard who increasingly did not understand the girl's way of thinking.

Ainsley was silent, the wounds left by her biological parents had not recovered at all, he kept imagining all the treatment he received and was afraid that he would become the same as his Mom and Dad.

"Parents can choose to give birth to their children, but children? The child cannot choose his parents." he answered softly.

"You're not going to be a bad mother" the man said.

Ainsley turned his head back, he looked with frustrated eyes, "I had a nightmare that I killed him, according to uncle I could be a mother?"

Richard never thought, what he thought to make the girl have all the negative shadows that he could not let go.

"You want to abort her?" ask Richard again.

Ainsley nodded without hesitation.

"Good! But wait another 4 weeks and after that you can decide to come back" replied Richard.

"really?"

"Hm, but you have to promise not to abort your womb before 4 more weeks!" the man warned.

"Why?" ainsley asked confusedly.

"Just do it, eventually I'll obey you, right?" richard replied, not wanting to tell me why.

He needed to buy time and wanted to show her something, something that would make the girl unable to kill her child.

Ainsley was silent, she was afraid that if the child was developing in her it would make her change her mind and ultimately make all her nightmares come true.

"Then can I go back? Our relationship is over, right? Now if it's not a matter of my content, we don't have to meet." Ainsley said it without blinking.

Richard nodded, for now he could not continue to lock the girl because it would make the mother stress and affect her womb.

"I'll take you, '" said the man, who wasn't wholehearted because he didn't want the girl to leave.

......................

A week later.

Ainsley began her life as Calesta again, saying nothing to Clarinda and closing all her problems with meetings even though the woman who loved her continued to worry about her.

He also returned to his cake shop and prepared to open it after the last few days closed because the beginning he wanted a vacation but had time in brackets for a while.

The deg!

"You open the store this time?" said a man holding the doorknob of the shop from behind the girl's body.

Ainsley immediately turned his head, he looked back and looked at the face that gave his warm smile on a sunny morning.

"Sean?" call her lirih.

The man smiled as he bent his body parallel to the girl's height, "How was your holiday? You having fun?"

Sean asked as he pinched the girl's pointed nose in front of him.

Ainsley silently watched the man's face up close, perhaps unconscious when he became Calesta, but now he is conscious when his memory returns.

The man who became his ex-lover is not the same as the man he knew first, not different in terms of his pampering but different in controlling his emotions.

His heart was tingled like smoke gathering together and giving him steam.

Tests...

The circle of clear liquid fell from the softener of my eyes, his gaze did not blink at all on the face of the man who was in his presence.

"Calesta?" call Sean who starts not smiling anymore and looks worried when he sees the tears of the girl.

Greb!

One tight hug sprang upon the handsome man without Ainsley noticing, his body and hands moving themselves into the swaddling field of the man in front of him.

"I miss.." murmured slowly to the point that the man could not hear him.

"Calestas? Wh why? You all right?!" ask Sean to worry.

But not the answer that received but a hug that was getting tighter, he was surprised but his hands began to stroke the girl's back slowly.