Never Gone (Health and Obsession)
I can't lose her
The face that looked irritated and gluttonous looked at the man in front of her.
"You can't keep her? She is your wife! What's keeping one woman just can't?" fanny asked angrily as well as feeling uneasy at the same time.
Richard simply chose silence not to serve the words of the in-laws who so blamed him for something that happened to his wife.
"Fan, enough. We look for the best way." Michele whispered to the woman who looked so agitated.
"Where do you want to find a donor heart? What else is a narrow time? Our blood type is different from Ainsley's!" her words that feel angry and panic at once on the husband.
Just now he started loving his daughter but so many things that make him can not do anything.
"Okey, we can definitely find a way out" he told his wife.
From the beginning he did have a different blood type, because he had a negative blood type A and the wife B negative while their little daughter had a negative blood type AB.
"Grandma why even Daddy? Daddy tuh every cali cala to make Mommy wake up, Daddy until not slurred," said Axel defended the father when his grandmother blamed his favorite father.
Clarinda who was still there immediately approached the small boy who looked sad.
"Axel's? Would you like to join Grandma? Eat our chocolate?" invite her so that the little boy does not hear something that might hurt his fragile feelings.
Axel shook his head, he looked at the face of the woman in front of him.
"Axel wants her Mommy not chocolate." answered while continuing to stick to the father.
Richard also saw his son who continued to stand near his feet while holding tightly to his hands.
He lifted the small body in his sling.
"I tell you because you are in heaven" he said as he patted his beloved son's back.
"And again, among others you are the least worthy to say that. Do not blame others too often." he said as he left the three people.
Clarinda took a deep breath, she lost her husband and son in one accident and now considers the woman as her daughter.
And of course the news about Ainsley's current condition makes him shocked and feel sadness.
"I'll find out about possible donors and-"
"Enough! We don't need an outsider like you" Fanny said, cutting Clarinda off.
Michele looked at the woman who was silent and said nothing more when her words were cut.
He lowered his body a little, "I thank you for your affection for my daughter" he said.
He knows in comparison to his or her wife, his daughter preferred and chose to be near the woman who took care of him for three years when he disappeared first.
"Well, I will also try my best" said Clarinda who understood the man's intentions.
He knew the man in front of him wanted to use his noble status to find a suitable heart for Ainsley.
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Sean Mansion.
The man looked up at the sky, he had returned from the hospital a few days ago but some of his activities remained inside the house for a while.
"What else do you think?" ask Secretary Jhon when he sees the man.
"I don't know Axel's condition yet, maybe he's improving?" her question looked towards her secretary who was already frustrated to see her.
"Do you want to know about Axel or his mother?" ask Secretary Jhon sharply while putting tea and some documents.
Sean chuckled softly at her, "Maybe his second?" his words increasingly make the man who is always dressed formally and neatly was upset.
"Like her you have to get married," secretary Jhon told the man.
"No, the woman I want to marry is no more" replied Sean lightly as he drank tea given by his secretary.
"Then just grab him" said secretary Jhon again who again said words of provocation.
"But besides Ainsley there is something I want to marry" she said with a mischievous smile at her secretary.
"Who's the guy? Don't just tell me what the hell the guy is like?" ask the secretary of Jhon who was immediately excited.
He doesn't like it when his president is in touch with his ex-lover, though, not because he does not like Ainsley but he does not like the husband of the woman who for him always brings trouble for her and the man who gives her a salary.
"But like her I can't marry her either, we're different" Sean told the man.
Secretary Jhon frowned at his hearing, different types? He did not understand the man in front of him.
"What do you mean?" ask Secretary Jhon can not understand the man's intentions.
Sean smiled, he sat down with his legs crossed and his chin.
"Why were you born a man? Even if our woman must be married, right, Jhon?" sean said to the man with a smile.
Secretary Jhon immediately petrified to see her, he was at a loss for words and was eager to hit the head of his President.
"Like her you started crazy after the accident," said her who was amused by the words of her superior.
"Jhon? Why say that?" sean asked the man in front of him again in a slightly spoiled voice.
Feather I sat secretary Jhon immediately goosebumps hearing her, he stared at a smiling face but sharp eyes towards her.
"Well, I know I'm too presumptuous but you should try to get married and forget about Miss Ainsley" said secretary Jhon, who knows men now try to scold her differently.
Sean kept smiling to hear her, "Then cut the part between your legs and then give additional danging on your chest and please buy a wedding dress." sean said with sharp eyes and a faint smile.
Secretary Jhon frowned at his hearing, he felt pain when he heard the man speak, "I am still very normal, you better not just get married" he told the man.
"Good, so now understand not to interfere with my personal affairs anymore?" sean asked his secretary.
"Well, sir." replied Secretary Jhon to Sean.
"You can get out now" he said, inviting the door to his secretary.
"The review of the documents must be completed by tomorrow morning, I hope you remember" secretary Jhon said before leaving.
"I'll remember if I stop telling me to get married" Sean told the man.
After Secretary Jhon left and now he is alone in his room.
He made his breath long, still unable to forget the shadow of the past was indeed very torturous.
But who wants to be like that?
He also does not want to be like that but the reality is not as easy as imagined or spoken.
"Did that man hurt her often?"
"What was like me?" his murmurs were constantly wondering on in his head.
"Should I not approach them anymore? But I'm not a" either"
The deg!
He suddenly realized, he really wanted to let go, he just wanted to see and also just meet the woman's son.
But the longer he also wants the other, he wants from just looking or paying attention to being friends.
Then after friendship he felt less and wanted more.
"I think I'm being selfish again now." she murmured softly when she realized something.
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The little man fell asleep on his lap when he rubbed his head gently.
While his subordinates who were always on his side were standing in front of him.
"You haven't found a suitable one yet?" ask Richard again.
Liam was still silent to the man's words, because it was very difficult to find a suitable heart especially if the donor's condition was very severe.
"Those hearts back then, did they put them up?" ask her again.
"Already sir," Liam replied to his master.
"Do you think we'll just take it?" ask Richard again while occasionally looking at his laptop.
"He was on narcotics and also drank alcohol post-surgery and I thought maybe." Liam replied to his master.
Richard was silent for a moment, he knew that Liam could not use such a heart while a completely healthy heart alone might not fit his wife.
"Resident data application network, try to hack as well" he told Liam.
Liam's eyes are perfectly rounded hearing her, though, he knew and realized that if they had cooperated with several governments then they could still stay and be safe despite so many criminal acts committed.
"residential data? If we get caught, this will not be a mild problem" Liam said immediately.
Maybe if only small people will not be too much trouble but the problem is that in one country there will be so many people in the upper class and will also enter into the problem of the country.
Even the problems of the country will also be able to leak and of course it is very risky on them.
Which may later cause problems that will not be handled again.
"I've partially hacked," Richard said flatly as he looked at the face of his subordinates who were so shocked to hear his words.
"What?!" asked the surprised one to hear it.
"Slow down your voice, Axel can wake up!" he said with sharp eyes and looked at the man.
Liam immediately shut his mouth and looked at the man sitting in front of him.
"We have almost no choice? You're not being as rational as usual" said Liam, who knows that their time is on the edge.
Whatever you do may have the same ending.
Richard laughed at her, "Not rational? It's the most rational decision I've made, she almost dies every second and you wanna just shut up and look at her?" asked the man looking at the man in front of him.
"But still, you are not a God or a God who holds or prevents the lives of others" Liam told the man.
It's a little rude to tell a man he respects but that's the truth.
The master is not a God or God who can easily restore the lives of others at will.
"You may be able to kill someone, but turn on someone who has died you won't be able to do it" she told the man.
Things that for him will not be useful and only pose a risk that threatens the uncertain.
Richard clenched his hearing, he took the tea beside his laptop and threw it at the man in front of him who for his was already presumptuous.
Prangs!
The scattered glasses and the head that began to drain the thick red liquid made the man speechless.
While Axel woke up as soon as he heard his shocking voice suddenly.
"Someone who has died? You think he's dead? He's still alive! How dare you say he's dead!" speak with rage.
"Daddy?"
A soft-sounding voice was whining at her when she was shocked.
The man immediately regained his senses as soon as he heard the voice of his son, "Axel is awake?" her question instantly turned soft instantly.
Axel nodded with a face that still looked very sleepy but surprised simultaneously.
"Daddy? Why even?" ask her softly while hugging the father.
Richard was silent for a moment, his sense of emotion slowly descended upon feeling the embrace of his son.
"Daddy's not mad, Axel's scared, huh?" ask her gently while holding her son.
The adorable five-year-old boy nodded with the father's question.
"Now Axel sleeps again well," he said to his son and then returned to bed the adorable child again.
Axel who was sleepy also began to return to his mouth when he was in the sling of the father who continued to pat his back gently.
"You better pay attention to your words again," Richard who spoke while pinching sharply at his subordinates.
"Okay sir" said Liam, bowing his body apologizing and exiting the place.
He knew, he took a rough breath, looking at his master who was being foolish and careless by taking a hasty decision.
He knew that the time they had was very little especially with Ainsley's condition getting worse by the day.
No one knows if tomorrow will still have the same beat in the interstellar monitor.
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Pip...
The interlocking voice, the small body trembling in fear as soon as it saw the men in white robes coming into the mother's room.
"Who took this off?!" ask dr. Terry when he knew one of the supporting devices used in the woman's body was turned off by removing one of the wires on the machine.
Richard came when he heard the news about his wife's condition.
"Daddy?" call Axel who is crying in fear hugging the father.
"Axel was gone, Axel didn't know..."
"Mommy kayak is not comfortable so Axel wants to try to help.." said plain with a sobbing cry.
"Axhel!" call Richard frustrated.
Conditions that have worsened are now increasingly exacerbated by the carelessness of his son.
He sighed, maybe it was not his son's fault but his fault that was not watching properly and let the little boy be in that place alone.
"Sorry Dad.." cried Axel who felt very guilty.
Although dr. Terry who is trying to restore the situation to be controlled increasingly difficult.
"Give it," he told the nurse who had prepared the medicine in his hands and also a tool with a long needle shape.
But nil, the number that comes out along with the gravik that comes is not what he wants.
He turned to Richard, who was looking at his crying son and apologizing.
"Can we talk?" ask the man.
Richard nodded, holding Axel and giving it to Clarinda who had just arrived.
"Ainsley why?" clarinda asked in a hoarse voice because of her crying while running quickly to the place.
Richard did not answer and just handed over his son and left.
dr. Terry also looks to take his breath and prepare the words he will let out on the man who is very stubborn.
"Whether you prepare yourself, I hope you can get through all this" he told the man.
Richard frowned looking at the man in front of him.
"What do you mean?!" asked Richard looking at the man with a dark air enveloping him.
"Mother Ainsley will not survive again" said dr. Terry with a clean slit.
The deg!
The man's chest was like being struck by lightning hearing him, of course he did not accept the remark.
"Don't you say he'll survive if he gets a heart?!" ask Richard for a moment.
"Right, but until now Ainsley's mother still has not got the appropriate and again the matching time, the retrieval of both hearts and their installation will not be enough with this very short time," said dr. Terry immediately, he said it so that the man in front of him gave up on things that would be in vain.
"My heart? Isn't our heart a match?" asking her questions is like lost sense.
He can't think of anything else, now he knows what it's like to be separated from someone very dear.
He could now understand how desperate the woman was when she would not allow him to meet her son and choose to die.
dr. Terry was silent, in addition to illegal to take the heart of a living and healthy person he also considered the condition of Ainsley who may still not survive even though he had obtained a new heart.
"That's too risky, you have to think about your son too" said his adorable little boy who did not want to lose both parents.
"How much more time?" asked Richard who seemed to ignore the advice of the man chatting in front of him.
"Two times twenty-four hours, maybe it's the longest time if Ainsley's mother can still survive" said dr. Terry again.
He has hinted from every word that there is no certainty if the woman will survive even though she has got a new heart.
"I can't lose it" Richard muttered at his hearing.
