Never Gone (Health and Obsession)
The Marrionette (Toxic Relationship)
Flashback.
Hospitals.
"How are things? He's getting better, right?" ask the man to the psychiatrist who is taking care of his lover.
"Trauma is starting to improve, his social phobia can also be overcome. But I saw something else in Ms. Ainsley." replied the middle-aged female psychiatrist.
"Another thing? Likewhat?" asked Sean.
"Miss Ainsley tried to be kind and everything was out of bounds, he did not know how to distinguish the wrong and right attitude. His view of social is also different, he also has excessive fear and trauma that is hidden." explained dr. Canly who after several consultations found something else in his patients.
In addition to trauma and social phobia due to experiencing violence***** and abuse he also got something else.
The girl is always nervous and tries to show if she is okay, she can understand if the girl has been depressed and depressed for a long time.
Not knowing how to love himself, or even do defense for himself, even the girl does not know how to distinguish the right point of view.
I don't know what has been through until all the ways and patterns of his attitude are completely wrong that must not be done by normal people.
"What's important is that he's not a social phobia anymore, is he? So he's not gonna kill himself anymore" said Sean, ignoring all of his.
Sean himself knew that the girl had been troubled in her psychology since the first time he met the girl, the look of desperate eyes, the attitude of childishness and innocence, even at the age of the girl he still believes in "Drakula" which he should be able to think if it all does not exist.
He also felt that the girl needed attention and affection and he needed someone to strengthen his foundation in becoming an heir.
Well, it was a bad start because he just wanted to take advantage of the girl to reach her position. It doesn't take long to fool an innocent girl who doesn't know anything to love her.
But in the end it is the one who falls for his own plan, as time goes on he himself who turns out to love the girl.
Love with his crazy obsession. He also took advantage of the girl's obedient attitude that was beyond the limits of reasonableness because it was built from her pain and trauma.
"But Miss Ainsley's condition is currently very bad, although her social phobia problem is resolved but still sa-"
"Importantly he's improved and not afraid of social anymore" Sean said quickly.
He knew that if the girl had been troubled from the beginning, Ainsley could still love her sincerely, give a warm smile and accept all her punishments without much comment or anger.
Because he knows it will not be owned by other girls who can think clearly or any other normal girl. Therefore, he only wants to treat the trauma of his abuse but not treat other psychological diseases.
"However, this is very dangerous for Miss Ainsley herself, he is currently heading to the stage of Borderline personality disorder (BPD) even as he has begun to enter Complex post traumatic stress disorder (CPTSD) and the worst possibility can even go to Dissociative disorder if allowed further this is very dangerous," explained dr. Canly who still wants to keep his patients undergoing medical treatment and know the psychological disorder of the girl is very heavy.
NB KET : Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a disorder of a person's personality and makes it have a mindset, feelings, or behavior that is very different from most people.
NB KET : Complex post traumatic stress disorder (CPTSD) is more severe than PTSD. Usually, people who experience CPTSD have a bitter childhood trauma and the trauma is repeated when he was an adult. CPTSD describes more of the widespread negative impact of chronic repetitive trauma than PTSD alone. This can change a person's attitude and thought patterns and change self-perception.
NB KET :Dissociative disorder is a severe psychiatric disorder or change in memory, consciousness, and general identity about themselves and the environment of the sufferer. Dissociative disorders are usually associated with tremendous stress caused by traumatic events, this disorder which later is the same as DID or multiple personalities.
"He doesn't need it, and I hope you don't forget the deal you signed" Sean said.
He did not want dr. Canly changes her obedient girl, she still firmly wants to keep the beautiful girl as her favorite rope doll that she can always control.
Dr. Canly can't argue quietly once he hears about the deal he signed. He just stared at the back of the man who disappeared behind the door of his room.
The psychiatric condition of the patient he is handling at this time has been completely cracked and can even be said to have been destroyed. Emotional outbursts, suicidal thoughts, despair, depression and even multiple personalities can occur to the poor girl if not treated immediately.
Not to mention his stress hormones that later will be able to affect his physical health, but he also can not do much and just hope that the girl is able to live in the happiness that he is looking for.
Off Flashback.
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Sean Mansion.
After releasing his aggressive kiss the man then pulled the hand of his lover and brought her towards the bathup.
"Akh!" ringis Ainsley with her pale face after her scarred innocent body was thrust into the bath.
The clear color of the water in the bath began to change and mix with the color of blood from his body.
Ainsley looked with her faint eyes and pale face towards her lover who was undressing.
So hurt...
I'm freezing Sean...
His tongue was twisted and unable to say what he felt, the pain and pain that simultaneously mixed with the cold that pierced to his bones.
Sean began to enter the bathup and flipped the girl's body into her confinement,
The body that was both submerged in water was colored like wine because of the blood of her maiden. A rancid aroma that pierced the sense of smell of both people.
"He's important to you?" sean asked the girl once more, seeing her pale face made her feel a little pity, "ANSWER!!" snarl when there is no reply.
"Yes...
He felt his legs being opened and suddenly something entered him forcibly. The pain that penetrates in him gives the impression of pain and pain very intense.
"Sa-sickness." The ringis slow and began to drop more and more clear circles from his eyes.
"You should remember that it's just mine!" whispered the man and began to move after his sudden unification and forced his way in on the girl who had not been touched.
He acted impulsively and was so jealous when he heard that the girl had another important man.
Daddy's? You think she'll think of you as her daughter?! You think I believe in the absurd lie that you just think of him as Dad?!
The man who had been covered with jealousy anger also grabbed his girl's body and made a rough movement in the girl's first experience.
He will never know if the day he took away the sanctity of his girl in this way, but only this can relieve his anger.
"Sa-sick Sean.." cried Ainsley softly with a rush at her man.
The pain in his injured back had not been exhausted and did not even decrease in the slightest, his blood kept coming out fused in the bath water that melted out at his edge because of the man's rough movements and now he felt something very painful and painful in the most important part of him.
So hurt...
The pain is different...
The cry of the beautiful girl with the poor face melted even more, she never felt the pain that felt foreign.
Unlike the lash, slap, or blow the pain he experienced was completely different. For some reason besides his body that feels his heartache also feels pain.
After a very rough movement that made her girl squeal, cry, and grimace the man began to calm down for a moment and looked at the pale face in front of her.
"Ainsley?" call her when you see my eyes are so moist and the face is very pale.
Ainsley also grounded his gaze staring at his lover.
"You're mine, right?" asked the man in an emphasis tone as if the girl had to agree to his question and a heavy breathing voice.
Ainsley was silent for a moment, he did not know if this was right or wrong and whether it was really his happiness.
"Yes...
I belong to Sean.." answered softly with lips that were very pale and a face that seemed no longer to have blood.
I'm happy, aren't I? Why does my heart hurt?
Is happy feeling like this?
He replied with his pale face, his body no longer able to withstand the extreme pain and foreign pain he had just felt.
The cold water that soaked her so pierced her bones was like a sharp ice blanket that was surrounding her.
Sean smiled wryly as he heard his girl's reply, he looked at my pain-filled face, his feelings began to calm down and continued what was going on right now until his completion.
He so enjoyed the sacred body of his maiden, a body that had never been touched by any man. The body that became a privilege compared to her other girls.
Unlike Sean, Ainsley squealed with excruciating pain, one by one his body numb, his sight and hearing began to blur. He shivered in extreme pain.
Sean embraced and hugged the body of his girl who was slowly losing her consciousness.
Like these...
You can't change...
You still have to be my obedient Ainsley...
My beloved beautiful doll, which I can control at any time...
I love you so much...
My ainsley...
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That's what CPTSD is about if you're less clear you can look for again, and othor saranin's his english web base.
Wh why? Because articles or journals and all kinds of CPTSD little information because much is clear about PTSD aja.
Oh yes do not get me wrong CPTSD same PTSD CTSD is different.
What's different? You guys find or understand yourself well wkwk, othor lazy nulis his🤣🤣🤣
