Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

Crack

The girl was sitting opposite the man she had been hugging, she was unconscious and it was getting awkward.

The table filled with tea and also some cake in front of him did not make his attention distracted.

"Sorry," he said softly to the handsome man.

Sean was still looking at the face that was continuously looking down.

"Something happened?" sean asked a guess.

Ainsley was silent, he had not even told his mother if he had remembered with all his past.

"Calesta?" call Sean again.

"I remember, everyone." said the girl softly as she lowered her head.

The deg!

Sean was silent for a moment, he did not expect to hear such a call, he was surprised even very surprised.

"Cales-no! Ainsley?" Sean called out the girl's name in a questionable tone.

"Call that makes you feel comfortable" Ainsley replied as she threw a faint smile.

Sean was silent, he noticed the pretty eyes that were fixed clearly on the girl's face.

"I'm sorry." said Sean as he looked at the girl's face.

"For?" ainsley asked because he felt the man didn't have to apologize to him.

"For all that, for what happened and what I did to you...

I made it impossible for our relationship to survive." Sean told the girl.

Ainsley was silent for a moment, he closed his eyes recalling some of the bad memories the man had created.

Yet all the sweet memories were also engraved within her.

"You're not completely wrong, there are some things that end us and it's not from you" the girl replied.

"I used to be too dependent on you, I was childish and didn't want to hear you, and." said Ainsley cut off.

Sean stared waiting for his next answer, a face that was seen storing the words behind his eyes.

"I slept with other people when we were in a relationship, whether I wanted to or not, but mostly because I didn't want to hear you." Ainsley replied.

He had heard all the warnings to stay away from the new lecturer's uncle who taught on his campus, but with his stubborn and naive nature he ignored all the remarks.

"You can't avoid it either, so-"

"Not Sean, I used to" cut Ainsley choked.

He could not say if his body enjoyed the mature thing even though his heart and feelings refused.

"I'm like a traitor.." she continued softly.

And because it makes all his guilt sticking up so he can not stay in a relationship with his lover.

"Then we take it as a series? For our past?" said Sean who switched the conversation to pelec*han experienced by his former lover first, "But my fault is bigger so don't feel guilty."

"I used to beat you up a lot or give you corporal punishment, I thought if it made you afraid you wouldn't dare to leave me." she smiled bitterly.

"But you used to be the only one who was kind to me, I had someone standing on my side and having a backrest, if we never met before maybe I'd be dead sooner." Ainsley.

His hands are tied to each other, his feelings mixed up to make him uncomfortable.

"Color I have no hope," she continued.

Hope to survive...

"At least after hitting or punishing me, you pay attention, or have someone when scared or crying, at least I don't feel alone." she said.

"Sorry.." There was no other word the man could say but an apology for all his outrageous possessiveness.

"I used to live with you, so I don't hate you and because of you I can have sweet memories" she said.

"Are we still able to." asked Sean softly, he still hoped and continued to look towards the girl.

"Before breaking up, I said you had to find a better woman than me, right?" ainsley asked considering their last date.

"And I didn't find him" the man replied directly.

She took a breath before continuing, "I'm pregnant."

The deg!

As if struck by lightning, the man's heart felt like it wanted to stop hearing him.

"Then? You're gonna marry her?" sean asked with a trembling voice.

"Pregnancy doesn't mean marriage, does it?" answer the girl with another question.

"Then you like him now?" ask Sean again.

Ainsley shook his head at the question, "No, I told you because I want you to stop wishing for me."

"Why?" ask the man.

"The color I want you to be unattached to anything, I want to see you happy with your life." replied Ainsley sincerely, he was not angry any revenge for the treatment he received first.

"But I'm happy with you! Not another woman!" refute the handsome man immediately.

Ainsley couldn't answer her, she just smiled faintly. He knew it would not be easy for the man to let go, so he would not force it either.

......................

4 Weeks later.

Richard took the beautiful girl to the hospital, he could have aborted her directly but he wanted to show her something.

"I want to say hello" said the man as Ainsley dodged as he looked down.

Ainsley was silent, he no longer avoided, he thought the man wanted to give his child's final greetings.

"You hear me? I want to meet you." he said as he stroked a glance at the flat stomach and opened the seat belt on the girl's body.

They came in and started talking to the doctor.

"I want to hear the beat first, can't I?" ask Richard before the abortion procedure.

Ainsley stared at her, with confused eyes.

"Why? You don't want him anyway, do you? Can't I hear my son's beat?" richard asked immediately until there was no reason for Ainsley to refuse.

The girl was laid down, and began to use a device to hear her.

The sound of a heartbeat began to be heard, although it is still not so clear because of the age of the womb is still very young but the small heart has begun to sound.

Ainsley flinched, he heard her and began to make her hesitate, whether to actually end her son's life or not.

His tears began to fall, he did not want to hear her, hear anything about the animate beings that were residing in his stomach.

"I-I don't want to hear anymore, just do the procedure" the girl said as she wiped away her tears.

Richard took his breath away, this was the last way to change the girl's thinking.

"Well, do the procedure" Richard said, sighing harshly.

The doctors and nurses began to hurry, preparing all the procedures for the girl's abortion.

Ainsley was still twisting his memories of the child he was carrying, trying his best to forget the beat he just heard.

My boy...

He's alive, how do I kill him?

The inner girl who started to waver with her stance.

Greb!

Her hand grabbed the hand of the man standing beside her.

"What's wrong?" richard asked when he saw the girl grabbing his hand.

"A..I don't want to.." said the girl softly, her eyes dropped her clear circle because she felt guilty.

The corner of the man's lips instantly rose, his plan successfully swayed the girl and kept her child.

Richard immediately asked to stop before the procedure, he brought the girl back.

"Nice choice, babe." she said as she kissed the girl on the forehead.