Never Gone (Health and Obsession)
Side Story (Tired)
Hospitals.
The girl fell silent while linking her fingers to each other fearfully and did not look at the man's face and just lowered her gaze.
"Sister?" call her lirih.
There was no answer, the man just looked at his sons who were in the middle of the check, the doctor asked why the poor babies could be almost affected by hypothermia and could have caused worse if it was a little too late.
The man explained some of the things he knew, while the girl behind his back kept silent saying nothing.
His fingers wound as he continued to link to each other while swiping with his nails without him noticing.
"Right now they can undergo treatment for a while" said the doctor as he glanced at the girl behind the man's back and began to exit.
"Wait, can you treat her hands first" said the girl who caught a glimpse of him injuring her fingers because of nervousness.
The doctor looked and began to treat the girl's hand while Celine was silent and occasionally looked at the older brother who kept staring at her.
After he finished treating the small wound, the doctor signaled to talk alone with Steve.
"Like her, compared to a doctor like me, your wife needs another doctor" the doctor told Steve, he thought the couple in front of him had married because the man had indeed said that they were a couple.
Steve nodded and understood what the doctor was saying, so he turned to the girl and pulled her hand, and took her to a quieter place.
Celine kept silent, she was so afraid that her brother would scold her.
"Now tell me why did you make them like that?" ask the girl who keeps looking down.
"Ma.sorry sis.." said his shriek who continued to look down and dared to look at the eyes that continued to stare at him, "Celine accidentally." he said.
"You're the one who took them to the water and then left that name accidentally?" ask the man again.
The girl turned her head directly to look at the brother, her blue eyes glazed and trembled to see the flat man giving no expression.
"Celine accidentally, sister, Celine doesn't know what to do..."
"They continued to cry, even though Celine had tried to calm down..."
"Ce..Celine was accidentally sis.." said her shriek who began to cry on the sister.
Steve let out his breath slowly looking at the little girl trembling with tears.
"If you can't take care of them from the beginning why not say the same brother? Brother said you wanted to hire a nanny you didn't want to but now?" ask the one who doesn't understand the girl.
"Ce...Celine is afraid that her sister is angry with Celine because she can't take care of them, pa.padahatan only take care of children but Ce..Celine can't.." she said intermittently because of her crying.
"Why do you think you'll be angry?" asked the man.
"Ka..kakkak will love them.." answered her softly who kept crying.
"Sister also love you Celine, brother does not know because you never said, if you say the same brother, sister also will not tell you to take care of them if you can not."
"You know, right? Brother can not be full day with you, and brother also can not guess what your heart is. If you need something or want something, you can just tell your sister." she told the girl.
In addition to having to look after his sons he also has other responsibilities, namely the fulfillment of his family materials, namely, having 4 children of course he also has to think about the cost of living and accommodation that will come out later. Not to mention the cost of living his girl who can be fairly wasteful, and he also stands alone without the help of the father.
Not only that, though, now a dark organization is starting to target him because he wants his ability to hack anything and he also has to avoid it for some time but can not say it because he is afraid to make the girl panicked.
Therefore, he immediately wants to build his own strength so that no one can target him again, playing something dangerous may not be a little interested but he does not want his brief bag of interest to take the people he wants to protect.
Of course her with all the burden that was on her shoulders that in recent times made her think hard and not so sensitive with her surroundings unless the girl told her directly in order for him can understand.
"Sorry sister." the girl kept repeating the same sentence.
"How do you want now? Brother won't be mad at you, so tell me what you want now? Hm?" steve asked the girl while holding her hand.
"Ce..Celine won't take care of them again, can she?" her tanya softly barely made a sound and was just like a small mutter.
Steve only heard the end of the sentence said by his girl, he did not know exactly what the sentence was like but he could guess it.
"The line? Want how they are our children, if you can't take care of them and maybe you don't want to take care of them, it's okay to hire a nanny for them. But you don't do this anymore either." he said softly to the girl.
Well the beginning wanted to scold but seeing a small body that trembled because of crying and a frightened face made her unable to make the girl feel more afraid again.
"You wanna check? Hm?" ask the girl again.
"Are you following your sister, want Kaka to be angry with you?" ask the girl.
The girl immediately shook her head quickly with her eyes still glazed over.
"Ssttt, don't cry anymore, brother also does not eat you" he said while wiping the tears of his girl.
Want him to take it anywhere else if not to see a psychiatrist for counseling because of the attitude of his girl who almost killed his four sons at once accidentally.
...
3 Days later.
The four tiny babies are still in the care of the doctor and also the mother who has several times undergoing counseling therapy.
"Like his wife you experience Baby blues syndrome because of just giving birth, and after what I observed for a few days as it is now gradual to a further and called PPD or known as Postpartum Depression (PPD), just like Baby blues syndrome but PPD has a stronger feeling" explained the doctor.
"But why did he get to be like that?" Steve does not understand, he has tried to pay attention to his girl as best as possible although he could also be lacking in it in recent times.
"Many reasons could be the reason, one of them is because your wife is just the first time to become a mother and after some therapy that is lived like her your wife is also not ready to become a mother."
"It doesn't mean she can't be a good mother later, but from some observations I see your wife still doesn't have a more mature mindset" explained the doctor.
Steve was still silent and listening to her, the woman began to explain what she had to do and also what would make the motherly sense of the girl to grow.
"Well, I'll try to do it" he told the doctor.
...
The beautiful girl was speechless looking at her four wriggling babies staring at her.
"Celine?" call Steve who's approaching the girl.
"Why? You see them continue? They're funny, right?" steve asked as he hugged the girl from behind.
"Sister? If they don't exist from the beginning I can go play, right? Same brother, do not have to take care of them." said his lirih.
"Now can you play with sister, Celine? You want to play, you want to go to college, you can..."
"They're not your barrier, and you can still be happy even if they exist, not because they now have a brother who doesn't love you anymore..." she said softly while continuing to hug her girl tightly from behind.
"I'm sorry, my sister is not paying attention to you." whispered again in the ears of the brother.
The girl silently said nothing, she looked at the sister's face looking straight at her.
"Celine wants to go out with her sister, wants to eat at the cafe, wants to shop, wants to play as well." she said while hugging the man who needed more attention from her brother.
"Yes, after you get home from work?" ask her while returning her girl's embrace.
"Aren't you home early today?" ask the girl while looking at her sister.
The man smiled faintly, he rubbed the adorable beautiful face, "Yes, big brother came home quickly well." he said to the girl.
Celine smiled, her steps moving in the other direction leaving her brother and her four babies.
The man did not say anything, although he had not returned completely but not as bad as before when the girl's facial rays began to disappear.
He stared at the four babies squirming in the basket, "Two days we go home, Daddy's kids are going home too, right?" ask her while playing with her four tiny babies.
Tests...
His eyes frowned, staring at the viscous red liquid that fell over the body of his tiny baby.
"Blood?" his murmur was soft but he saw more and more droplets.
"Sial.." his curse was smirten when he realized the red liquid droplets were coming from his nose.
Some time ago, he even only sleeps a few hours a day to complete his pending work and also piles up not to mention having to pay attention to his girl who is currently exposed to problems in his psychological as well as his babies who are seeking treatment.
"Sister? Which outfit will Celine wear?" ask the girl who came back with two pink and white dresses.
"What you wear is beautiful" replied Steve smiling as he covered his nose and mouth with his hands.
