Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

Wedding day (My happiness?)

Zinchanko Mansion.

"Why are you there? Then the bodyguards I gave you why aren't they there?" ask Richard about the girl sitting down.

"So.." his murmur withered.

"Talk clearly, don't mumble like that" Richard told the beautiful girl.

"Sean ti-it's okay, right?" ask her timidly.

"He'll be fine if you don't kick out the bodyguard I gave you!" said the man was upset.

He knew there would be a lot of people after the girl when the news of her wedding spread.

Therefore he had prepared a bodyguard to guard his girl, but when the girl had trouble even all the bodyguards he gave were lost somewhere.

"I asked them to leave when the meeting was over, I didn't know it was going to be like this." replied her softly as she lowered her head.

"They're not the ones who'd just leave if you told them to, are you running away, right?" asked the man.

"Sorry.." said Ainsley.

"God! You're what the hell? It's so hard to manage you! You can't just obey?!" said the man in a high tone to make Ainsley flinch.

Richard was almost frustrated to face the stubbornness of the girl, he knew humans were beings who had their own thoughts so they always wanted freedom.

But when the girl is already bound to her then freedom will only kill the weak beautiful creature.

"I won't do it again, I just feel uncomfortable." said Ainsley.

"Two more weeks we're getting married, so take good care of yourself, not more precisely you're here until the wedding day don't step out the door!" richard said as he left the girl sitting on the edge of the bed.

Ainsley let out his breath softly, he had indeed escaped from the bodyguard given because it was uncomfortable, but he did not expect there would be such a thing coming at him.

...

Three days later.

Richard was initially angry but he could not dissolve in his anger, if he saw the face of the girl who smiled accidentally his heart would again melt.

The face that looks shining while holding his son who is laughing with an adorable voice.

He seemed to have everything, the part of him that always felt empty and lost now seemed to be complete.

"Laughter is Mommy's child" said Ainsley smiling as she kissed her baby's round cheek.

Richard did not bother or approach, he just watched from the balcony watching the girl carrying and playing with her son in the park.

"Right, they're still very fragile and weak." he murmured in a breath.

He is strong enough to protect himself and because his strength is what makes no one who can hurt him.

But when he already has one weakness that can make him hurt, of course, all the blades will be fixed on his weakness.

Something that can't protect itself and when something is hurt it will also feel its pain.

He did hate the girl's ex-lover, but all the words said by the man were the truth.

"Did I cut off his legs and hands when I got married? That way he's not gonna get out of here, is he?" his murmured when he saw the body of the girl who was carrying her son just wayang.

The deg!

However he gasped at the sight of a bright laugh as the girl played with their son.

"But would he smile like that again if I cut off his legs and hands?" his words were softly that continued to pay attention to the smiling face.

....

"Who do you want to call?" the voice instantly made Ainsley flinch and reflexively hid his phone.

"Bu-no one." replied the girl softly.

But Richard took the girl's cell phone and saw a number that was familiar to him, although he hated it but he knew who would be on the girl's phone.

Prangs!

"You dare call her at my house?!" she asked with an angry look after slamming the girl's phone.

"No, I just want to know the condition, not like that." said Ainsley shriveled with fear.

"Just the same! What the hell did he give you?! I can give you more!" richard was upset that the girl could not escape the shadow of her past.

Ainsley was silent, he could not answer her he just lowered his head not daring to stare at the face of the man in front of him.

Richard smiled obliquely, he remembers being a lecturer while on campus the girl once saw a body that had blue stripes behind her clothes.

"Former lash I've seen on your body, it's him who made it, right?" guess it instantly made Ainsley look up.

"Why surprised? You like that on her? Or do you want me to do it too? You like a guy like that?" richard asked with an annoyed smile that was gritting his teeth.

"No, I don't like it." replied Ainsley immediately.

"Then? What's the reason you like him better? After I remember I never whipped you, even though I hit you too" Richard said in frustration.

"I know.." The only two words that came out of the girl's lips further infuriated Richard.

"Is that all you can say?! I really don't understand you?!" his words were really made dizzy by the girl.

"But if there's no him, I won't meet you" Ainsley replied.

Richard frowned looking at her, while the girl still lowered her head and linked her fingers.

"Richard knows not? What was I like? I can't breathe, there's no room for me." she said softly.

"What do you really want to say?" asked the man to sit down.

"Our relationship is not healthy first, I realize but I also need him" he replied softly.

"Then it's the same as your relationship as your parents? You can't use your wits?!" asked the man.

"Yes?" Ainsley smiled hearing her, he shook his head slowly, "Not the same, maybe very different."

Richard never thought about the girl.

"I'm alone, I don't have a backrest, I'm afraid and keep hoping that every day, you're comforting her with my parents?" ainsley asked.

"He and my parents are different! He's the one who's there when I need him! When I was in the worst position! You won't know, I'm not as strong as you" said the girl who couldn't accept the man in front of her likening her ex-lover to her parents.

Perhaps their relationship used to be completely toxic however, as she fell the man who caught her, as she felt no one would be able to dote on her the man gave her love.

Although not all the love given to her makes her feel happy and maybe the love also hurt her but she can know what it feels like to be loved by someone.

It felt like he had the affection he had always hoped for, a warm feeling that spread throughout his body as he cried and then calmed down.

"If I met you first would it still be the same? Would you like to be with me if you saw my worst time?" ask the girl to smile.

"When I was almost crazy first, you came? Oh yeah I remember, you came to the hospital and just kissed me, right? I was almost crazy back then."

"And let's not forget, which almost drove me crazy at that time." said Ainsley again, "Are you there for me then?" keep her on the line again.

Richard was silent, he never existed when the girl was in desperate need of someone.

"Now I'll always be there, so stop thinking about it!" richard said to the girl who was about to cry.

"I don't want you to cry for another man anymore, this is the last one!" she said while wiping away the girl's tears.

Ainsley was silent for a moment, neither replying nor rejecting the hand that wiped his tears.

"You want Axel to be happy, right? If you want that, you should be able to accept me, what do you think she'll think if she finds out that her mother likes another man besides her father? He won't have a normal family or maybe he won't live like his other children." whispered the man.

Ainsley flinched, he forgot the main reason he went from the man he loved and entered into the arms of the handsome man now.

Just one!

His son who still can't even talk is the main reason, he wants to give happiness to his son so he got to the point now.

"I know, I'll try it.." she said.

....

The sound of stagnant water and droplets coming out of the bath almost put the girl to sleep.

The gentle sweep on his back made his alertness go down, the man peeked at the girl's shoulders occasionally.

A small and tiny body that rests on top of the body of the field that is behind it.

"Ainsley's? You sleeping?" the man asked as the girl leaning against the chest of his field did not move at all except occasionally sniffing the scent of his body.

Silent...

The girl simply rubbed her sleepy face, the warm water and the fresh aroma make her want to fall asleep and the man just keeps wiping his back gently certainly makes his interested eyes want to be closed.

"You can sleep when I'm like this?" richard felt something different.

His desire rose faster if he was with the girl, not to mention the touch of delicate skin that was directly attached to her and the scent of lavender and rose flowers that fused with the girl's body certainly made her increasingly difficult to restrain herself.

But he did nothing, the girl rarely fell asleep accidentally like this in his arms.

"Can't you love me?" he murmured when he saw the calm face that was closed.

"That way I can love you many times over again" he continued, wiping his delicate white back with his hands and occasionally wiping his water.

......................

Hotelis.

The luxury hotel is currently in the middle of a sacred event.

A fluffy white dress with a headdress that sits between the fine hair.

A bouquet of flowers in her tapered hands, her, he saw the father who was beside him carrying his towards the altar and the tail of his eyes were glancing towards his adoptive mother who was smiling at his sight.

Clarinda came to France on her adopted daughter's wedding day, sat down with Axel and was next to the girl's real mother.

Fanny only knew if she already had a grandchild but she could not hold her grandchild because Axel would cry when in the arms of people he considers foreign.

The man who would have an official status for her today had already waited first to see her come and say the pledge they would say along with her later.

Ainsley let out her slow breath, for some reason she was relieved when she did not meet her ex-lover.

Although Richard is inviting, but he himself hopes not to meet so that his heart does not waver, so that he can be calmer through his marriage.

I hope he will be happy too...

His mind wishes the man happiness and mine his happiness.

Richard grabbed the girl's clumsy hand, the sacred ceremony began to intertwine, the vows and promises that had been said in the hope that no one would deny her.

Richard was silent for a moment, the girl looked so beautiful in a white dress that wrapped her entire body.

"You are beautiful" whispered the man in the ear of the girl who is now officially his wife.

"Uncle's choice color?" ainsley asked in a whispering voice which again called with uncle to the man.

"Not Uncle but darling" whispered her in the girl's ear.

He slowly approached and grabbed the girl's lips to give her a wedding kiss.

Humph!

Ainsley's eyes made for a moment, he felt the man was not just kissing at the wedding but also mel*mat his lips.

But he did not push at all though surprised, because he knew this was his wedding day.

Richard let go of his, boisterous voice from the guests sounded in his ears as he kissed aggressively on his bride.

"Now, you're mine." whispered as the girl drew her nearly exhausted breath.

"I know.." answered Ainsley softly as the man's face was still very close.

Richard smiled and mel*mat lips girl in front of him again, he did not care with the boisterous voice that excitedly saw his behavior on his bride.

Ainsley did not refuse, he let the man do what he wanted, his hands squeezed the suit Richard was wearing.

I just need to like it, that's all...

For me...

For my son...

I also wish he could find someone again...

If I can't with her...

Please please...

Eliminate my likes...

I want to be happy too...