Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

Hypocritical

Calesta POVs.

I increasingly heard the sounds of moans and screams that made me goosebumps, the stairs that were getting darker towards the lower cabin but I also could not stop my steps.

The smell that felt stinging was clear, fishy and rancid, until my eyes saw it.

I wanted to prevent, call her and make that back turn around to look at me.

But no sound came out of my throat.

My body was shaking, I wanted to close my eyes but strangely I kept looking and not even blinking.

My head started to hurt, I started to hear strange sounds, sounds coming from me.

Just like my voice was pleading, the voices of men and women who said I should submit to them.

It hurts!

Not only my head, my body hurts too, it hurts so much that it feels better that I die right now.

I started closing my eyes, closing all those horrible scenes, but...

I saw something else behind my eyelids!

A round of movie-like memories unfolded behind the dark eyelids that I closed.

It came on so fast and built up a memory that I even wanted to forget so much.

Just stop!

So sick!

I can't stand it!

Words I can't get out and make me suffer more.

The people who knew me, spoke and looked at me all appeared like mushrooms whose bodies spread like viruses, strung together one by one and filled me.

And now that things are starting to get better, I was confused.

Who me?

Calesta's?

Ainsley's?

But I'm starting to understand, I'm me! I don't have to act to satisfy other people's lives.

Now I remember.

I remember all of them.

Everything that happened to me...

The calesta POV end.

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Richard saw the girl, he immediately turned the bow to the mainland so that it can be directly checked in a place that has better facilities.

After checking before her on the ship she still headed to the hospital and the doctor said something that made her quite surprised and happy.

"Pregnant?" ask him again.

"Right, you're her husband?" ask the doctor.

Richard smiled, "I'm his lover," she replied.

The doctor nodded and began to talk about the girl's health as well as her uterine health.

"How old is her womb?" ask Richard passionately.

"About two weeks sir, you can bring her after her infusion runs out, at this time she is just surprised, although previously had nosebleeds but no other problems" replied the doctor.

"But before he had enough nosebleeds, was there no problem at all?" asked Richard who was still covered in worry.

"From blood tests and MRIs there's no problem but it's best to get back in check 3 or 5 days later" she told Richard.

Richard nodded, looking after the girl and clasped her fingers tightly after the doctor left.

he was happy because the girl finally had the seeds that he planted but was still very angry when he remembered there was someone who wanted the girl's life.

......................

Zinchanko Mansion.

2 Days later.

The mastermind who tried to target the girl is not known but Liam has tried to find out and interpret if one of his master's enemies is the one who targeted the beautiful girl because of her last few days she was always with Richard

And the most important thing is because the girl is weak, all the enemies of the handsome man will certainly hunt for something that becomes Richard's weakness to revenge or defeat him.

"Destroy them, whoever is the suspect just kill them, this is a touching warning that must not be touched!" richard told Liam.

"Good, master!" the man replied obediently.

"Now have you called the doctor? Was it just a surprise to faint for two days?" ask her again when the girl never wakes up.

"Master!" cut off another waiter who knocked and told the handsome man.

"What's wrong?" asked Richard with his cold face.

"Miss is conscious!" his words and make Richard immediately go to his favorite girl.

...

The girl had not spoken at all since waking up, her gaze was blank, everything that happened to her then and now had returned to her small head.

Sadness, cheerfulness, innocence and tucking emotions magnify in one of his, Anger.

"You awake?" asked Richard while trying to stroke the girl's head.

Nah!

Calesta immediately brushed off the rough hand that was trying to touch her.

Richard frowned but he thought that this was because the girl saw her own murder.

"Don't feel sorry for him he tried to kill you" said Richard, as if there would be no problem.

"Not the one who wants to be killed is me, not you. So why are you angry?" calesta asked as she stared with a fearful and angry look.

The deg!

Richard was a little surprised, the way the girl spoke was very different from usual.

"I know you're angry but I have no regrets at all" he continued.

"Like that time I said, right? I want us to stop, and after that please don't bother me anymore!" said the girl while trying to get up.

Greb!

Richard's holding her back he doesn't want the girl to go, "Where are you going?"

"The color of our relationship is over I'd better get going! Don't bother me anymore!" rework Calesta again.

He who has remembered all of it somehow feels angry, angry and unhappy feeling that he feels like a stupid donkey who fell in the same hole.

Getting stuck with the same people.

"You can't leave! Even if you want to leave, you can't just end our relationship!" said the man while holding the small wrist tightly.

"Deliver! Goddamn bum! What do you want now? Hm? Because I saw you kill someone you're afraid of being exposed?!" ask Calesta with anger.

He was also disturbed because he accidentally saw the massacre that was carried out in the forest by the handsome man.

"Where do you learn such words from?" richard asked by displaying his smirk because he knew until now only this time he heard the word swearing coming out of the girl's mouth.

"Why? I can't curse?" ask Calesta again.

He didn't want to say he remembered everything, given what happened three years ago.

"Take off my hand" she continued, turning her eyes on her tightly-gripped wrist.

Richard did not flinch he still tightly gripped the girl's hand even though it began to make the white skin reddened.

Didn't he say he was gonna let me go?

The girl's inner self, the memories of Ainsley and Calesta fusing with the different attitudes between the two names, certainly gave her new emotions.

"You're pregnant" Richard told the girl.

Calesta's eyes were perfectly rounded to hear him, he did not expect that the new thing told him was real.

"No way! I always wear it"

The deg!

His speech is interrupted, if he can get pregnant even with a small possibility then there are only two reasons his first there is something wrong with his drug and the second he is related when unconscious.

And because he who never felt at all strange when waking up from sleep makes him realize that the problem is his KB drug even though only a temporary guess.

"My medicine! Uncle what's my medicine?!" he asked while looking at the man.

"Nothing, why did you accuse me?" richard lied to the beautiful girl.

"Richard!" calesta once again said, which this time she really did not like.

The man felt nothing but he was happy.

"You finally called my name without asking" she said, stroking her face with anger.

Plaque!

One powerful slap floated on the handsome man's cheeks.

Richard was surprised for a moment but he looked back to his full smirk.

"Purely! You're a complete hypocrite!" calesta said grimly.

The guy who used to play two roles on her and now makes her have something she doesn't want.