Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

You made her cry

After a few days of knowing everything that happened, the woman's health again declined.

Emotional turmoil that can make her experience interference with her new heart.

"Mommy?"

That adorable little voice called out to her softly, she looked at the mother who in these few days was just silent.

The woman's eyes turned to look towards her little son, her hands began to move slowly hugging the child.

"Axel still has Mommy, don't be sad, baby." said the woman to her son.

"Mommy nyuluh Axel is not sad, but Mommy sendili sad." he said to his mother.

Ainsley just silently listened to her son's remark, she let go of his embrace and stared at him.

"Mommy also has Axel, so Mommy is not sad dong.." said the woman smiled thinly.

Axel did not say anything, he remembered a smile similar to the one made by his father before leaving.

A forced smile is not a sincere or cheerful smile.

"Mommy don't smile that way" he said softly.

"Why? Axel wants Mommy sad?" ainsley asked his son while lifting the little body into his lap.

"Daddy used to smile like Axel, Daddy said dear Axel transparent promise to play balleng with Axel's sister."

"But Daddy was even lost, Daddy did not wake up again." said Axel sad and looked down not to look into his mother's eyes.

The deg!

The woman closed her mouth, she hugged her son and stroked the head with her fine hair gently.

"Mommy is Mommy is Axel, where can Mommy live as cute as Axel's son" he said while pinching his son's cheek.

He is still grieving, even the funeral has not been held because of his health condition, but in comparison all that he does not want to see his favorite son injured.

"But Mommy used to leave Axel with Daddy when uncle Sean," he replied.

Ainsley was silent for a moment, he did not know how many stories made by his husband but he also did not want to explain it.

He wanted the man to live as a good man in the eyes of his son.

"I'm sorry, Mommy won't stay in Axel anymore." she said as she hugged her little son.

Axel just kept silent not mapped anything, but his eyes began to look when he was in the arms of the mother.

"That means Axel doesn't have Daddy anymore, Mom?" ask her gently to her mother.

"Axel still has Mommy." said the woman as she continued to hug her son and kiss the top of his head.

"But Axel misses Daddy." replied the little boy as he wiped his own tears.

The silent atmosphere was then diverted after the sound of the door of the room was opened.

"Ainsley?" the man's baritone voice that had been almost half a century over called out the name of his daughter.

"If you want Papah can help you for a while in the processing of companies and universities until you recover enough," Michele told her daughter.

Ainsley silently said nothing, her gaze still blankly while stroking her son's hair.

"You have to survive, you want to protect her, right?" michele asked again while looking at her crying granddaughter.

"Sure, I can do it..."

"I have Axel." said she softly as she hugged her son tightly.

......................

5 Days later.

News of the man's death began to be published and carried out at the funeral.

He did not give a detailed reason why the man died but was only said to be an accident.

Some people who have a grudge certainly feel happy and the grieving is only a small part of the known man.

Because his enemies are more than his friends.

And the reason for the man's death can be published because he still holds several companies and various other places.

One of the men who had a great influence in the country.

...

Sation Company's.

Secretary Jhon who saw the news immediately took him to his President.

"Do you know this?" ask Secretary Jhon while giving his iPad to the man.

The man's eyes were round, as if it was impossible for the man to die suddenly whereas he remembered a while ago still meeting.

"Accident? Why suddenly?" his murmur frowned.

Unlike her who was thinking about something, her secretary even with a smile liked the news of death.

"Nobody bothers you anymore!" his words are relieved.

Secretary Jhon saw a face that did not seem happy or relieved when he heard the news that he thought could make his superiors happy.

"Aren't you glad he's gone?" ask her curious.

Sean was silent for a moment compared to the pleasure he felt more anxious and worried

"That's it, but I'm not happy to hear it,"

"Ainsley's? Is she okay? And Axel?" ask the man again.

"You're still thinking about Miss Ainsley?" ask secretary Jhon wince.

"Is he okay?" his murmuring while throwing his breath slowly.

"Anything isn't good if you approach them?" ask Secretary Jhon to the man.

Sean was silent and looked at the man in front of him, "What do you think he is?" he looked at the man.

He did want to have the woman back, when he heard that the man was torturing the woman he loved.

Even so he also knows if six years is not a short time for a person, some of the memories that are formed of course will continue to accompany the woman because she separated in death.

And he when he knew the nature of the woman who until now still fills his heart.

"I did hate him, but I didn't want to see him die" Sean told the man.

"Why? You're not mad at her? Does he want to kill you?" ask Secretary Jhon to the man.

"I'm angry, I also sometimes have time to kill him but now I don't want him to die for real" Sean replied to his secretary.

"Why?" ask secretary Jhon wince.

"The color I think what I'm doing will be in vain" the man replied softly.

It takes great intention to let go of his ex-lover, his, and even if at the wedding he did not know what it would be like but he clearly knew the woman was not something made of armor to not waver at all.

And if the man dies then it will inflict suffering for the woman he loves as well as a little child who takes his attention slowly.

He does not understand how to make others happy, but he knows where the boundaries of happy standrt others.

Ainsley's happiness is Axel and Axel's part is both his parents, if one of them is lost it will give the scales are not appropriate.

Seeing the reaction of his secretary who was confused the man also sighed and told him to come out.

"You can continue your work" he told his secretary.

"Are you going to be at his funeral?" ask Secretary Jhon before leaving.

"I think if I come he will want to rise again" said the man softly.

Secretary Jhon also began to move out of leaving the man.

...

Black clothes, an atmosphere that felt a bluish mist and a woman who held a white rose along with a carnation flower beside her.

"I remember you saying white doesn't suit you, right? So I brought the others as well" she said as she placed the two flower stalks that were blooming beautifully.

The woman's eyes stared in all directions, looking at the few who came to her husband's funeral.

Not many who come, only a few business Chanel who participate because still want to look good on the next successor, namely himself.

But he realized that no one was really grieving, an expression that seemed to say that they no longer needed to dirty their hands to kill the person they wanted to get rid of.

The little hand that was holding her dress, stared at her with a round green iris.

"Daddy isn't there Mom?" ask Axel who keeps repeating the same question.

"Daddy is still there, he's the same as us but we can't play with Daddy anymore" he said smiling faintly at his son.

"Axel already miss Daddy, if only Axel did not ask Daddy's sister maybe Daddy will not pick up Axel's sister Mom? Daddy doesn't need to stay with us either." he said grudgingly to the mother.

Ainsley couldn't say anything, he just stroked his son's hair.

As time passed, several people came to meet the man's funeral with flowers brought in as a sign of condolence.

"Ainsley's? Yuk yuk home, son? Poor Axel," Clarinda told her adopted daughter after she heard Fanny ask her to persuade her to come home.

"Ainsley was here once Mah" the woman replied to her mother.

"Axel is waiting to go home with you, son," Clarinda told the woman.

"Bring Axel home first Mah, Ainsley asked for help" he told his mother.

"You can't be tired either, son, mind your health too. If you're sick for nothing, he'll give you his life" Clarinda told the woman.

"Mah, in a moment,"

"Ainsley please.." said his heart to the mother.

Clarinda took her breath with her heavy hearing, she punched her daughter on the shoulder and left her so that the woman could have time for herself.

Silent...

There was no fear or discomfort, the woman's eyes only looked towards the man's resting place.

"Maybe there will be someone who gives you more love,"

"I never imagined we'd end up like this..."

"Although I can't love you to the fullest, I love you."

"Goodbye my husband, I hope you can rest in peace and thank you for the life you gave."

said the woman while wiping her tears, she moved from her place and began to leave the man's place.

Ainsley started to move, late at night. The wind was cold as well as the clouds were misty like his mood.

The silent atmosphere was after no one began to give the sound of footsteps heard.

The man placed a white gladiolus flower on top of the funeral he had just performed.

"I hate you, but why do you have to die? They are sad because of you" he said shortly after giving the flowers he brought.

"I won't say hopefully you can rest in peace nor do I come to your condolences,"

"I'm not sad nor am I happy to hear it but why am I coming?"

Sean sighed softly, he did not know why he still came to the funeral of someone who might be like his enemy.

He was restless and worried about the woman he still kept in his heart but he also did not meet the woman at all and only saw her from afar.

...

The bench was long, with a light lamp in the middle of the night that began to give her clear water, the sound of sobbing sounding soft.

The woman could not return at all, her steps were heavy when she wanted to return to her mansion.

Make her legs stop and sit on a bench that is around the park.

The sadness that made him not even realize the rain that fell rapidly around him.

None of her clothes were wet, a sadness that was able to make her forget her surroundings.

You really made her cry...

A black suit drenched in rain, hair and face drenched and a hand holding a large black umbrella covered the tiny body from the droplets and the cold water from the sky.