Never Gone (Health and Obsession)
He's not being....
dr. Canly looked at the girl in front of him who looked so agitated and scared, Ainsley kept her head down and linked her fingers to each other.
"Ainsley's? Relax." said dr. Canly opened his voice but was ignored by the girl.
"A.I'm in the chain...
I'm a good boy.." he murmured softly in an almost inaudible voice.
"Yes...
Ainsley's a good boy...
It's okay." said dr. Canly calmed the girl down while grabbing her hand.
"Not...
I'm not a good boy...
I'm naughty.." said his agitated.
dr. Canly can only calm her down, he deeply understands the girl's risky condition, and, although not getting rough treatment, but by locking his legs and chaining him like an animal makes the girl's mind trapped and makes her depressed.
The glasses middle-aged woman no longer knows how to calm the girl who is currently very risky.
...
The consultation that was carried out today did not go so smoothly, Ainsley just silently did not answer and continued to mutter while looking at the chain that snared his legs.
"It's better to just let go, he began to hallucinate again, it's not good for him," said dr. Canly looked at the flat-faced man in front of her.
"No, he'll run away if I let go! I don't want him to leave!" sean replied firmly while leaving dr. Canly and enter Ainsley's room.
...
The beautiful girl was just silent unmoved, her expression blankly did not show she was staring anywhere even though her eyes were open.
"Ainsley?" call a man who makes the girl turn to the source of the voice.
"Eat already?" sean asked as he stood on his knees and held the girl's hand.
Ainsley just quietly did not answer, his eyes displayed a look of sadness, and almost cried.
He is no longer in the law or hit but by locking and chaining his legs is also not a good action because it makes him depressed again.
"Seans...
I promise not to be naughty anymore." she said softly looking at the man in front of her.
He even seemed to forget the reason he was in brackets and in chains. Canly has confirmed that the girl's threshold personality disorder is getting worse and making her hallucinate again.
Ainsley recalled her unhealthy relationship as before.
"Ainsley's a good boy...
Not naughty." said Sean gently as he clasped the girl's hand.
"But why are my legs in chains?" her question was softened with a trembling voice.
"Outside danger, you're safe only here" Sean said.
Ask him to let you go, and then I'll help you get out...
A voice rang out in the girl's ear, the same whisper as she again hallucinated due to her mental disorder that had deteriorated again.
"I'm here, Sean...
The chain! Just the chain alone." said the girl persuaded the man in front of her.
"Chain?" sean asked the girl.
In his mind the man wanted to open a chain that shackled his girl's legs, yet he was afraid that the girl was trying to escape.
"I can't go anywhere...
You shut me up." said Ainsley again looking into the man's eyes.
Sean thinks again, maybe his girl will improve if he opens the chain and stay tightened guard in Ainsley's room.
......................
Zinchanko Mansion.
Two weeks passed, the situation began to calm even though it still did not return to normal as before.
"Why is there no news of him?" murmured Richard who began to realize that there was no news from Ainsley.
The girl was like lost in the swallow of the earth no news of anything that came to her, whether college or other small things.
"Miss Ainsley hasn't been to college in the last few weeks" Liam said after Richard ordered him to find out.
"He's a pain permit," Liam replied according to the information he got.
Richard nodded and hinted for the man to come out of his room.
His face looked up at the ceiling of the room where he was, he heaved a heavy sigh.
The girl's voice, face, scent, and body mingled in her memories making her long for the girl who made her can make her opium and drunk at the same time.
"The scent that was left behind is still here." she said softly as she pulled the drawer and looked at the handkerchief that she last used to wipe the girl's liquid while in the empty space of universitas.
"Damn! Why did I get to like this." his decak was upset when he felt he was already running more and more uncharacteristic.
The man started to get up and walked closer towards the window, and stared outside.
"He's...
I have to get her." murmured her with dusty eyes.
He never wanted to have something, whether it was a passionate feeling in a toy or a feeling that overflows and makes his heart feel tickled when he likes someone.
......................
Sean Mansion.
"Now is it? You happy?" sean asked as he removed the chain at the girl's feet.
Ainsley nodded his gaze at his free leg with sparkling eyes, then smiled towards the man who was still kneeling in front of him for letting go of his leg.
Sean got up and stood in front of the beautiful girl, then a second later he almost staggered but quickly set his body balance.
Ainsley who immediately scattered her embrace and looked at her man while looking up at the man's face.
Sean smiled and stroked the face that was giving a happy look to make his heart warm.
....
3 Days later.
The padded bed and the burly hands she had made in place of the pillow on the girl's head, the thick blanket and the warm embrace she was currently holding.
"Sean.." call Ainsley down from behind the crib that made her face sink.
"Hm? Why?" sean replied as he lowered his face to see the girl he was hugging.
"What I met yesterday wasn't Sean's birth mother?" ainsley asked without looking at the man's face and still drowned his face into Sean's field chest.
Sean was silent for a moment and took a heavy breath before he replied, "Yes, he's not. Mother, she's a good woman..."
"Where is he now?" ask Ainsley again.
"No one, he's dead" replied the man.
"Sorry.." said Ainsley.
"You don't like me because I'm a bastard?" sean asked again as he felt the girl was offending about her biological mother.
"It's not so," Ainsley replied softly, "I'd just like to know about Sean..."
Sean was silent and again stroked the girl's hair gently.
"Why did he die?" ask Ainsley again.
Sean was unable to answer the girl's question again, he took a breath and answered Ainsley's question, "I believe he didn't kill himself, that's why I also want to know why he died."
"Killed yourself?" ainsley asked softly and wildly about the frightened eyes on the man's face as he had hurt himself started to spin.
"In what way?" ask Ainsley again.
Sean scrunched his forehead staring back at the girl, Ainsley's attitude turned unpredictable, sometimes laughing loosely and sometimes very irritable or crying.
And this time the girl asked an unusual question.
"Hanging yourself" said Sean, who answered the girl's question.
Ainsley nodded slowly and re-hugged the man, the tip of her lips raised slightly no one knew what was on her small head at the moment.
......................
Meanwhile.
dr. Canly looks back at the results of his consultation and therapy, the last few days when Sean had already opened the chain at the girl's feet Ainsley began to change.
And the girl looked so fine that she made dr. Canly was worried. Drastic mood changes due to BPD and can not be denied if the girl is not experiencing hallucinations but did not say it.
"He's not.." murmured dr. Canly took off the glasses he was wearing.
