Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

Daddy does not exist

Ainsley shut up hearing her son's inexhaustible remarks telling her about his sister.

"Axel's? Which sister is it? Mommy's child is just Axel son.." said Ainsley peda son who is now increasingly unable to bear when he heard his son say about his sister.

It is not wrong if he thinks that his husband has another child from another woman and that is what makes the reason why the man never came to him at all when he realized even though it was past few days.

"No, ask Uncle Liam" Axel replied innocently and went to call the man.

Ainsley was silent for a moment to hear her, she let her little son go out and called her husband's subordinate.

"Uncle? Daddy's picking up a sister, right?" ask the man.

"Axel's? Yes, here with Mommy," said Ainsley calling his son.

Liam still didn't say anything, after the conversation a few days ago with the woman in front of him he never spoke again.

"Axel's? Uncle wants to talk to Mommy Axel first, Axel bought milk with brother nanny first yeah?" liam asked the little man.

"Axel can't follow?" axel asked innocently.

"If Axel comes along who buys milk for Mommy Axel? Kan Axel knows Mommy's favorite" Liam told Axel.

Axel thought for a moment and began to move from his seat, then went to buy what was said by the man.

Ainsley knew that if the man in front of her wanted to talk to her, she looked at the man who still could not say anything.

"There's something I want to tell you" she said in a heavy voice to the woman.

Ainsley still silently gave no response and just stared at the man.

Liam went, the woman frowned because she had clearly heard if there was anything to say but the man in front of her left instead?

But soon Liam came to provide a map containing the woman's health data, heart transplant procedures and messages left by her husband.

"This what?" ainsley asked.

"There is a picture of your womb that is approximately one week old" Liam replied to the woman.

The deg!

Ainsley gasped at her hearing. He didn't even know anything but the man in front of him said something about his womb.

"What connection?" ainsley asked in surprise and quickly opened the map.

Liam can tell her now that the woman's health is starting to improve and there's no way he's been telling her about the man's death for too long.

Because the message left Richard before the operation is if the operation is successful then he wants to hold his funeral along with his wife and son, he said, like ascertaining whether the woman is completely aware or not.

And if the operation fails then want to do a funeral together as well as cremation simultaneously and adjacent to the woman he loves.

"I'm pregnant?" muttered Ainsley was surprised to see her.

"La-then my son?" he asked while looking at the man.

Liam didn't say anything but his silence made him know something.

Clear circles fell from the tip of the woman's eyes, she could not believe if she lost a child that she did not even know at all.

"She's the sister Axel always mentions" Liam said, taking a breath for a moment.

The quivering iris looked back at the man she still did not understand anything and was still trying to digest her situation.

His hands also re-opened the contents of the map one by one until he reached where he saw something in his.

Documents that contain about any of his heart health procedures.

The deg!

His eyes were again rounded to see his, green iris was enlarged when he saw the name of the donor he got.

He knew if he underwent a transplant procedure because of dr. Terry said all but who gave his heart.

"Why is there a name?" she asked in a trembling and trusting voice.

Liam did not say anything but he gave the iPad in his hand containing videos made before the operation in the past, he just lowered his head and slowly went out letting the woman herself for her time and self first.

Ainsley continued to open all the documents given to her, her hands shaking. The colorless circle kept falling from his eyes wetting his cheeks.

"It's fake, right? He would not do something like this." murmured the woman like telling herself that the thing she was experiencing right now was not the reality.

His eyes were turned back to the iPad brought by the man.

He opened it and found a video right when the screen was live.

The face he recognized was right on the main screen of the video, his little fingers started clicking on it and looking at it.

The beginning of the video starts from a man who looks awkward in front of the camera and laughs stiffly and then sits down after he feels no longer stiff.

🌼🌼

"It's so weird when I make my own videos like this" she laughed awkwardly.

"But if you've seen it, it means I'm gone,"

"Then have you met Axel? He's been asking about you all day,"

"Sorry..."

"Like her I never told you,"

"I don't know what to say as our farewell, but if I knew we'd be separated like this..."

"I won't be cold with you,"

"Now if I think again I regret it..."

"We lost our second child, but I promised to give Axel another sister" said the man chuckling.

"I love you,"

"I used to say it a lot, but I wanted to tell you again,"

"And I want to ask, why did you say you loved me after it was gone? You're punishing me?"

"If it's punishment, you'll succeed."

"I can't live without you,"

"I also said I wouldn't let you die before me, at least now you know?"

"Now you're free,"

"I'm going to let you go, though maybe I have no choice but to let you go?"

"Whatever it is, do as you please. I can no longer prevent or restrain you..."

"But if I could I'd like you to remember me,"

"At least once a month? Or once every two months?"

"Don't forget me..."

"Even if you live with another man, don't forget me..."

"If you can't remember being the man you love at least can remember me as the father of your first child right?"

"The color we have Axel..."

"I love you, love Axel too..."

"I don't know saying goodbye..."

"But I hope if there's life in another world again, I don't know where and when it is."

"I want to find you again and love you again..."

"Goodbye..."

"My Love,"

"My Life,"

"And My everything,"

🌼🌼

The screen went black and returned to the initial playlist when the video ended.

Ainsley was still speechless, her tears shedding unable to hold on to her eyelids.

Although he really wanted the man to let go but not in this way.

He immediately moved from his place, but the legs that could not move perfectly were immediately dropped.

Bruk!

"Are you okay?" ask Ainsley.

"Where is he? He still exists, right? Take me to see him" said the woman, grabbing the man's hand in front of her.

"Mommy? Mommy!"

Said Axel who was surprised to see the mother fell even though his uncle was also there, his small hands immediately gave a drink that he brought with the nanny.

"Mommy? Mommy why did it fall?" ask Axel who is approaching.

"Mommy cry? Mommy why cry?" her question again saw the eyes of the mother were swollen.

"Where's richard? Answer!" Ainsley who no longer listened to her son's questions and demanded answers to her husband's subordinates.

"Daddy's back?" axel asked with his innocent face that did not understand anything.

"I'll bring it, sir hasn't done it yet." said the man who couldn't continue his sentence.

He did not want to say the word 'Cemetery' in front of his master's little son.

"We're going to see Daddy?" axel asked slowly smiling.

"Mommy? Daddy is back! Mommy why cry?" ask innocently to the mother.

The man began to lift the woman's body into his wheelchair and bring her to meet her master.

"Ainsley's? Why cry son?" asked Clarinda who had just come but saw her adopted daughter wanted to get out.

Ainsley did not answer anything, his eyes were puffy and his gaze still looked surprised.

Liam gave the woman an eye code, Clarinda knew what he meant, he followed from behind while Axel was smiling brightly because his longing for his father was soon lost asking to be carried by his grandmother.

Clarinda took her, until she reached a room that had a very cold temperature, of course it was done so as not to make the body rotten or damaged and make it still look the same as when just died.

"Daddy why don't you?" axel asked the grandmother.

His round eyes saw the father sleeping on the patient's bed.

"It's cold" she said, hugging her grandmother once more.

Ainsley flinched as he approached and grabbed the man, his face and seedling appearing to start turning blue.

The burly body and the once strong one was now not moving at all.

He was so shocked, his gaze and expression were blank, not a single tear came out of him.

"Wake up, don't joke around like I did." said the woman in a trembling voice looking at the man and touching his cold body.

The deg!

He saw the same surgery marks on the man's chest when he touched it.

But he still thinks that this is not real, he wants to separate.

But it was not this kind of farewell that he wanted.

Axel also went down from the sling of the grandmother, his eyes looked around the father who did not bring his sister.

"Daddy? Where's Axel's sister? Don't miss it, wake up Dad.." said to the father who approached.

Her tiny hands touched the cold body of the man which made her instantly shocked.

"Daddy's hands are so cold, Grandma's riding her AC."

"Daddy is cold" Axel said to the grandmother who began to shed tears at his innocent attitude.

"Mommy? Why is Mommy silent? Wake up Daddy Mom.." said Axel when he saw the mother who was like very surprised to be involved in a daze.

"Grandma nih right Axel said his AC ride, kasian Daddy cold her.." said Axel again who continued to fill the conversation when he felt the grandmother had not raised the temperature.

And the father's body kept cold.

Her tiny hand clasped the father's hand, rubbing it back to feel just like she remembered.

"Daddy's cold, huh? That's why sampe bilu-bilu is so bibilnya? Axel blanket yeah?" ask the father.

He went to look for something that he could use to cover his father.

There was nothing he could find except his little jacket that he was wearing at the time, he let go and gave it to his father.

It will not be able to cover the sturdy body all over but can still cover the hands that are so cold.

"Daddy, is it all cold? Kelual yuk? Play the same Axel will definitely not be cold again,"

"Axel's sister where's Dad? Daddy didn't pick up Axel's phone, Axel sprained!" his words snorted at the father.

"Daddy?"

"Mom's? Why didn't Daddy wake up? Daddy sick? If it hurts, why isn't there Daddy's noise?" axel asked the mother who was still silent.

He knew if someone was sick it would be like his mother surrounded by many tools but the father was not there at all.

Ainsley was still silent hearing her it was shocked and could not accept her reality yet.

"Daddy? Wake up dong Dad..."

"Daddy won't wake up because it's cold?" ask the father.

He continued to rub the back of his father's hand, and rolled up with his little jacket.

Ainsley could no longer bear to see the attitude of his innocent son who did not know anything, inexplicably he was injured to see it.

He grabbed the little body of his son and hugged him tightly.

"Daddy has no son." he said with a trembling voice and crying that began to break when he hugged his son.

"Daddy is still there, it's Daddy in front of us." Axel replied plainly and did not understand.

He let go of his mother's embrace and saw tears in her eyes.

"Mommy why cry? Don't cry Mom..."

"Later Axel was sad," he said to his mother while wiping away the woman's tears with his tiny hands.

"Daddy is no dear, Daddy is gone." he said to his son while dropping his clear circle.

"There it is, it's Daddy" she told her mother.

"We just wake up Daddy," he continued.

Ainsley shook her head as she hugged her son tightly, her cries breaking and shedding.

Although this was not the marriage he wanted first, but still the man was the husband who was with him for almost 6 years.

The father of his beloved son, and all the memories that had been formed were of course in his memory.

"Daddy won't wake up again, son..."

"Daddy isn't here, Daddy's gone." said Ainsley, crying to his son.

Little children who do not know anything, sad situation when seeing the tears of the mother certainly makes her also feel the same emotional as given by her mother.

Hearing the words of the father will not wake up again makes him afraid, he certainly does not want to want it.

"Why? Kalna Daddy's cold? Kalna Axel naughty? Why doesn't Daddy wake up?" her asked with a trembling voice and began to cry when in the arms of the mother who kept dropping her clear circle.

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Hay👋👋👋

This is it according to the title well "Never gone" and some say this is still semi reincarnation, Yap right!

Well so in this life they will not be together but make Richard's ship do not be sad because later there will be a spin off when this story is finished.

And the main character is Richard well from the beginning, but why othor for there are two male actors who get the same portion, it makes the reader can choose which one is preferred, which is better, so othor want to make do not have to be the main male lead who is liked.

And othor does like to make a tragedy genre story love yah😘😘

For those who read the first story othor, sebum othor want to make this the end for the first nopel othor first. But because the othor wants to make this fit near the end or middle of the story othor just find out about the transplant even after on campus he held the practice of matching blood transfusion.

Well from there the new othor thought, is the blood just what is the long process of the heart? And after the othor saw it turns out that many are different and can not change from the beginning again.

So in this second nopel the ending othor specify gini and instead better match the title.

Oh yes if anyone wants Richard's life again his story is not semi-reincarnation but so semi-horror dong wkwk

Yaudah ship Richard wait special eps her well later😘😘😘

Welcome to Ramadan for those who celebrate.

Greetings from othor💕💕💕