Never Gone (Health and Obsession)
Summer dreams
Ainsley agrees to Sean's request to date her once again before their relationship actually ends.
After that day Ainsley returned home to his apartment, he again had the life he wanted.
After his recovery and his second condition had improved, the specified day came.
The girl wears a light blue dress with a floral pattern inside her and styles her hair like her real hair that is curly.
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The man smiled seeing the tang girl running towards him while carrying her bag.
"Wanna go to the playground? Today there was a carnival" Sean said as he grabbed the small hand and held it.
Ainsley flinched and looked at the hand that was in the middle of being linked into that one then looked towards the man who was beside her.
"Why? We're going on a date today" said Sean, who seemed to understand what Ainsley had in mind.
Ainsley shook his head and took a breath and smiled, "It's been a long time."
Sean heard what the girl said, Yes! It feels like their relationship has not been like this for a long time after all the bad events in a row came to make a fragment that can not be glued again.
YOHA!!!
The echoing screams were mixed with the cries of other visitors riding the roller coaster as the plunge glided freely and turned around.
"really terrible...
Ja-jantung wants to come off." said Ainsley with an irregular voice and a footing that almost fell.
Sean catches the body of the girl who is still staggered when she just got off the adrenaline-inducing game.
The man laughed without looking at the girl in front of him, "Hair up to this."
Sean tidied his hair like exposed to the voltage of the electric current because of the wind that hit just now when they boarded the vehicle.
"Hungry already?" sean asked after tidying up his girl's hair.
"Not yet! But want to eat gulali and ice too!" ainsley answered unconsciously.
He behaves the same as when he was in a relationship, spoiled and so dependent on the man in front of him.
"So, we buy yah." said the man gently as he led the girl to the snack.
This kind of relationship is what they used to run before the fear of being owned by the man will be left even bigger.
Likes and feelings of love that do not know how to express it to make it wrong action for a long time.
"You too?" bargain Ainsley as he inserts the cloud-like sweet gulali into his mouth.
"No, just for you." rejected Sean while holding the girl's hair back like tying her up so as not to come into the mouth.
"Where are you going?" ainsley asked with her sparkling eyes looking at the man after his sweet food ran out.
"There's a place I'd like to go if you're cured, but you're gonna stay one night, you want to?" ask Sean carefully.
He had planned the place for a long time, but never had time because so many problems came.
Ainsley was silent for a moment and then began to nod his head, thinking it was okay to make sweet memories and erase the painful memories that had been engraved on his head.
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The girl saturates feeling the warmth of her sun and breathes fresh air.
"You like it?" sean asked as he watched the girl breathe fresh air in the place she was carrying.
"Hm, this is fun." replied Ainsley opened her eyes and smiled at the handsome man.
"Come on! Where are we going?" take Ainsley to Sean while pulling the man's hand and explore the place that has a beautiful view.
The man looked straight at the girl in front of him who was walking around the place that had such a beautiful view.
He did not know if he could or did not release the girl after he spent such a pleasant day and imprinted it on his memory.
"Sean?" call Ainsley as she feels that the man continues to stare at her deeply.
"Hm? You tired? I booked the room" Sean said as he approached Ainsley.
A place that is famous for its warm twilight sun and cool of course has several villas or rooms to complement the holiday visitors who come.
"Why do you keep seeing me? Is there something strange about me?" ainsley asked as she began to look into her own body.
"Beautiful," Sean replied with a smile on his face toward the girl.
"Hm?"
"You're beautiful, so I keep seeing you" Sean said once more as he looked at the girl with a confused look.
Sean smiled as he saw the girl's pupils dilate his hand moving gently stroking Ainsley's fine hair.
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"If it's like this so similar to a beautiful dream in the summer," said the girl smiling on the balcony of her room which directly faces the forest and the ravine that gives the impression of a soothing forest.
Grebe...
Ainsley flinched as she felt the hand that wrapped around her stomach and clasped her small body from behind.
"Hm...
Summer dream." replied Sean as he hugged the girl tightly.
Ainsley was silent for a moment, his hands were not so brushed off the hand that was hugging him.
"Sean," she called out softly in the cool, gentle air that hit her face, "Do you know why I'm sticking with you first?"
The man was aghast but he did not let go of his embrace at all and still clutched the little body, "Color do you need me?"
"No, I'm holding on because you feel warm. Touch, hug and even your smile makes me feel warm. I feel like I have a backrest, I don't feel alone." replied Ainsley softly.
Sean remained silent and did not answer at all. He listened to what the girl wanted to say.
"I'm afraid, I also feel inappropriate, and." she said disconnected.
"And what? Excuse me...
I just..." Sean was curious about the next sentence but also felt guilty at once.
"I never knew you, I was uncomfortable and hesitant." Ainsley continued and began to turn her body toward the man.
Sean lowered his gaze and looked at the clear iris who was looking at his nanar.
"What kind of man are you? The man who punishes me without mercy or the man who treats me gently? I don't know..."
"I feel like I know you but I don't know you at all, I doubt it." Ainsley said softly and lowered her gaze not looking at the man again.
"Do I still have a chance? I'll fix everything." said Sean, cupping the girl's cheek with one hand while the other still pulled Ainsley's waist to stay in his arms.
Ainsley shook his head slowly, before he hesitated at the man he was also hesitating at himself, he still has not forgotten all his memories when he used to have a relationship and sleep with Richard although he did not want to but still be in a relationship with Sean.
"I don't deserve it." replied the girl softly.
"Then me? I'm not a good man either, am I? I made a mistake too, right?" ask Sean again.
Ainsley looked back at the iris of the eye that was looking at her with a fixed and hopeful look.
"Later...
When we meet again, I hope we can say hello with a smile and I hope I can see who Sean really is. A gentle and understanding Sean or a cold and merciless Sean." replied Ainsley with a faint smile on her face.
His hands rose and stroked the man's burly jaw gently, Sean felt the touch of a delicate hand caressing him gently.
"Am I allowed to chase you again? If I've already determined someone like myself?" sean asked the girl.
"If there is such a time, it's okay if I'm being selfish, right?" ask the girl to smile.
He knows he still feels dirty but maybe there will be a day where he does not care as dirty as he is but still wants to be with a man who does not make him hesitate anymore.
Sean laughed and then gently looked at the girl's face, "I love you.." she said softly.
"I know.." replied the girl quietly while returning the gaze of the man in front of her.
Sean was hypnotized for a moment and stared at the girl's iris, he did not know where her start and what kind of push it was but...
Humphs...
Without a cue he linked his lips, Ainsley gasped for a moment but did not encourage the kiss that felt soft.
He slowly closed his eyes, he even began to forget how long he had not kissed like this with Sean.
The man who takes all his first moments, from starting a kiss to even his first experience.
The soft pangutans that begin to turn into fine lum*tans suck on each other, they suck on each other, the man unconsciously according to his body instinct raise the small body in his sling without releasing his kiss.
He carried the girl like carrying a big baby koala, whether the atmosphere is supportive or the demand of the body and heart that is in line Ainsley's hands embrace the sturdy shoulder when carrying her.
"Se-sean.." said her softly as she unconsciously was on the bed and felt amused around her neck.
"Can you?" sean asked while releasing his small suction on the curvature of the girl's neck.
Ainsley was silent for a moment while locking each other's eyes, "I'm afraid." - her great-granddaughter who still remembered her painful experience.
"Would you give me a chance to change the memory of the pain? Maybe this is our farewell.." said Sean unconsciously, clearly look sad compared to ***** in the eyes of the man.
Ainsley again kept silent for a moment and looked back at the man, "Do it gently.." she replied softly.
Sean smiled and went back to grinning at the girl's lips, "I've totally fallen for you." whispered the man gently in her girl's ear.
He began to kiss and touch gently, a kiss and a subtle suction that burned the girl's body.
The sweat started to fall, Ainsley involuntarily clawed at the man's arm, he felt no pain but another feeling that made his body go crazy.
A sense of heat that entered her and left inside her after a small scream and that equally came out from the lips of the two people.
Sean dropped himself next to Ainsley, who was seen starting to fade and closed his eyes because he felt tired.
The body and hair of the girl is wet with sweat, she wants not to be excessive but her body continues to be turbulent to make the girl's frail body reach the tide continuously.
He put away the wet hair boy on the girl's forehead, and stared at her nanar while Ainsley had already fallen asleep after he released all the warmth on the little body.
Can I really let you go?
I'm afraid of hurting you again, I hope you can come to me one day...
I will stay the same, because I believe I will still love you...
I just found out...
Loving someone is like gripping sand...
The stronger I hold the sand will be crushed and melted out of my hands, until the end there is nothing left...
Youre right...
It's like a good dream in the summer...
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Bonus on the night of the week wkwk😅
Full love greetings from othor😘😘5 ️
Ainsley Setya Belen
Justin Xavier Sean
