Never Gone (Health and Obsession)
Love or Need?
A sparkling eye while holding the charter he just got. Her pleasure increased to one when the day coincided with visiting the mother.
"Who's that uncle?" murmured when he saw the man who passed him and he knew that at the end of the road he was headed there was only the mother's house.
After arriving with a heart and a very happy feeling the boy immediately entered his house.
Degs...
His eyes were perfectly rounded, the floor in the magnificent house seemed to collapse making him immediately fall. The glass charter he held slipped out of his hands and instantly broke scattering as it touched the floor.
"Mom-mom?" his murmuring was with a very trembling voice.
The pale-blue body hung in front of her with droplets of blood flowing from the thin rope that finally made the woman's neck almost break off and the thick red liquid flowed to drip the floor.
The 9-year-old boy was silent for a moment, his eyes recorded every angle of the appearance of the mother's body who died tragically before his eyes.
His collapsed legs unable to resist the crumbling feeling in his heart he stared in disbelief at what he saw.
He was so surprised even more than the word surprised to make him unable to forget what he saw before his eyes until his lifetime.
Being very sensitive to words or visions related to "Suicide" even though he knows that the mother may not want to leave him but he still can't see the terrible things that he saw.
When the only sun in his life is now dim and lost in the darkness.
"Mamma! HUA!!!" her cries broke and immediately hugged the mother's legs that were still hanging.
The driver who drove him immediately entered and immediately closed the child's eyes so as not to see the terrible thing.
He also called someone to immediately take care of the corpse hanging in front of him.
"Moment...
Huhuhu.." the boy could not say anything but his sober cries and trembling body.
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Hospitals.
The man sat down with faint hearing while waiting for the results of his lover's health.
"This is the second time." murmured when he remembered if the girl had also done the same thing but not right in front of his eyes directly.
Should I take her to see a psychiatrist again? Why is he still going to kill himself?! That me...
The man's mind with a mind that continues in the opposite direction. He felt guilty for stopping the girl's psychiatric therapy just like that but he was afraid that if the girl had completely recovered then the love he used to receive would also be lost.
The only one who knows what the girl feels is herself.
The naive, innocent and incomprehensible attitude of Ainsley made her quickly read the situation of the beautiful girl quickly.
...
2 Hours later.
The girl is now in the hospital room with a bandage around her neck to cover her wound.
"I'm sorry...
I'm also late to take you to the hospital." murmured the man as he clasped the girl's hand.
Sean stared at the pale face in front of his who was peacefully asleep, occasionally he rubbed the girl's forehead.
He did not want something like this to happen again but if he made the girl follow a psychiatrist therapy and the girl fully recovered from her psychiatric stress then it is not impossible if she will be in leave behind.
He could restrain and force the girl to stay with him if it happened but the attention he was used to getting?
The girl's bright and warm smile that is always shown to her will soon disappear when her lover already knows the difference between good and bad things.
Including his possessive and obsessive attitude. Because the man is very sure if the feelings of the girl who is with him at this time are not "Love" but "Need" but because of the naive and innocent attitude of the adorable rabbit that makes her not understand her feelings properly.
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Flashback.
Grebe...
The girl flinched in her sleep and flipped her body instantly as she felt someone hug her.
"Sean?" call her softly when she sees her lover who suddenly comes to her apartment and hugs her.
"She said miss me, but why is your face so?" sean asked as he cupped his little girl's face.
"Sean is home? Direct here? Have you eaten yet?" asked Ainsley who immediately woke up.
Her boyfriend who was a few days ago was abroad is now back and even directly come to her apartment in the middle of the night when he just arrived.
"No, I smell? You wake up right away?" asked the man while sniffing his own body.
Ainsley shook her head and smiled at her lover she immediately scattered her embrace tightly, "Sean scented! I like!" say it sweetly.
"It seems like I'm the one who misses.." said the man softly as he returned his girl's embrace.
4 Days of not hugging the girl at all makes her completely unable to control herself.
"Want to take a shower?" asked the man after taking off his embrace.
Blushes...
The girl's face immediately flushed red with the invitation of her lover and only made the handsome man laugh with anxiety.
"Just take a shower...
"Sean!" said Ainsley who was embarrassed by the reddened face while the man continued to laugh.
...
The soothing aroma of soap and warm water made the bodies of the two people feel comfortable.
Occasionally the handsome man doused the white back with water in his hands to create a glint of soap that fell on the girl's soft skin.
"Ainsley?" call Sean while gently rubbing his girl's back.
"Hm?" ainsley replied briefly.
"If I'm cheating, aren't you angry?" ask Sean origin.
The girl flinched and instantly flipped her body staring at her lover's face.
"Sean doesn't like me anymore?" ask her softly with your eyes.
"I'm just asking, and I'm cu-" anyway"
"Don't go...
Don't stay with me, I...
Will be obedient, be a good boy." Cut the girl fast.
The man frowned at the reaction of his girl, should the girl be angry and told her that she should not be like that.
"If I don't like you anymore, will our relationship be boring? Aye right?" asked the man again, he had no intention of cheating at all but when he saw his girl's reaction he felt awkward.
"Then I'll be what Sean wants! But don't go...
All I have is Sean." replied Ainsley once again.
"If I had another woman, would you still want to be with me?" asked the man with increasingly frowning his forehead.
"Sean has two girlfriends?" ask the girl again.
"Like that," Sean replied briefly.
"But Sean's not leaving, is he? I want it to be like Sean! What matters is that Sean's not leaving!" said Ainsley who immediately embraced the body of his lover does not care if the current body and body of the man did not wear anything behind the water immersion.
"Ainsley's? You love me, don't you?" asked the man while letting go of his lover's embrace slowly.
"Love?" ainsley asked with her clear eyes that didn't understand anything, "Yes I love Sean, so don't go.." she continued.
"Do you know what love is? If you really love me, you don't want me with another woman!" said the man while looking at the girl.
"But I don't want to be alone...
I only have Sean, I can do whatever Sean wants but don't stay with me." said the girl restrained and almost crying.
The man was silent for a moment looking at that sad face and then smiled bitterly.
"Yes, you love me..
I love you, too, so you don't have to be afraid that I'm leaving, nor will I be cheating on you." said the man, hugging and raising the girl to his lap.
He began to pout the lips of the girl and looked at the face he was lum*t his lips with deep.
You don't love me, but you need me for your empty space...
I really fell into my game...
Sean who before her wanted to use the girl to strengthen her position now he himself who was actually in love because of the innocent and innocent attitude of the girl who was able to melt her frozen heart.
Fear began to envelop him again, fearing the loss of the person he loved.
The girl who could not even understand her feelings in earnest made the man start to change his attitude and relationship slowly.
"Ainsley?" call the man after releasing his kiss.
The girl crouched with a flushed face and breath that was still panting because of her lover's kiss.
"You must be a submissive and obedient child, if you are naughty I will punish you. Youunderstand?" whispered the man to the girl.
"Yes, Sean." replied Ainsley as she stared fixedly at the face of her man.
The man smiled but with an indescribable angle. He also began to embrace the small body and put to sleep on his body that is still soaking in warm water.
I'll keep you like this...
I love you, and you will love me...
But you're too innocent and naive, so I'll give you a little punishment, just so you can stick with me...
Sean slowly begins to change his attitude, whenever he sees the girl close to another man even just saying hello makes him afraid if the girl finds "Something comfortable" another one and turned away from her.
Because he knew with such an innocent soul maybe his girl would be eaten by another wolf and not even realize it then just leave after leaving a trace in his heart.
He begins to be possessive and has a great obsession with the girl, the slightest mistake and the thing that he thought would be able to trigger the girl to leave would make her crazy and rude without him knowing.
For her all the terrible punishment she started doing day after day was to protect the girl and keep the girl on her side and away from any man except her own.
Without him knowing everything he did and making the girl as his beloved "Bonkai Beloved" will further damage the woman he loves from day to day.
Flashback.
