Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

I'm afraid I'm hurt

The girl frowned, her whole body trembling, the gaze of the eyes that wanted to devour her made Ainsley remember the moment she was kidnapped.

The fear that has not been lost has returned to him.

Richard grinned and pulled the girl's hand out of his apartment.

"Deliver! Uncle loose!" said Ainsley trying to let go of his hand that was pulled.

"You said you wanted to come back, right? I'm dropping in" Richard said, stopping his steps and turning to the girl.

Ainsley began to calm down and rebel again, his wrist felt like it would be released instantly when he was pulled and could not let go at all.

"Why trembling?" richard asked when he saw the girl sitting next to him after getting in the car.

Ainsley squeezed the seatbelt attached to her firmly, she was still shocked by the sudden kiss she had just given her.

The girl's face paled and did not answer at all like she ignored and did not listen at all.

Richard only smiled when there was no reply from the girl, he returned to drive his car and drove the girl.

......................

The Apart Winter Garden.

Bruk!

Ainsley's legs fell instantly as he entered his apartment, he was still shocked by his deathly pale face.

Unlike Sean who at least still has a relationship with him but Richard has absolutely no relationship and if in other respects he realized if he had done Cheating on Sean.

What he did when he was kidnapped and what just happened but he couldn't even tell his girlfriend.

Ainsley admitted that he had slept with another man, but the girl did not say with whom he did it, and Sean could not continue to force her to answer because of her psychological condition.

"I...

How am I supposed to do?" his murmured with trembling, the fear in his heart appeared again.

The tightness and difficulty of breathing began to feel because he had not recovered at all making him walk with heavy steps to his room and looking for his sedative.

After taking the sedative, he opened the phone he had given him when he wanted to go down earlier.

The girl did not realize, either because it had become her habit for almost three years, she immediately contacted Sean.

Contacting the man when he was afraid, that's what he always did.

"Ainsley?! Why don't you answer my phone?!" the voice immediately scolded him as soon as the phone was connected.

The girl silently did not answer, her eyes heavy and sleepy. He did not realize if calling his lover because it had become a habit for him.

"I'm sleepy." answered Ainsley softly before falling asleep because of his sedative.

"Ainsley?! Ainsley?! Whyyy?! You all right?!" sean asked with worry.

...

The man hits his steering wheel and speeds up his car, he doesn't sleep at all in order to make his work quickly complete and return early.

"He's back?" murmured when he saw the location of his lover was already in his apartment unit.

He also increased his speed back so that he could meet his girl even faster.

......................

Zinchanko Mansion.

The man drank his wine and looked at his hand, the soft taste of the girl's hand still felt.

"What do you think he is?" ask her while looking at her hands with a difficult smirk.

"Sorry, Mister?" liam asked, not understanding.

"Ainsley, that girl. I can't kill him." replied Richard who was confused by him.

"Master likes her?" liam answered by asking.

"Likes? So the feeling of wanting to have this is called liking?" her question did not understand because to her this was a foreign feeling.

"Right sir," Liam replied expressionlessly.

"Like something that weak? She was very fragile and delicate, I could even destroy her unconsciously." Richard said, recalling only that the girl's kiss had turned deathly pale.

Though he himself is what makes the girl traumatized to the roots of her that accumulate all the stress in her natural.

"Women are indeed weak master creatures, only a few are strong." replied Liam because he knew on his basis most women's attitudes were like that and only a few were different.

"Weak huh? I don't want anything weak because it breaks easily." said Richard and hinted to Liam out of his room.

If Ainsley did not have a high fever, he may have slept with her again, but he held back because of the girl's condition.

"She drives me crazy." murmured while inhaling the aroma that for her still left behind.

Liking something weak is not what he usually does but he also does not want to let go.

......................

The winter garden apartment.

Sean saw his lover who was still sleeping soundly after being examined.

When he came and saw Ainsley who was unconscious made him immediately call the doctor to check his condition.

"You why else? Hm? Why eat peaches?" muttered while changing the Ainsley compress.

He knew when the doctor who checked if the girl had allergies and took sedatives then therefore immediately made her faint because of the reaction that was in her body.

...

At 07.34 Pm.

The girl woke up, and she already felt her warm hand grasping her as she was hospitalized.

"Sean?" his murmurs saw the man who was asleep next to him.

Sean of course overslept because he was already exhausted and did not rest at all so that all his affairs outside the city quickly finished.

He rubbed the man's fine hair and noticed the face that was currently at his side.

He was confused by his feelings, it felt like he wanted to push the man away but he could not take off.

Feeling guilty because he feels if he has betrayed his lover, uncomfortable with the presence of the man but will be restless when he is completely abandoned.

"Away awake?" said Sean raspy with nata who is still narrowing because he just woke up.

"Sean.." call Ainsley down.

"Hm? You hungry?" answer the man while getting up and check his girl's temperature.

He had ordered food because he was sure that the girl would be hungry when she woke up.

"We just stop." she said softly as the man was about to go out to fetch food for her.

The deg!

Sean flinched, he instantly stopped his steps and looked at the girl.

Ainsley got up and sat on the edge of his bed, he looked down and was unsure of his decision but he also hesitated about his feelings.

"Hey? Why say that again? You still have a fever?" asked Sean softly.

Many things he wants to ask but he is resistant because at this time his girl is still very sensitive.

"I'm confused by how I feel, Sean...

I feel guilty about you." said Ainsley.

Sean shook his head as he held onto the girl's arms and stared tightly at the clear eyes.

Ainsley let go of the man's hand slowly and returned Sean's gaze.

"Don't push me like this...

I'll change, please." said Sean.

He underwent consultations for the past few years for emotional control and overthinking his excess for fear of being left behind and losing the person he loved so much.

What's more the girl tang tried to commit suicide repeatedly made her recall her mother and did not want her girl to end up like what she saw in her childhood.

"You pushed me first Sean...

Don't forget it.." replied Ainsley who had unknowingly dropped her clear feather.

"You know I love you, right?" sean asked once again, he was completely confused at this moment.

"Love? Does love hurt Sean? I'm cut...

I don't want more pain, I'm afraid of getting hurt more." replied Ainsley who couldn't hold back her tears.

He does not know but when his feelings are more hurt, not as sick and as bad as he let go of his parents and do not expect the affection of people who bring him into the world.

Sean was silent for a moment, he saw Ainsley who was lowered and trembling because of his crying, he could not do anything but his heart felt pain when he saw the girl's desperate cry.