Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

Do I have to go back?

A white room that felt empty, there was no way out, floor, roof or end of the place where the man stood.

He looked puzzled, like a lost chick when all his sights were just looking at the white vacuum.

But it did not make his stride stop, his legs walked without direction until he stopped.

The woman who stood at the end of the place but turned her back, did not say a word.

He also wanted to approach for a moment and reach for her, but unfortunately, his steps were like having a stepping stone that made him unable to move at all.

His voice locked could not come out to make him wonder.

He just looked at the woman, he did not know her but also felt very close like he knew each other.

After she looked at the back of the woman who had a height around her chin, wore a beautiful white dress with her hair in the booth and the fragrance of Jasmine as well as Lily flowers were fused together.

The woman turned to look at her, a scent that was not only innocent of her body but came from the flower arrangement in her hands.

Melati and Lily blue are beautifully assembled, no sound or say anything the woman just smiled at her.

While the man frowned looking at her, a foreign face that was like the first time he met but he also felt close without realizing it.

"You don't even know if I'm hurt?" ask the woman who is now opening her voice.

He walked closer, as soon as the sparkling powder from the blue Lily hit the man who was still silent and just looking at him.

He had never seen such a flower, such a flower growing only in the imaginary place of a fairy tale country.

"You killed me again" he continued with a faint laugh.

"Then and now, it's different only now that you don't use your hands to kill me" she said as she slowly gave the beautiful blue Lily.

"We've met?" ask the man when his voice opens again as he can now be allowed to speak.

The woman just smiled looking at her, a single drop of clear white liquid fell on the tip of her clear eyes.

The deg!

The man gasped at his sight, for a moment he saw the woman as the woman he recognized.

"Ainsley?" call her lirih.

"How does it taste? Hurt right? Not being loved until the end, building up empty hopes?" asked the woman smiling but dropped her clear circle.

"Ainsley's? That you? Why different?" ask again with a thorough look.

Want to see like anything, the woman in front is not the woman he knows. The faces are different but her heart says if they are the same woman.

"When I thought if you knew how I felt before, my life would be different."

"But it stays the same..."

"You love me or you don't, you stay the same in the end..."

The step that seemed to disappear was no longer locked directly hugging the woman's body in front of her, even though her face was foreign but still her feelings were so close.

The woman was silent not budging, not returning the slightest hug given to her.

"Past or present we have life and love..."

"No! Then or now, even in the future, I still love you!" said the man while releasing his embrace.

The woman only gave a smile that held meaning when she heard it.

The slowly unfamiliar face was now starting to turn into a face that he recognized.

"I've taken all the suffering in my life before and now I don't want to suffer anymore."

"And if we meet again, love me that way I will love you too..."

A soft and cold hand that touched his cheek, the man smiled. He held the hand that touched her and kissed the woman's hand.

"There is no need to remember anything in the past and in the present, just find me again in the future" said the woman smiling as the man in front of her kissed the back of her hand.

"How can you say you love me and then leave me?" asked the man as if it was weakening like it was losing power to the woman in front of him.

"Then how can you kill me for another woman?" ask the woman to smile.

"What do you mean? I didn't do it!" deny the man immediately.

There was no answer but the beautiful woman only gave a smile on her face.

Like a foam in the sea that can disappear anytime the man chooses not to wait for answers and still hugs the woman's body.

A slowly disappearing body like smoke and dust, a hug that grew looser and emptier as all of its vanishing fused with the air.

"This time I can't love you, I have someone just like you used to, then I'll love you if we meet again..."

Before he completely disappeared, the man seemed to be losing his way, he stared in all directions.

Looking for an end that never even had an end, her hands just touched in the direction of the blue Lily flower which made her continue to hug her.

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Richard POV

I am still confused as to what he said and what he meant.

But I'm kind of stuck here, a place that shuts me down and shuts me down.

My entire gaze only looked at the blank white space until I started all the big screens that locked me away.

The woman who was talking to me was seen there, her gaze sparkling at the back of the man who seemed to not care about her.

Like seeing a movie with a big screen that looks like a documentary of someone's life.

The deg!

The woman was killed, I saw her.

The sharp object penetrated his heart, but it was seen that he loved the man very much.

I don't know, but I feel guilty seeing her.

Everything started to change, now the screen no longer displays people I don't recognize.

I look at myself and the woman I know, if I look at her now like she does I know why she can't love me.

But he also once looked happy when with me, even though I couldn't help but smile when I saw him.

I want to grab her again and hug her body, her sense is not finished yet to see her and feel her.

I miss her again...

All of them slowly disappeared, the bottomless empty place was slowly gone.

Like a darkness that comes and swallows me slowly and makes me disappear.

What is this thing called karma?

Whatever it is if I can still see him...

For me, it's sweet karma...

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Clarinda could not calm down at all, while her beloved little granddaughter was asleep in her arms.

He looked towards his granddaughter, to be honest he felt fear if the little man lost both of his parents.

The woman occasionally rubbed and kissed Axel's head gently, while he was pleading in his heart so that the surgery was not in vain.

Not only himself, the man who was always with the husband of his adopted daughter was not calm until the white door was not clear.

Men who wear blue anti-contaminant clothing and still wear masks come out.

dr. Terry saw a worried look and waited for news from him.

"The operation was successful but Ms. Ainsley had to be aware first to see her progress" she told Liam and Clarinda.

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Axel began to be confused, he had not seen his father since the day the man wore the same clothes as his mother.

"Grandmas? Where's daddy? Daddy hasn't come back from the sky? Daddy, why don't you bring a cell phone? Axel couldn't call Daddy." he asked with a plain look at Clarinda.

The woman looked confused as to how to answer him, what should he say?

Saying that dad is gone?

Or bring him to meet an empty body?

"Axel's? Want to play with Uncle Liam?" clarinda asked to distract the adorable little boy.

Axel shook his head to hear her, he wanted to be with his father and wait for his mother to wake up together.

"Axel wants to be with Daddy, want to wait for Mommy to wake up and Daddy." he said to the grandmother.

"Daddy's gone, wait for Mommy to wake up just like Grandma would?" clarinda asked the little guy.

"No..."

"Axel wants Daddy, Daddy where the hell is he going? Why not come back from the sky? In the sky again stuck? Lots of lights on ya?" ask her with an innocent gaze that thinks with the world that is built by her small head.

Clarinda was silent not to answer the question of her innocent favorite granddaughter. He just rubbed the little boy's head and then hugged him.

"Axel who is patient well son." he said while hugging the little man.

"Axel sabal really wait for Daddy to come home and bring Mommy's sister to wake up, but Axel miss Daddy." said when Clarinda let go of his embrace.

The woman couldn't say anything at the request of the child who didn't know anything about it.

Axel looked towards his phone, a call for the father missed altogether.

"Kan Benel, Daddy didn't pick up Axel's phone." he said softly.

"Daddy is busy, baby, be patient." said Clarinda to Axel while rubbing his head.

The lethargic face of the adorable child was visible, he seemed to lose his spirit when he could not meet his parents.

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Axel, who was waiting next to his mother, was wearing sterile clothes when he entered the room.

"Mom's? When did he wake up? Wake up, Axel is kangen..."

"Mommy doesn't miss Axel?"

"Daddy is also not back and forth, long back from the sky..."

The adorable face looks uninspired, the mother he loves never woke up and the father who still has not returned from picking up his sister.

"Mom's? Daddy, where's the night? In the clouds Mom? In the sky is there a hotel, isn't Mom? How come Axel didn't see it?" talk to the mother.

"Mommy..."

"Wake up, said Mommy Bental again wake up? Then make cake for Axel, for Daddy with Axel Mom's sister." he said while shaking his mother's hand.

Pip...

The little man gasped when he heard a voice popping out of the machine near his mother.

The memory of the day when the mother deteriorated came and frightened her.

"Mommy why? I'm sorry Mom.." said the shriek who started crying.

Shortly after the door of the room opened, the men wearing white coats came and immediately swarmed and checked on the woman.

"Axel didn't say anything about Mommy." she said scared and started crying.

"Axel just hold Mommy's hand, Huhu.." she cried while admitting what she just did.

The newly arrived Clarinda immediately hugged the trembling little body.

"Axel just held Mommy's hand..."

"Sorry, Huhu..."

Her crying became increasingly because she thought this time it was her fault again.

"Dear, it's okay." said Clarinda as she hugged the trembling little body.

Clarinda took Axel out and let the doctors do their job.

His steps came to a halt, Liam who was seen with a look on his face did not look okay it looked towards the room of his master's wife.

"He can't die, can't!" he murmured while looking at the doctors.

"Uncle? Axel's okay Mommy..."

"Axel just hold Mommy's hand, Huhu..."

Adu his little boy at the man he considers like his uncle when he sees Liam.

"Axel promises not to hold Mommy's hand again." said with his cry while in the arms of the grandmother.

"Mommy Axel will wake up really, don't cry anymore either." said the man who took his breath and set his expression.

"But if Mommy doesn't wake up later when Daddy returns with Axel's sister, Daddy is sad again.." his crying is still innocently waiting for the father to return.

The deg!

The man gasped, forgetting for a moment that the little boy was the exception who had no idea about the father's departure.

He could not say anything, and let the little boy cry bitterly.

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Ainsley POV's

I think I've been resting a long time, or I don't think it's enough?

Like a summer dream...

The rain that comes in the spring and gives me cold air but with all the flowers that bloom.

My feet step by themselves looking for their own path that I do not know where.

Every step I walk I feel like I'm forgetting something, like I feel something is left behind.

But I don't know what it is...

I'm like I just met someone, but I don't remember who he is either.

It was a dream in the summer that made me instantly forget when I woke up.

But do I have to get up?

I feel alone...

But wasn't it my own old self?

At least I'm resting here.

But I know, compared to falling asleep in the summer I better wake up in the spring and see all the flowers that are wet with raindrops in front of me.

The aroma that came when the speck had finished came down.

I'm who?

And where I am at this moment also makes me confused.

I don't remember what I left behind...

And I don't even remember what was waiting for me...

Feels weird...

I lost myself, but I felt fine...

Do I have to go back?