Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

Your dream

The girl waited for the man who had not come out of the bathroom until he rushed to check on her.

"Sean is still lam-" she said when she saw the body of the man's field wrapped in a brown towel.

Sean immediately turned his head, he was cleaning his face from the beard that began to grow.

"Awhile, are you hungry?" ask her while looking at the girl.

Ainsley's face turned red, "Yes, so hurry up after that we have breakfast." she replied and then closed the door slowly.

Sean smiled and chuckled at the adorable behavior that was being embarrassed towards him.

The girl immediately came out, she chose the hidden part of the house that displays the classic but comfortable impression.

He was silent for a moment to clear his mind, his face flushed hot but he became silent.

"Listen to music!" he said as he pulled the headset and put it in his ear and played his music.

Sean came out after putting on his clothes, he approached towards the girl.

"The weather is colder today, so close the neck well" Sean said, raising the sweater around the girl's neck.

Ainsley stared at her blankly, but the man grew even more anxious.

Auchs!

Her ringis as her cheeks were bitten suddenly by the handsome man.

"Let's have breakfast, see you get hungry" she laughed and smiled.

"But don't bite!" ainsley said as she touched her cheek.

"Eat him don't daydream! Here's breakfast!" he said while holding the girl's hand.

....

The rising sun rises while spreading seeds of light in the capable of making anyone warm.

"Your feet are wider" said the girl smiling as she followed the man's footprint, which was clearly imprinted on the white sand.

"You're not bored? Every day at the beach?" asked Sean who kept holding the hands of the girl who was laughing following his footsteps.

"No," Ainsley replied shook his head and turned towards the man holding his hand.

The man's smile rose when he saw that bright, smiling face as well.

"Oh yes, I saw the same child's catch dream toy, I bought two" he said as he approached and followed beside the man.

"Two? His kid's toy?" sean asked frowning as he turned towards the girl beside him.

"No! Catch her dream, one for Axel another for you, you're often a nightmare." Ainsley replied to the man.

"really? Should I give you a gift?" asked Sean laughing.

Ainsley smiled, he shook his head, "I've hung in the room."

The man did not say anything, only a bright smile that seemed from his heart then he rubbed the top of the girl's head with his hands.

Over the past few days the girl felt all the wishes she had dreamed come true.

Socialization, the house he wants, the beach, a place far away from anyone and with the man he likes.

Only one less for him at this time, maybe this is not included in the list that he wanted first because it has only emerged lately.

Axel, his little son who always grasps tightly his fingers when meeting.

"I want to kiss you" said the man softly as he heard the waves rising and causing a foam that disappeared in an instant.

"May," replied the girl smiling.

Sean turned his head then cupped the little face of the girl in front of him, he approached until he could hear the sound of the girl's breathing.

Humph!

His lips he linked slowly and cupped those sweet-tasting pink lips.

As long as they stayed together or slept in the same bed, she never did anything deeper even though she knew she was no longer bleeding after giving birth.

He just wants to enjoy the day he passed and realize all the dreams of the girl when they were in a relationship before.

Sean lets go of his kiss, he sees the girl gasping for breath because of the soft but deep kiss.

"We're back today" said the man softly after releasing his kiss.

"today? Isn't it us French the day after tomorrow?" ainsley asked.

"You're not completely calm either, are you?" ask Sean who can still see the look of anxiety or worry in between the happy look of the girl.

"Hm?"

"What's he doing? Is she crying? What if he's thirsty? Is his sleep enough? Does he like it when I give him another doll?" said the man suddenly.

"You always think about that, don't you? For your son?" asked the man while looking at the girl's sticky iris in front of him.

Ainsley was silent, he did not know how the man could read his mind.

"Sorry.." said Ainsley.

"For what?" sean smiled at the girl.

Ainsley was silent, he just wanted to apologize for a mistake he might not have noticed.

"We've known you for a long time? As I remember it, you were 19, right? You even still believe in dracula" Sean laughed at his first encounter.

Ainsley was silent, he did not know why the man had suddenly told him about his past.

"After that we dated 6 months later, about two years more right? We're dating?" ask the man to remember.

"Yes, I loved it that day." replied Ainsley softly.

"When I first dated you, I didn't like it very much, you were too dependent on me." replied the man who remembered her because he had approached the girl to take advantage of her social status.

Ainsley immediately turned his head towards the face that was staring forward without looking at him.

"But I also don't know since when I feel like you're hanging on to me, I hate seeing you close to other people, I want you to just be mine." connect the man with a thin smile.

"Then I realized, if I had really fallen in love, maybe you wouldn't believe it, but my first love was you" Sean smiled.

"I? But didn't Sean have a lot of exes first?" ainsley immediately denied.

"Yes, but what I really like is you," Sean replied, "Fuck, am I?"

Ainsley turned towards the man.

"Want?" muttered Ainsley who was staring towards his surroundings.

He realized that everything was exactly the same as what he wanted first, although he told me when the man was working but he did not expect that all his words were heard.

"You happy?" asked the man once more while cupping the girl's delicate cheeks.

Ainsley nodded, from the beginning of life like this is what he dreamed and planned.

The man took his breath, "You also remember what your next dream is?" asked the man in a voice that started to crackle.

"My dream?" the girl twisted her memories, all the things she planned until her head was locked on one of her memories.

I want to be the mom who lives with my son, so Sean who works later we wait for Sean to come home and have dinner together!

The words he said to the man.

Being a mother who loves her child and gives her all the affection she never had.

"I promised I'd make everything you wanted, right? So I told you to be patient." said the man smiled even though he did not feel like doing it.

His voice turns raucous, he loves the girl but he knows who needs her more.

Ainsley was still speechless, her iris staring fixedly at the man in front of her, yet somehow her chest hurt.

Like it but can't be together, that's how he feels right now. Something close but he could not reach was like a glass wall coming in the middle of the two.

He was unconscious, a drop of clear droplets falling on his eyelids

"You, I..."

"We're the same, we're missing something right?" ask the man who feels the family life he has with the family life the girl has is similar.

"Now you just need to realize your remaining dreams, right?" the man asked softly and wiped away the tears that fell on the girl's cheeks.

"Sean me.." said the girl faltered as she grabbed the warm hand that was on her cheek.

"You can be a good mother, that's your dream because you don't want your child to feel the same way as you used to, right?" asked the man with a bitter smile.

"I know how she feels about having a stepmother, and it hurts, maybe my mother doesn't want to go either but sometimes I hate her, for leaving me alone" the man replied smilingly.

"But I miss him." continued the man, as long as he lived his happiness was only two, the first his biological mother had died and the second was the woman he loved.

"Sorry.." said the girl softly while crying, she was confused by her mistake but she wanted to apologize.

"Now who's wrong? You're the one who didn't listen to me first? Or am I being too arrogant?" ask the man who started looking for when the starting point of his relationship was destroyed.

"Now all my promises have been fulfilled so I hope you can keep smiling like we do when we live together" said the man, who tried to calm down and manage his feelings.

"I lost you once, and I used to think that if I could see you that would be enough, I was afraid of being greedy again" she replied smiling.

"Why? Why is Sean like this now?" ask the girl with a limp.

"The color I know, you are more valuable than I imagined, you might be happy if you continue like this but you might also regret it." she replied smilingly.

"Your grown son will hate you because you left him and I'm afraid that you'll be like this again" the man said softly.

"But I.." said Ainsley, who was troubled by her cries.

A dream?

A wish?

A promise?

The man always embodies what his dreams become, although it may take a short time but all of them will be realized.

He knows how sick the man was to torture him first but he also knows if they used to be both selfish and move only according to the wishes of the heart without thinking about the impact.

"You don't know, do you? What does her sense of regret look like? Time can't be turned either, so I don't want you to feel that." Sean said softly.

It used to be when he realized the way of love that he used was wrong and began to regret his actions but the girl had already disappeared.

And that feeling that cannot be defined hurts him more than any physical Luk he has ever received.

"If you leave your son now you'll regret it when he hates you later, I know you don't want to leave him either, right? But he probably won't think of her,"

"Why doesn't he live with my dad? Am I not anyone?" maybe that's what's on his mind later.

"I don't mean it, I love Axel but I.." said his faltered who could not continue his words.

"I know, I know you love your son." said the man to calm and wipe away the girl's tears.

"And now I also know who needs you more, not me but something you present yourself" said the man.

"Sorry.." That's all it can get out, his mind is empty with mixed feelings that make him unable to breathe.

The man was silent for a moment to see the tears that fell down the cheek of the girl, he pulled her gently into his embrace.

A soft sobbing sound rang out behind his field chest, his hands gently rubbing his back that trembled due to his cries.

"I won't hate you so be as happy as you can be, cry and after all smile like when you wake up and see the sun again." whispered in the ear of the girl.

"Cause I love you.." she continued.

Tests...

One grain of clear liquid fell from his eyes

Weird right?

Though the girl did not die, nor was she injured, and her body was not hit or stabbed by someone.

But why feel sad?

The overflowing feeling that made her unable to breathe, all of her might was the wrong path but she wanted to give her best as she could.

No one knows the future, he just lives the moment he passes.

Ainsley could not hold back her tears, she cried for a long time while feeling the warmth and aroma of the man who was holding her.

Sean continued to hold the girl's body until it calmed down, no matter how long it took.

I made a way for you, didn't I?

Cause I'm gonna let you go, so you gotta be happy...

Like all the dreams you wanted...

All of this has been realized only the man who will live with you alone is different...

I'm not going anywhere...

I'll take care of you, so live in a world that's your dream...