Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

Last date

2 Days later.

Ainsley began to realize, he still did not even know Sean's condition because no one said what happened after he tried to commit suicide.

dr. Canly stayed for a few days and began talking to Ainsley as her body condition began to improve.

While Sean still locked himself in his room and did not let anyone enter to meet him.

"Is this what you mean by free?" ask dr. Canly on Ainsley who sat down lowered her head in front of her.

"He said so" the girl replied softly.

"He who? Does the lady still hear him again? Did she ever ask the lady to grab her hand or feel she's possessed?" asked the middle-aged woman with those glasses again.

"I don't hear it anymore, if I'm like this, all will be happy right? Then what's wrong?" ask the girl while looking at dr. Canlys.

"No one is happy if this is the way, does the lady feel happy?" ask the woman who is in front of her.

Ainsley could not answer the question, he did not know how to be free or happy.

As much as he hurt his body still does not make his heart feel calm, but instead he continues to feel anxious and restless until he continues to commit suicide.

"But everything's gonna be okay, right? If I don't exist." replied Ainsley once more.

"I once said to love and respect yourself, right?" ask dr. Canlys.

Ainsley laughed bitterly at his hearing, for some reason this time the sentence was so difficult he applied.

"Love? What will change? There's no, is there?" ainsley asked with a face that began to give bitter laughter and a look in the eyes that symbolized the tired soul within her.

"Why did you choose to hang yourself? Miss wants to hurt sir?" ask dr. Canly again carefully.

"I don't want him to get hurt, but I also don't want him to be okay after what he did to me" Ainsley replied softly.

Between the sound he heard and what he felt himself certainly wanted to make the handsome man hurt.

He felt angry because of the treatment that seized his freedom but he still did not know what anger was overflowing in him.

"She's been hurt, and I'm more hopeful that she won't be hurt, it is okay if we teach a lesson to people who hurt ourselves but still can not hurt ourselves," replied dr. Canly on the girl.

The middle-aged woman with glasses began her consultation and spoke about Sean's condition slowly until the consultation was over.

...

The man sat next to his bed with the state of the room that was very messy and irregular again its shape.

He does not care about anything even his food has not been touched at all, he only drinks the water that comes along with his food. Her stomach was not hungry at all and her mind was constantly in turmoil.

"Sean?" the voice of the woman who broke down the uneasiness in her heart and made a direct turn to the source of the voice.

"Why is this so? Your hand is hurt." said Ainsley who approached and grabbed the man's hand.

Grep's!

In one pull Sean immediately clasped the small body and hugged it tightly.

"You're still here, right? Excuse me...

Don't do it again." she said in a trembling voice as she continued to hug the girl.

"Sean.." call Ainsley softly in the arms of the handsome man.

Her petite body instantly disappeared in an instant as Sean hugged her tightly.

"What do you want? Hm? You want me to let you go?" sean asked quivering as he let go of his embrace.

Iris Ainsley grew up a while looking at the man in front of her, for some reason the man looked so devastated.

The voice and hands were shaking which touched her and the eyes were looking full of wounds.

"I want to be happy Sean...

I want to get out, I want to live." said the girl softly by dropping her clear feathers from her beautiful iris.

Sean was silent for a moment and rubbed the girl's tears, her chest felt tight to make her difficult to breathe but she also could not hold the clear circles in her eyes.

He felt happy because he could still see his girl again, happy because he could still touch and hear her again.

"I'm sorry...

I'm sorry.." she said softly and pulled the girl back in her arms.

"I can't lose you...

Just thinking about it scares me." continued the man by hugging tightly the girl he loved so much.

Ainsley did not answer he just continuously dropped his clear feather in the handsome man's arms.

Sorry..." Sean continued to speak while stroking his girl gently.

His body trembled, he let out tears that he had never let out since the day of his mother's death.

However this time her feelings drifted back, once again the girl was able to make the iceberg in her heart melt and show the true emotions of the handsome man.

After long enough hugging his girl Sean let go of the crib and touched Ainsley's cheek. He smiled gently with his eyes and slowly started to shut and dropped his head onto the girl's shoulder.

"South?!" call Ainsley who is surprised and start rejecting the man's body.

He began to feel the temperature rising in the body of his former lover, Ainsley himself never even saw the man was sick during a relationship with him first.

But now?

The man he used to think of as the strongest man is now uprooted with a very high temperature.

"It's very hot" said Ainsley.

...

Skips.

Sean re-opened his eyes, he gasped and instantly searched for the whereabouts of his girl. He was afraid that the girl he was hugging was just his delusion.

He was afraid that everything in his memory just now was just a dream.

"Sean? Still feverish?" ainsley asked as she carried a new compress in her hand as she entered the man's room.

dr. Canly had examined Sean and treated the wound on the man's hand now that he had also been moved to a more comfortable room, and Ainsley with his own initiative wanted to take care of the man.

"You're still here? You're still alive, aren't you? You're really breathing?" sean asked as he cupped the little girl's hand in front of him.

"Yes, I'm alive...

Still breathing too." replied Ainsley as she stared fixedly at the iris in front of her.

Sean heaved a sigh of relief looking at her, then looked back at the girl's face.

"You hate me so much?" sean asked suddenly as he was able to control himself again.

Ainsley was aghast but he answered the question, "No, I don't hate you..."

"Then? Why do it?" ask Sean again.

"I want to be free...

I also want to be like everyone else, I want to be happy." replied Ainsley softly.

Sean nodded little to hear the girl's words.

"You know? When I saw you like that yesterday I thought it was okay if you weren't with me at least I could still see you" Sean said with a blank smile on his face.

Ainsley turned his head and looked at the lips that were smiling but the eyes that were radiating were full of sorrow.

"I'm selfish, I realize that...

I'm sorry.." keep her up again.

"I was wrong too, sorry." replied Ainsley softly.

"I'm going to let you go, but you have to promise to live happily when I let you go" Sean said suddenly and made Ainsley immediately stare fixedly at the iris of the man before him.

"I love you...

In the past, in the present and in the future. So don't do anything like that anymore" said Sean who again forced his smile while starting to stroke the pretty girl's head gently.

"South..." Ainsley was unable to say anything, he was shocked enough to run out of words.

"Color is like this, I want to be selfish once more before it really lets go of you." Sean told the girl, taking a heavy breath.

Ainsley looked puzzledly at the man, but Sean put the little body back into his arms.

"Date with me one more time." she said softly in her arms.

Ainsley was still silent unable to answer anything.

"The last date before our relationship actually ended...

I love you...

Very.." she said softly with a stifled voice while continuing to hug the girl tightly.

The man begins to realize that there is something more valuable than his selfish sense.