Never Gone (Health and Obsession)

Axel dear Daddy Mommy

The man's eyes looked riled up, dr. Terry let out a slow breath as he looked back at the man.

"You'd better think more, but my advice is to let your wife go quietly" he said as he stared inside the man.

"Go away quietly? It's easy for you to talk like that?" richard's mumbling looked shaken.

dr. Terry frowned, he did not hear what the man said but he knew if maybe the man was not ready to lose his life partner.

"You also have to think about his young son, he can't lose both parents at once if you take careless decisions like this" said dr. Terry again.

Richard was still silent, it was indeed impossible to find a suitable heart in two weeks with the right conditions as well.

He who uses illegal means takes three months, and by legal means is likely the fastest is six months.

"Aren't you doctors? You should have saved him! It's not her telling to be patient and take it all for granted!" said the man with his strong killing intent.

"Right you say, but we're just humans not us who determine the life and death of others" said dr. Terry

"You don't have to think about my son, all you have to do is think about your job and follow what I say." richard said with a face full of threats and then walked out of the place.

Blam it!

dr. Terry just took a slow breath, as soon as he heard the door slam that sounded so strong.

...

Liam waited for his master with a feeling of worry if his master would act rashly in very little time.

The leak of population data is now beginning to smell the government and he also tried to cover it up by cutting off everything that had been hacked by his master.

Richard came with a face that looked so sad as he drew closer to the man.

"What did he say?" liam asked his master.

Richard still silently did not answer and looked dazed at the man.

"You found the heart?" ask her again.

Liam was silent on the answer. Indeed, he found some people with the same blood type but not the same size of the heart so that heart transplants can not be done.

"Not yet?" asked Ricard again with a small laugh.

Like laughing at himself.

"I should have listened to you back then, why am I so arrogant when I think everything is in my control?" asked the man with a bitter laugh.

"It's not your fault, you don't know it's going to be like this either" Liam replied to the man.

While Richard just silently heard it, "Don't know? Do I really not know?"

He repeated some of his attitude to his wife last time.

Though he knew how desperate the woman was begging him, he knew how devastated the woman was when she parted with her son.

Even the look in the eyes that looked so tired yet tried to hide behind the beautiful iris was also visible to her.

But as if closing his eyes, he felt as if he saw nothing and ignored his wife's wounds to form obedience.

He held his lips to say if he loved the woman and chose silence, holding his hand that wanted to hug the wife and chose to be cold to the woman.

"I ignored his wounds" he muttered as he recalled what he had done to his wife in recent times.

He did not have the intention of ignoring the woman but his fear would be left behind making his eyes dark.

I Love her, She's my everything...

"Shouldn't I love anyone?" he asked Liam who was still standing in front of him.

"You'll get through this" Liam told the man.

He also knows how to live by someone he loves, because his former lover left him.

He went to a place he could never even go, but all that passed he could pass and even now have someone else accompany him.

"No, we're different" Richard shook his head.

Richard knew that his loyal subordinates wanted to say that he had been in the same situation when he lived by a loved one.

But the man's ex-lover died of an illness and instead committed suicide in his presence like his wife.

"He said he loved me, he never sincerely told me I knew.." said the man remembering the cold touch on his face as the little bloodied hand rubbed his face.

"But at that time I knew he was sincere, I knew that he did say it for me." uaco the man once again.

"I used to punish her a lot and now she punishes me, after saying love me, after giving me that night" she choked on not being able to continue her sentence.

"He wants to go? You think I can let her?" ask Richard again.

Liam was so confused as to how to use consolation for the man.

"You have Axel, if not for yourself think of your son" he told the man.

Richard was silent to hear it, if only his wife could not survive. He could not even guarantee his son, he was afraid to see the face of his son who was very similar to his mother.

He was afraid that he would also ignore his son's wounds like ignoring his wife's wounds.

"He's got someone who'll love him" she said as she recalled Clarinda who could love her son as much as her grandchildren deserve.

He also trusted his wife's adoptive mother more than his wife's biological mother.

....

The tools are starting to calm down but look an increasingly different number from the first day.

The man grabbed the pale-looking hand, though he was still several days lying in a bed full of monitors.

"Do we remember what we did that day?" he said while holding the woman's hand.

"You cook the cake that I love and Axel, you tidy up my clothes and wait for me to work after that we eat together."

"And at night you asked me how you persuaded me and then we did it, actually if it could be reworked by me..."

"I won't treat you coldly." said the restrained.

The last few days he spent with his wife were not good memories.

It was not the warm voice that greeted her, not the smile that contained a considerate and gentle gaze but a flat face and stared at her coldly.

"Are you hurt that much?" he asked again as he glanced at the monitor screen that monitored the woman's life and further destroyed her.

"Is this how you feel? You're right..."

"The feeling is so excruciating, when I know that you are tired, when I know you have lost everything and just hope, but..." his words were getting stuck in his throat when he was unable to say anything more.

A drop of clear liquid fell back in his eyes, he did not understand if anyone could hurt him deeper in comparison to the stab as well as the hot bullet that pierced through him.

The pain was able to make all his breaths sink and slice his heart slowly.

The man never even knew there would be a point where he was so weak that it made him feel like he could do nothing and everything he was looking for and he collected like it was worthless at all.

"I'm destroying your hopes..."

"I thought if I did it then you'd only depend on me, you'd only hear me..."

"But like her I destroyed you more than I imagined." she continued wailing as she continued to hold the woman's hand.

...

Meanwhile the crying that became increasingly sounding so bitter, the white face that flushed and the small body that trembled could not withstand his sadness.

"Axel's wrong..."

"Axel just wants Mommy to wake up, Axel apologizes, Huhuhu.." cried the little boy echoed that to Clarinda.

"It's nothing dear." said Clarinda as she stroked and gently rubbed Axel's head.

"But next time Axel can not hold carelessly, if Axel does not know what it is ask son, do not immediately do anything. Grandma knows Axel's intentions are good but don't do it again, dear?" clarinda said to Axel who kept crying.

"Huhuhu.." There was no yes or no answer from the five-year-old, only a roaring cry behind the warm embrace of the grandmother.

A hasty step sounded until the door opened making Clarinda turn her head.

"This what does he mean? What happened to Ainsley?!" ask Fanny to panic.

Clarinda just kept quiet, she did not know what the life of her adopted daughter was like but because she was also now the mother she felt must have been the biological mother of her adopted daughter more hit.

"Sorry..."

"Axel's? What does that mean, son?" fanny asked closer as she pulled her granddaughter unconscious.

"Axel for what? Why apologize?" he asked while staring blankly at Axel who was getting scared and feeling guilty.

"Faan? Calm down" Michele said as she pulled the wife away because it scared their grandchildren.

"Axel unplug the sounds on Mommy's deck." said his nervous voice with a cry that melted out.

"Axhel!" Fanny who directly pressed the shoulders of the grandson to make his cry even tighter.

Clarinda pulled her over and hugged her tightly, explaining some of the situations she knew.

"Ainsley can't go, I." said Fanny, who looked surprised.

"I haven't finished paying for my guilt yet." she continued softly to her husband.

His eyes also looked back at the grandson who was still crying, he pulled Axel who was crying in the arms of Clarinda.

"You! I told Grandma to study, right? It's the result you got because you bo-"

Nah!

"What color? What did you say my son?"

The voice of the man that made her speechless and also brushed off the hand of the woman who was attracting her son.

"You're not gonna tell her what you used to tell her, are you? You think because I'm quiet I don't know what you did first?" asked Richard who immediately sufficed and held his son.

Fanny frowned, she herself had just felt that she had met the man at the wedding of her daughter.

While Richard did not know much but he had heard the words Fanny when visiting Ainsley while in the hospital when the first suicide attempt.

"What did you say to Ainsley first? Stupid kid? Damn bearers?" asked the man to the woman who was about to call her son.

He approached for a moment, "You remember someone hit your car?"

Fanny furrowed her forehead, Michele immediately pulled her wife to no longer get closer to the man.

"Don't go near my son, or talk to him!" he said it and left after crossing eyes with Clarinda.

Axel was still clasping tightly onto the shirt he was wearing, his cries sounding behind the chest of the man's field.

"Axel's? Why do we cry? Hm?" her question in a soft voice while carrying her son.

"This is Axel's fault, if Axel Mommy becomes more sick." he said with a cry while hugging the father tightly.

"Sorry Axel Dad..."

The man hugged his son again, kissed his forehead and wiped his tears.

"Axel was surprised Daddy snapped? Sorry well dear." said the man who is not like himself.

A man who is even very difficult to say that one word can easily tell his baby.

"Daddy? Mommy wouldn't do anything, would she? Daddy's promised to love Axel's sister." said his heartily with a cry that melted out.

The deg!

The man's cracked wall again collapsed, the second child who did not even have a shape or know his existence is now gone.

He did not even say hello to the boy at all.

"Axel already has a sister, but Axel's sister is not here" Richard told his son.

He took his seat and brought his son towards the hospital garden, the little man immediately looked at the father and looked with his eyes.

His cry paused and sidetracked over the father's words, "So where's Axel's sister?" ask him after her.

"There," Richard replied as he pointed towards the clear blue sky of his son.

"In the sky? Why is Axel's sister there? Why isn't Axel the same as Daddy Mommy?" ask him directly to his father.

"The color of Axel's sister prefers there, if there he will be seneng." said Richard to his son.

"Why? He doesn't want to have an older brother like Axel?" ask Axel again.

"Dad's? What if Axel is naughty? Kalna Axel not pintle? That's why Mommy misses Uncle Sean, transparent Mommy is sick. Axel's sister also does not want to be the same Axel so jugs to the sky?" ask plainly to the father.

Richard shook his head, his little son considered something that was not his fault to be his fault.

"Axel is not wrong anyway, Axel is a good boy smart boy. Mommy and Daddy are proud to have a child like Axel" Richard told his son.

"But why is Axel sad? If Axel makes Mommy Daddy proud of her smooth Axel happy." replied the adorable child to the father.

Richard was silent and could not answer one of his son's questions.

"Axel?" call Richard while holding his son tightly.

Axel looked at his father, staring at him with a face that was still flushed and sad.

"If for example Axel can only choose one between Mommy and Daddy now, Axel still choose Mommy?" ask the man.

He used to ask the same question but his little son answered if he chose to be with his mother.

Axel was silent for a moment hearing his father's question.

"Where is Daddy going?" axel asked with his eyes staring softly.

"Daddy's not going anywhere" Richard replied to his son.

"Axel wants Daddy to be with Mommy" the little man replied to his father.

Richard was silent for a moment to hear, "But if for example Axel can only choose one Axel who would want to come with? Mommy what's Daddy?" ask her again.

Axel was thinking hard with the father's words, it was clear if he was thinking about the answer he would issue.

"Axel is dear to Mommy..."

"Dear to Daddy too, Axel can not choose" he said to his father.

"If for example Axel can not choose later Axel may not be the same Daddy or Mommy," replied the man.

"Mommy's with Daddy to come?" axel asked the father with a sad face.

"Who is Mommy Daddy with Axel? Axel wants to stay? Her word is Daddy dear Axel?" ask the father.

"Then Axel can only choose one" replied the man again.

"Do not know! Huhuhoo!" her tears began to wear out as her father urged her for answers she could not choose.

"Axel wants Daddy to be with Mommy! If Daddy Mommy left, Axel died! Huhuhoo!" her crying screamed with a thud.

He did not understand the meaning of his words, he only said what he often heard from others.

"Axhel!" Richard looked at his son.

Maybe some lives that disappeared in his hands did not mean at all like death to him like rain in summer but now he knows how terrible his words are.

"Who is Daddy Mommy with Axel? Axel wants her to be the same Daddy Mommy.." his cry on the father when he heard Richard's voice rising on him.

"Axel's? Axel loves Mommy, right?" richard asked his little son.

One nod became the answer of that adorable child.

"Daddy's the same, right?" ask Richard again to his son.

Axel immediately nodded his head as soon as he heard the father's words.

"Daddy also love Axel, same Mommy is also the same sister Axel who was in the sky" said the man to his son.

"But Daddy can't if Mommy isn't around, Daddy's sick." he said to his son who still doesn't really understand his words.

"Daddy's sick too? So, we call it doctel? Axel called me yah." said Axel while wiping his tears and down from the lap of the father.

The man did not move from his seat when his son's little fingers pulled him to see a doctor.

"Daddy is sick is not what can be treated with doctors," the man told his favorite son.

"Tetus who can treat Daddy who?" axel asked with his worried innocent look.

"What can treat Daddy's pain is only Mommy" said the man.

"Kalna Mommy Daddy is sick then want to stay in Axel?" ask again with a trembling voice.

"Axel dear Daddy Mommy, don't miss if you invite Axel as well." her crying is getting louder to the father.